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"I'm sorry, yes, Nadia! I always bother you."

"Eits.just relax, beautiful!"

"do you have no joy today?" much

"Nothing, dong.so I came with you," he said, Nadia, while smiling at me.

"Thank you, yeah, Ndia!"

"Yes. Uh, it looks like you can go to school tomorrow, Orange," said Nadia.

I didn't respond to him. I just fell silent at that moment.

"You're crying, Orange?" she asked, Nadia, when she saw my cheeks wet with tears.

I wiped my tears, and then I lifted my face to look at Nadia, as I spoke softly". I'm ashamed, Nadia."

"No, Orange. Don't feel that way about you!"

"You know what my life is like now?"

"I knew. I understand how you feel. But you need to know, all humans must have or there will be a time to experience adversity. Let for now your life is down, just don't be mental. Because if both are down. Then you are very much at a loss. Don't you want to change your current fate? Don't you want to get up and be better than you used to be?"

"Of course, Nadia. I don't want to be ostracized, no longer scorned as an arrogant girl who is now poor. I don't want to be long stamped as, the son of a corruptor!"

"Eat him, your mentality must be strong. Let the dog bark, the caravan passes. After all, that you won't be able to avoid. If you avoid it, don't want to go to school anymore. It will make your life worse. You, too long don't follow the subjects at school. Then you can make sure you are expelled. What would you be if you dropped out of school. Can you do something without enough education?"

"Am I strong, Nadia?"

"Thank you, Nadia! I'm really ashamed of myself. I'm ashamed of the way I've been!"

"If you're ashamed of what you used to be or if you feel wrong. So you must not be insecure. Let's just say, this time is a punishment for you! Yeah, accept me no matter what happens to you. Learn how to make yourself mature and stronger. Surely it makes you better."

That's how he said, Nadia, who I can't respond to. Because it's a statement I can't doubt. And, there's a word, Nadia, anyway. That so little adds to the strength of my soul. That the true calamity that happens to us, is a test and as a sinner.

Yep. I want to be a good hearted person.

"alright. I'll face it!" I said to, Nadia. And Nadia smiled. Embrace me.

"That's dong...! This is my new best friend. The spirit....!"

"Thank you, my friend!"

"Either. Oh yeah, I'm going home, yeah. It's almost midnight, this."

"You don't want to stay?"

"Tomorrow, yeah!"

"All right."

Next morning. By exerting my confidence, my mental. I set foot towards school. The weight felt actually my feet stepped. Especially when you are at the school gate. I almost went back home.

But, his words, nadia. A little help me to make me able to defeat my disbelief. Yes, I need to stay as confident as ever. And this is punishment for me. So I'm going to walk.

After a few steps from the gate. I looked in front of me. Adelio running k