Watching You With Do'A

Chapters. 90: Crashed by the Waves in the Ocean

Since the time of the visit for the patient was up, Ryan decided to drive his mother home first. Because the mother had started to complain, that her migraines had recurred.

Yes, Ryan and his mother were in the hospital for a check on Retno's health. And accidentally, after redeeming the medicine and when going home from afar, Ryan and Retno saw the whereabouts of Aida who was sitting in the park in front of her treatment room with Laila.

From there the tragedy that befell Aida happened, until Aida and her baby had to be dealt with intensively for the recovery of her health.

Retno initially refuses, because her mother Ryan also wants to meet with Aida. But Ryan insisted that her mother go home, because Ryan did not want the mother to make a tantrum again and can make Aida drop back.

Ms. Retno finally receded, because her head felt dizzy again. Because, the drug prescribed by the doctor has not been consumed since earlier.

At full speed, Ryan brought his mother home. There was no chat between mother and son along the way, because Ryan preferred to be silent instead of talking, but it will only ignite his emotions because the attitude of the mother who does not want to soften.

Retno who initially wanted to talk a lot of things, was finally silent because Ryan did not respond at all. His son's gaze continued to focus on the direction of the crowded highway smoothly, the sturdy jaw hardened as if holding back anger.

Retno does not know what causes her son to be angry, but Retno only wants her son to get the best. Retno wants Aida to return to her son and granddaughter, which will complement Ryan's happiness.

But unlike Ryan, the mature man did not want to impose his will because Ryan was fully aware that he was the one who was guilty of everything that befell Aida. Until Ryan doesn't dare to expect much, just get sorry from Aida and see Aida and her son happy.. Ryan will feel happiness.

Upon arrival at home, after making sure the mother took her medicine and then slept.. Ryan hurriedly returned to the hospital, to meet Aida.

Time had shown sixteen o'clock exactly, as Ryan arrived in front of the intensive observation room. And right at the same time, when the nurse pushed the patient's gurney out of the room followed by Laila and her parents.

"Sir kyai, where do you want to take Aida?" Ryan asked, with great concern. Ryan had seen Aida's face that was still a bit pale, and with closed eyes.

"Son Aida's condition has stabilized, and will be transferred to her treatment room again" replied Abdullah, patting Ryan's sturdy back.

"Let's both provide support for son Aida, so that his health will recover quickly." Kyai Abdullah, with great hope.

Ryan, who understood the meaning of the conversation, nodded, "nggih yai, Ryan just wanted to apologize. Ryan won't talk about anything else, which can make Aida sad" Ryan said, in earnest.

Kyai Abdullah nodded, "thank you for your understanding son Ryan, son Ryan certainly better know how the psychological state of son Aida at this time." Kungkas kyai Abdullah, because now they have arrived at Aida's treatment room.

After two sisters left the not-so-extensive first-class room, Kyai Abdullah invited his wife and daughter to come out and give Ryan and Aida a chance to talk.

"Son Aida, we're waiting outside, yes" said Robi'ah, with her warm and soothing smile.

Aida nodded, "nnggih umi, thank you for still accompanying Aida here," said Aida who was currently asleep with half-sitting and leaning on the patient's bed, sitting position with a slope of 45 degrees like this will provide a sense of comfort during post-surgery. In addition to reducing pain in the stitches, this sleeping position can also keep the airway open.

"Don't think about the heavy, if you don't like to say you don't like.don't think about other people's feelings, who never think about your feelings," whispered Laila, saying, before leaving the treatment room Aida.

Aida just smiled, hearing the slightly misleading advice. "but, there's a truth to it as well. The important thing is that I don't hurt first" Aida murmured inwardly, confirming the words of her best friend.

"Striking back in self-defense is, indeed allowed," he continued, trying to strengthen his heart to be strong to hear whatever his ex-husband will say later.

After all, Ryan then sat himself in a plastic chair not far from the patient's bed.

"Sorry," Ryan's voice choked in his throat, breaking the silence between them.

Aida was still focused with her heart, and her gaze was fixed towards the infusion needle stuck on the back of her pure white hand.

While Ryan, continued to stare at the very white face before him with a sliced heart. That face, a face that is still very admired until this moment. The face that never gets bored in his peppery, the face that he always sees when Ryan comes home from his place of work and immediately shed all the tired that there when looking at him.

Now, the owner of the face seemed very far from his reach. But Ryan, didn't have the guts to caress Aida's rosy cheeks.

Ryan took a deep breath, and then blew his breath slowly. Very hopeful, all the burden that squeezed his chest along evaporated in the air and lost carried away by the wind.

But of course it did not happen, because the real Ryan's chest was increasingly painful, when he found Aida did not want to look at her for a second.

"Sik, I want to apologize, I'm sorry, for everything you've done to you and to our son, too" said Ryan, with great difficulty, Ryan finally managed to bring out the grunts that stuck in his mind.

"Mas knows, mas has been very outrageous. Mas also understand, if Dik Aida can not forgive mas. mas can not and do not want to force," continued Ryan, still with staring in the face of ayu in front of him. The longer it is seen, the more seductive the face becomes and makes Ryan reflectively want to touch it.

Aida hurriedly dodged, "sorry mas, we are no longer mahrom. Nearby and lingering together like this alone, actually should not. let alone touch." Assertive Aida, giving very clear boundaries.

Ryan looked down, his cheeks slapped like a mosquito racket with a high voltage.

"Aida has forgiven Ryan, and if there is nothing else Ryan will say, please Ryan can come out. The door is over there," Aida said, pointing at the door that was slightly open, because Robi'ah's nyai accidentally closed it tightly when she came out of Aida's treatment room.

"Dik, sorry. And about our son." Ryan's words hang in the air, because Aida hastily cut Ryan's talk.

"If Ryan recognizes the baby as Ryan's birth child, don't worry. But if not, just use Aida's name as her guardian." Aida Assert.

"Yes, I admit it. He's a child of gold, a child that has been wasted. Mas wrong, sorry," said Ryan with regret, clear globules dripping from his sharp net angle.

The sturdy back shook, because Ryan could not help but cry. Ryan cried in silence, right in front of Aida.

Aida does not know this, but Aida does not want to see the face of Ryan who has now flooded with tears. Aida does not want to lose, enough suffering and pain that Ryan and her mother gave, Aida wants to be selfish this time and choose to close her eyes. Rest his body and soul, and,

It was a long time ago, when Aida opened her eyes.. Ryan still looks to be crying.

Aida took a deep breath, and blew her out strongly. "He's Ryan's boy, whenever Ryan wants to see him. Please." Said Aida, which made Ryan look up at her.

For a moment, the two of their neutrals met, but Aida immediately threw away her gaze in the other direction.

"But between us, there is no longer a relationship. Aida's waiting for divorce papers from Ryan, that's if Ryan has good faith in Aida," continued Aida, full of emphasis. Which makes Ryan as if hit by the waves in the ocean, and hit a steep reef.

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