Watching You With Do'A

Chapters. 78: Achieve Your Happiness Soon

Since Aida's blatant rejection, Ning Zahra kept herself locked up in the room. Gus Umar's wife was often found crying in the middle of the night, whether what he was worried about. Gus Umar was not able to understand it, until it had a bad impact on the health of Zahra himself.

Gus Umar did not know the way of his wife's mind, because often if gus Umar asked,, ning Zahra would only be silent a thousand languages or sometimes just answer briefly that all is fine.

On the matter, if ning Zahra is worried about all that concerns that they cannot have offspring.gus Umar has said and affirmed many times, if that's not the main purpose of getting married.

Even if the wife is worried, Gus Umar will marry again. or worse, leaving ning Zahra with his condition as it is now, clearly gus Umar is not the type of husband like that.

Repeatedly gus Umar said that he could not polygamy and that means, gus Umar will not marry again, right?

Gus Umar also often said, that having a ning Zahra even without children... is enough for him, but why is the wife still worried?

"Ning,," called out to gus Umar softly, as he approached the wife who was still resting with her back shaking with a sob.

But ning Zahra was unmoved, as if she had not heard the husband's call.

After a while waiting but there was no response, Umar then sat next to his wife and grabbed a slimmer body in the last few weeks into his arms.

And the cry ning Zahra was increasingly broken there, the sound of his voice as though he wanted to pour all the rest of his heart anxiety all along.

Gus Umar let his wife cry, the burly hand gently rubbed the wife's back and her mouth muttered the verses of Allah with her voice that sounded very melodious, the sound of the chanting of the holy verse of the Qur'an heard by Gus Umar was able to make the ning Zahra calm.

After crying for a long time until her eyes turned red and her pouch looked slightly swollen, ning Zahra looked up and looked at her husband.

For a moment, the second netra was stuck with each other for quite a while and no one started to make a sound, as if they were chatting in silence and only through the eyes.

"Gus, the future of genengan is still long.remarry again gus," said ning Zahra suddenly, which makes the forehead gus Umar wrinkled deep.

"So, Zahra hoped to persuade Dik Aida," Zahra paused, "but it turned out that Dik Aida was not willing," he continued with the glazed net.

"How about we ask for help from the earth and at Laila, to persuade Dik Aida. They're so close to the gus, they'll be able to persuade.." Zahra's words hang in the air.

"Wakmu ki talking opo tho ning? Have I not said many times that I cannot have two wives? But why, you always bring up that ning?!" The voice of Umar gus sounded a little higher, the appearance of his first son kyai Abdullah was tired too because every time faced with the same chatter and silly demands.

"Huffff," said Umar, "sorry, I didn't mean to yell at you" said Umar, who never spoke harshly to his wife.

"I really don't know your way of thinking?" His mutter, while staring at ning Zahra with a difficult gaze to interpret.

"But genengan need offspring gus, abah and umi would want to have grandchildren, right?" Ning Zahra stared at the netra hazel belonging to Gus Umar, with a pleading gaze.

Gus Umar took a deep breath, and then exhaled slowly. "Laila Insyaallah can give abah and umi ning's grandchildren, santri-santri cottage must also give a lot of grandchildren right for her kyai?"

"So, please stop talking about this. Enough to get here, and let's refocus with the purpose of our household from the beginning even without offspring. let's perfect each other's ning," gus Umar looked at his wife deeply.

"You support me to maximize the skills and knowledge that I have gained, for the sake of the progress of the pesantren. Likewise with yourself, teach the knowledge you have to the princess santri. and let us both devote ourselves to our religion, we run out the rest of the age by doing sholih." Gus Umar clasped his wife's hand tightly.

"No need to dissolve in regret about the world problems that we cannot hold, not having children does not mean that our lives must also end and be pessimistic.. if a sholih child's do'a is among the three practices that will continue to flow even though we have died, then we still have two opportunities to have another practice." *)

"With the wealth we have, we give to the needy. And with the knowledge that we have, we teach students in pesantren and students in foundation schools." Firmly gus Umar, still with his deep gaze to ning Zahra and his grip that is getting tighter.

"God willing, if we do it sincerely and sincerely, it will be a charity for us to ning." Gus Umar re-captured his wife, trying to give strength to the frail woman who has been crying lately. Gus Umar increasingly clenched her tightly, because honestly, Gus Umar also needed someone else to strengthen her, and it was his wife.

"I'm sad, too, but we have to learn to be sincere, right? If you obey your ego, of course I've been looking for another woman and married her ning, but I don't want to hurt anyone. Not only you, but your abi and umi would also be very disappointed if I remarried. Eyang and grandfather, the two of them will also be very sad. "murm Umar murmured in his heart.

Gus Umar broke his embrace, and looked back at his wife deeply. In his summary of the shoulder with the protruding bone was soft, "i did not dare to promise ning, but as much as I can. I will keep our marriage intact, intact, only the two of us until death do us part," said Umar with his choked voice, holding a rumble in the chest.

Ning Zahra momentarily glued, and a second later her lips revealed a smile. "And Zahra sincerely, if that moment comes gus. soon reach your happiness," he whispered in his heart, with a feeling of relief.

serial,,,

*) "If a person dies, then the practice is interrupted except for three things (i.e.): almsgiving, knowledge used, or prayer shole children." (Moslem HR).