Watching You With Do'A

Chapter 99: Aida's Feelings Are Increasingly Inhumane

The days continued to change, the atmosphere of grief still enveloped the family kyai Abdullah. Even until the sixth day, mourners were still seen coming.

And this afternoon, when no santri kang can accompany Aida and Laila to deliver Aida control for the first time at the nearest obstetrician.. gus Umar was the one who was told by the Umi to deliver them both.

All the way, all the silence, no one starts to open the conversation.

Aida, who always looks outside through the car's glass window, feels confused where to start?

Likewise with Gus Umar, who focused on looking at the highway, Laila's brother was also confused, willing to chat and discuss about what?

While Laila, deliberately silent while listening to music through a headset attached to her ear, to give her sister and Aida a chance to chat.

After a long period of silence, Aida's ending opened the conversation, "sister, nderek belo sungkowo nggih," Aida's lyrics for the first time, he spoke and said condolences to Gus Umar after almost a week of the departure of ning Zahra.

Yes, for almost a week these two never met at all. Gus Umar was busy with guests who came to his residence to serve, and Aida who was busy with the restoration of her self-health in ndalem kyai Abdullah, can't see each other.

"Yes, thank you." Reply to Umar, while glancing at Aida through the reflection of the rear vision mirror.

And right at the same time, Aida was staring at Gus Umar through the same glass. The moment the two looked at each other, Umar threw a smile but Aida hurriedly turned her eyes away.

Aida has no desire to open her heart back, the trauma is still there, and it turns out that the man is already in a match with another girl.

And Aida was so reminded of her chatter a few days ago with Laila,,,

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"Emangnya, you already have a candidate? Boyfriend or in a soul mate is that it?" Ask Aida curious.

Laila shook her head, "yet Da, I don't want to get close and keep the same feeling of a guy. I'm afraid of getting hurt, if it turns out suddenly me or the guy is in a match with someone else," Laila replied with a look of laughter.

"Because it is impossible right, I reject the wishes of parents..so with a gentleman, he will not be able to refuse the wishes of his parents, right? Because if we hurt a parent's heart by rejecting his or her wishes, it's the same we're disobeying a parent right?"

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"Laila was right, the sholeh man would not resist the wishes of his parents. Although he had to sacrifice his own feelings," Aida muttered inwardly, "i never hated the chancean's decision to marry ning Zahra kak, because I knew it was a form of obedience to grandfather."

"But maybe someone who will hate me, because I married without telling my family and without asking for her blessing" Aida continued in her heart.

"Sir, how are you feeling now? Still sad and lost?" Umar asked quietly and carefully, but managed to break Aida's daydream.

"Oh, no brother, thank God it's better. Loss is sure, sad is also still felt. but should not we not drag on?" Reply Aida, asking back.

Gus Umar nodded.

"The gengan must also feel what Aida feels like sister? Losing someone who means the most in our lives, must be so hard?" Ask Aida.

Gus Umar did not answer, the charismatic young man just sighed softly. "Indeed, but I don't know, it's not as heavy and as sad as when I found out that you were married to another man when I came home from the holy land of dik," whispered gus Umar in the heart.

And silence was again created, until the car driven by Umar gus turned towards the maternity clinic which was a subscription for ning Zahra at that time.

"I'll just wait here, brother" said Umar as he looked at his sister, while helping to take Aida's wheelchair out of the trunk.

Aida was able to walk normally, her wounds were no longer wet, but Laila still did not allow her friend to walk, if far away. So Laila was determined, telling Aida to bring her wheelchair.

"Yes, brother," replied Laila who understood, surely Aida would also hesitate if gus Umar went in there.

After waiting long enough, the two women loved by Gus Umar, of course with different portions of it, look out of the maternity clinic.

Gus Umar hurriedly approached the two, and then took over the wheelchair from his brother's hand. And slowly, Gus Umar pushed Aida's wheelchair towards the parking lot.

"Sister, Laila would like to buy a drink first huh... thirsty here?" Pamit Laila reasoned, even though the younger brother of Umar deliberately wanted to give time alone to gus Umar and Aida.

"La, just at home later," protested Aida who objected, left alone with gus Umar.

But Laila ignored him, and continued to wander away towards the stall of the drink seller whose place was the furthest.

While Gus Umar just smiled, watching the behavior of the brother who was understanding.

"Ehmmm," gus Umar cleared his throat, to neutralize his mood. "You wanna wait inside, or under the tree here?" Ask gus Umar.

"Here alone, brother, in the stuffy," Aida replied reasoned, because the truth is, Aida just wants to avoid the slander, if they are just two-and-a-two in the car.

All along waiting for Laila under the shade tree where the car Gus Umar parked, want his taste gus Umar said many things. "But,, right? By the time my wife's burial ground wasn't dry, and I was thinking of getting into another relationship with a woman?" Gus Umar murmured in his heart.

"But if you wait any longer, I'm afraid that everything will come back as it used to be, I have to lose the person I love so much" he continued.

Now Umar is busy arranging his heart, "maybe no problem, anyway will just start and make a plan. Are there no iddah men? As for Dik Aida, her iddah period had even run out when Dik Aida was still pregnant with her son, right?" Gus Umar monologues in silence.

"About aja since it was seen from a distance, chat cake.." murmured Laila, who felt her efforts to bring her brother and friend closer in vain.

"Nobody should start, don't wait for each other?! In gondol gendruwo, new on nyesel?!" Laila continued while opening the car door, and sat there sweetly, not to help Aida.

Gus Umar chuckled as he shook his head, hearing the words of his brother.

"La, how am I staying?!" Prostes Aida, while pouting.

"Asking for help with brother Umar, he is a man. his energy porters, dear if not used," replied Laila while chuckling.

Gus Umar laughed more and more at the reply of his sister, and without waiting for Aida's response,, Umar opened the door on the other side and pushed Aida's wheelchair, which he did, to get close to that door.

Gus Umar held onto his wheelchair, and then helped Aida to get on top of the car. When Umar reflex held her arm because Aida had difficulty rising, Aida's face became red.

While Laila pretended not to see, when her best friend was having trouble getting on top of the car. To make Aida protest when it has managed to sit next to him. "Kebangetan know noth, you become a friend! Don't want to help me, who...." Aida seemed to still want to continue her protest, but she said when Umar opened the door beside the wheel and then sat behind the wheel comfortably.

"This will help you again, dear Aida," Laila replied with a smile.

"Help what? That's where she was?!" Aida was still protesting but in a whisper.

"Help nyatuin you with my brother dong...?" Laila said deliberately slightly hardened her voice, so that her brother could hear because the car engine had been turned on.

As Aida pinched her best friend's arm, "don't you digress if you talk, Zahra's grave is still wet??" Back Aida protest.

"That means, if it's dry. can you continue dong??" Tempted Laila, still with a loud voice.

"Whispering you ah, so males is talking to you," Aida pouted and chose to stare out the window glass beside her. Really, Aida's heart feels bad when talking about a relationship with someone, where his ex-wife has not long died.

While Gus Umar who observed the two women sitting in the back seat of the rear vision mirror reflection, only his own smiles.

The iron horse driven by Umar gus continued to accelerate, splitting the paved road to return to the boarding school.

After traveling about thirty minutes, they arrived at the courtyard of Kyai Abdullah's residence.

There was no meaningful conversation during the trip, each one busy with his own thoughts. Gus Umar who tried to convince his wishes, Aida who is gambang with his feelings that suddenly reappeared and Laila who tried to find ideas to unite his best friend with her brother.

After the car stopped, Umar immediately went down and then opened the car door for Aida, while Laila as before, immediately breezed into the house while smiling triumphantly without waiting for his best friend.

"La, wait,,,?!" Pinta Aida, but Laila keeps passing.

Aida pursed her lips, "watch out later in the room," Aida threatened in her heart.

"Let me help you" said Umar.

"No need, Aida can be alone. Thanks," subtly reject Aida.

Gus Umar retreated, to honor Aida's decision, but remained vigilant, and kept his distance from the woman whose name was neatly stored in his heart.

Right at the same time kyai Abdullah with his nyai Robi'ah who was about to go to the mosque because I saw adzan maghrib had been heard, out of the ndalem. "You guys are home? Where's Ning Laila? How can I help Aida?" Asked Robi'ah while approaching Aida who was like difficulty was about to go down, while Gus Umar just stood looking at Aida with worry.

"Dik Laila hurriedly, wanted to pee he said mi," replied Gus Umar, who did not want his sister's mission known to the umi.

"Lantas, why is Umar silent? Why aren't you helping, son Aida?" Protest Robi'ah's nyai, while helping Aida to get down.

"Aida can be alone umi," defended Aida, who did not want to gus Umar who was blamed.

Hearing his umi protests, gus Umar smiled scratching his nape that did not itch.

Kyai Abdullah who saw the attitude of his son, approached. "gus, bakda maghrib, abah wait in the library," kyai Abdullah patted his son's shoulder, and then immediately passed towards the mosque, and then immediately passed towards the mosque, when the wife had successfully helped Aida sit in her wheelchair.

"Bawa nak Aida to enter the gus, umi want to go to the mosque," said nyai Robi'ah, who immediately accompanied the step of the husband to the mosque.

Gus Umar happily nodded, while Aida's feelings grew more and more uneasy.

serial,,,

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