Watching You With Do'A

Chapters. 77: Blood Suckers

Aida ventured to look at the silky netra of ning Zahra, and then clasped the white hand tightly. "Sir, Aida apologized.." Aida momentarily stopped her remark, "Aida does not have a heart as big as Zahra's," Aida shook her head many times.

"Aida couldn't accept Zahra's offer, Aida was afraid.." Aida glanced at Gus Umar at a glance and at the same time, Gus Umar was staring at him. Aida swallowed her saliva, suddenly her heart was racing, her chest was rumbling.The gaze of hazle's eyes, felt Aida was still the same as before.

Back Aida swallowed her saliva, and hurriedly cast a glance in the other direction. "He's already the husband of the Da? Don't think too far, after all, your current status is also unclear. You're on talaq, but you haven't held a divorce papers, have you?" Aida monologues in silence, while her hands still hold Zahra's hands.

"Hufffff," Aida threw away her rude breath, "if the men out there say, if widows are more seductive... But if I think the truth is, people's husbands can drive me crazy" Aida continued, muttering. And then say Istighfar repeatedly, to throw away the naughty thoughts that had stopped in his mind.

"Fear why brother? Afraid of hurting you?" Guess ning Zahra, tightening their hands together.

"Can you ask for a brother? It wasn't you who intentionally entered our household right? And I've been preparing my heart for a few months now, so Aida doesn't have to worry. Genuine mother and mother are really ridho," Imbuh ning Zahra solemnly.

But Aida shook her head again, "sorry ma'am, Aida really can't," Aida said, almost inaudible.

But because the distance was so close, Ning Zahra could hear so clearly what Aida said. And it made Zahra disappointed and the netra that had looked sad, now it has been glazed.

Hurriedly ning Zahra shrank her tears, before shedding and drenching her white cheeks. And then say goodbye without further ado, to make Aida feel confused and do not understand.

Similarly, Gus Umar, who was like a dazed man, when ning Zahra had dragged the husband's sturdy arm, to immediately leave the shophouse occupied by Aida.

"Sir, we say goodbye, assalamu'alaikum" said Gus Umar greeting as he passed with an erratic feeling, as ning Zahra continued to drag his arms.

Leaving Aida alone, who was dumbfoundedly thinking back to what had just happened. "Did any of my words hurt Zahra? Was my decision wrong?" Aida muttered alone.

"Honestly, his name is already imprinted in my heart, and can not be replaced even though there were other men who entered and I tried to replace him! But, presenting her back with being second.it was definitely not the right decision!"

"It takes a broad heart, sincerity and patience if you have to undergo polygamy. While I do not have a heart as big as the ocean, sincerity as high as the Himalayas and also patience without limits," Aida sighed softly.

"I'm still a selfish woman, a woman who doesn't want to be in a relationship. Don't want to share her husband and happiness with others!" Aida threw out her rough breathing over and over again, "after all, right now I'm more comfortable on my own." Her legs, while rubbing her stomach that has grown bigger.

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Ryan kept looking but this time accompanied by resignation and do'a, hoping to get the best, for himself and also for Aida,, for the best,, as well as the prospective baby who is currently growing and developing in the womb of his small wife, although it was not recognized by Ryan.

"By surrendering to Allah, all the affairs of God will go well. We will live a life on the right path, without any doubts, anxieties, and excessive worries. With total submission, we will realize that the best of our plans, the better of the plans God has laid out for us." Ustadz Arif said at the time.

Although not yet orderly, but Ryan has begun to pray. With the Koran reading is still laid out, and the prayer movement is still rigid. Ryan was more diligent in studying religion in the young ustadz, and Ryan's regrets are now deepened.

Terngiang back clearly, said Aida when he invited her to pray. Not just once twice, but many times but Aida never tired and tired to remind herself. Aida stopped reminding, when she who was resolutely and so arrogant refused Aida's invitation to pray and said to Aida stop reminding.

Under the guidance of ustadz who despite his age is much younger, does not make Ryan feel inferior. Because Arif ustadz is good at taking Ryan's heart and he also does not position himself as a teacher, but both learn, so we must Arif, to encourage Ryan.

Bu Retno who always accompanied his son, also took a lot of religious knowledge in the young ustadz. In addition to the worship of mahdhoh, Retno also got many lessons about ghoiru mahdhoh worship. *)

Retno's cry broke out when Ustadz Arif explained that helping others by taking huge profits like those in Retno, including usury.

"The sin of a loan shark or who eats usury, his sin is worse than the sin of an adulterer," said Ustadz Arif who can be clearly arrested by Retno, who was increasingly intrigued. **)

In my heart, now Miss Retno has determined not to repeat her actions back, and promised to free interest on loans to people who borrow money to her. And determined, to apologize to the man who had indirectly he sucked his blood...

"Because the true moneylender is like a leech that can suck the blood of his own brother," said ustadz Arif, who further confirms Retno's intention to stop being a bloodsucker.

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*) There are two types of worship in the teachings of Islam, namely the worship of mahdhah and the worship of ghairu mahdhah. Mahdhah worship is a worship that is directly related to Allah SWT. While the worship of the ghairu mahdhah is not directly related to Him. Wallahua'lam

**) As the Prophet Shallallahu said ‘Alaihi Wasalam:

"One dirham eaten by someone from a usury transaction while he knows, greater sin than committing adultery as much as 36 times.” (HR Ahmad and Al Baihaqi in Syu’abul Iman)