Watching You With Do'A

Chapters. 45: For Hidayah is Not a Train

"The results are positive mas," replied the woman's doctor by staring gus Umar concerned.

A positive IVA test result is a sign of an abnormality in the cervix. The results of the IVA test can be said to be positive when it is found the presence of white (acetowhite) on the cervix after being applied with acetic acid or vinegar. This condition can indicate the growth of precancerous cells.

"Astaghfirullaahal'adzim," said Umar, asking for forgiveness.

"But for more clarity we can do a follow-up examination, which is a cervical biopsy," explained the doctor.

Gus Umar.

"Cervical biopsy is a gynecological action to take a sample of tissue from the cervix or cervix. Then, the sample will be examined with a microscope to look for abnormalities and signs of disease." The doctor's light.

Gus Umar nodded, while ning Zahra was unmoved.

"After making sure there is cancer in the cervix, it still must be done various checks.This is to determine the rate of spread of cancer, so we can provide appropriate treatment." The doctor looked at Gus Umar and ning Zahra with bitter feelings.

"Just do your best for my wife, doc," said Umar, feeling as if she was slashed.

Gus Umar has learned a little about cervical cancer, and if until the cancer suffered by his wife is classified as late stage. Gus Umar could not imagine how his wife would feel if until this happened, the charismatic young man breathed heavily.

Hysterectomy is the surgical removal of the uterus, where the uterus will be 'removed' from the body. 

"Sorry doc, what can not be done herbal treatment alone," Zahra bargained ventured to open his voice, looked at the doctor at a glance and then immediately lowered his head.

"Ning," Umar looked at his wife as he shook his head.

"Sorry gus, doesn't going back and forth to do the checks cost a lot? Not to mention the treatment, must be very expensive gus?" whispered ning Zahra who seemed to disagree with the doctor's advice.

"Ning, I work ning, I have income. In addition to that steady income, I also have a farm run by some friends. You don't have to worry about the cost of ning, you just focus on your recovery. Many do'a, and keep the effort. and medical endeavors I think this time is the right choice," said Umar at length.

A moment of silence greeted the examination room with those pure white painted walls.

"How can you, ma'am, if you agree that Zahra can come back here a week before menstruation, because it's a good time to do a biopsy." The doctor broke the silence, looking at Zahra for reassurance.

Reluctantly, his late ning Zahra nodded.

Gus Umar smiled with relief, "Alhamdulillah, may Allah ease our efforts to obtain healing for my wife" do'a gus Umar in his heart.

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While in the capital, Aida's days were getting more and more excited. Because Ryan always grants his wishes, such as the desire to continue his salary approved, even Ryan to be willing to spend in small amounts, he said, to pay the teacher came to the house.

And now, Aida was also allowed to try to have offspring by Aida's means. Ryan's little wife gives her husband healthy food and drinks every day, plus fertility-enhancing herbs he buys online.

Ryan was only obedient, although his self was not at all sure of the effort Aida did will bring results. In Ryan's heart and mind, it was already doctrinated, that he could not have children. And as for Ryan to allow the wife to strive, solely for the sake of pleasing his little wife.

Muraja'ah is a repeat of memorization that has been memorized, to keep from forgetting and wrong. Ziyadah is a process of adding new memories.

Ustadzah Zulaikhah also resigned to go home, and Aida drove his ustadzah to the terrace.

"Assalamu'alaikum mas," said Aida greetings to the husband, while grabbing Ryan's hand and kissing the back of the sturdy hand with reverence.

Ryan immediately embraced the wife's friendly slender waist and led her inside, and, as usual, Ryan ignored Aida's greetings.

Ryan never answered greetings from Aida, so Aida never tired of always saying it. both when the husband was about to go to work, and when his husband came home like today. Aida can only hope, someday the husband will follow the good habits.

"Aida thinks there's more work and will be overtime...until I don't have time to go home for lunch?" Aida asked, while walking into the room.

"There was a lunch outside with the friends, and a cell phone mas law batt. Last night I forgot to charge, sorry I didn't know you dik," Ryan replied regretfully.

"Why not," Aida smiled, and then picked up a change of clothes for her husband.

"Mean the vegetables, Aida warm up later tonight, yes.mas have you eaten?" Aida looked at her husband to make sure Ryan didn't want to eat anymore.

Ryan nodded, "gold will eat something else dik," whispered Ryan in the ear of the wife.

"Will you have fruit?" Tawar Aida, because the husband wants to eat another.

Ryan laughed, "not a real meal, but I want it on my dear Aida." Ryan pleaded after stopping his laughter.

Aida glanced at the wall clock that almost showed the ashar time, "we pray ashar first yuk mas, we pray together.want ya?" Pinta Aida, gently. Although Aida always get rejection, but Ryan's little wife never tired of inviting the husband to worship.

Ryan shook his head, "you pray by yourself, you don't want to," Ryan refused as usual, maybe this is a rejection to the hundreds or maybe even thousands of times that Ryan threw.

Aida nodded, and immediately went to fetch some ablution, when Ryan suddenly called out to her as Aida was about to enter the bathroom, "dik," called Ryan.

"Yes, why? Want to pray together?" Aida asked with sparkling eyes, kindly thinking that maybe the husband called her because he was going to pray.

Again, Ryan shook his head, "hopefully, this is your last invitation. After this, mas no longer want to hear you invite mas to pray. One day later, if the mas has been guided. mas will definitely pray, no longer need to be invited."

"Isn't prayer an individual worship? Please do you do, but you can't impose your will" Ryan spoke softly, but his gaze was sharp and raining right into Aida's heart.

Aida pecked at her place, hearing the words of the husband whose heart had been petrified,, Aida's feelings were shattered into pieces, his efforts to make the husband aware and to be willing to carry out worship during this real time was in vain.

"After getting the guidance? Just want to pray? Shouldn't that be sought? And not just waiting? Because Hidayah is not a train, which if we wait will surely come? If you do not want to teach, do not want to hear the invitation, how can you guide?" Aida monologues in silence.

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