Watching You With Do'A

Chapters. 92: He's Part of the Pesantren Family

"Sik, our son is down, he needs you" Ryan said as he approached Aida, without waiting for Aida's approval.. Ryan immediately pushed Aida's wheelchair towards the NICU where the son was.

All who were there, followed Ryan's hasty footsteps, including Gus Umar, who pushed his wife's wheelchair.

After arriving in the NICU room, only Aida is allowed to enter the sterile room. Aida approached her baby, who was being handled by several experts at once.

Tears Aida shed, seeing the condition of the son who turned blue.

In Aida's heart, put all her in the life-giving, if the little baby is still entrusted to her, guess his God immediately lift his disease and baby boy can be healthy soon.

But if indeed God wants a tiny baby, a matter of days of his birth to return to Him. inevitably, unwillingly, Aida must mengikhlaskannya. Rather than Aida having to watch her little son suffer, life depended on medical devices that stuck to his frail body.

"Go, son, if God is waiting for you. Thank you for being in my mother's life. Because of your existence, the mother becomes optimistic about living life," said Aida, rubbing her baby's head gently.

"Allahumma ahyihi ma kanatil hayatu lahu kairan lahu, wa tawaffahu idza kanatil wafatu khiran lahu." Lirih Aida.

Do'a: O Allah, prolong his life if it is better for him, and take him if it is better for him.

"Dok, just take off the tools.and let me hug my son," Aida pinta.

The doctors seemed a little hesitant, because even though it was very weak, the baby boy was still breathing.

Aida nodded, reassuring the doctors.

One by one, medical devices that stick and stick in the tiny body began to be released. Now inaudible, a noisy monitor, only silence is created, which adds to Aida's increasingly gripping mood.

With trembling hands, Aida receives her baby from the hands of a pediatrician who from the beginning deals with baby boy.

Aida kissed her son's bluish cheeks left and right alternately, then kissed his forehead very long.

Ryan, who had just been allowed to enter, knelt at Aida's feet, and watched the scene tearfully.

There are no words Ryan can say. Only regret and regret continued to seep into the adult man's heart.

Aida kisses the man's crown very carefully, and a second later Aida realizes that the son has returned to his creator.

Aida then held her son lovingly, as if to tell the son how much he loved the little baby. "Mother love you son, dear dear," Aida muttered.

Ryan's back shook even more, when Ryan heard Aida say those words of affection to his son. He never even said that before, just the last three days, outside the incubator tube.

"Sir, can I hold her?" Pinta Ryan stammeredly, the baby boy's father's cheeks had been soaked by tears.

Aida nodded, "but she had gone back to sleep, a long sleep," Aida exclaimed with tightness in her chest.

Ryan was momentarily dumbstruck, hearing Aida's words. And the grown man looked at Aida, "our son is dead?" Ryan asked.

Aida nodded back.

"Innalillaahi wainna ilaihi raaji'uun,,," Ryan took the baby boy out of Aida's hand with an ungodly feeling,, regret, sadness, feeling useless, all mixed into one.

Ryan looked at the tiny baby whose face was similar to his with a look full of regret, "sorry father son.sorry." Ryan explained, and then hold the baby tightly as if afraid of losing the baby boy. Ryan's tears won't stop flowing, making rivers wet his entire face.

"Don't regret it, Wildan no longer feels pain now. Wildan had calmed down, "" said Aida, who did not want to see Ryan weep for his son.

While outside the room, all those who watched from the glass window also dissolved in the novelty, including Gus Umar, who also shed tears.

"Until you meet boy, the aunt will take care of you. Wait aunty yes," muttered ning Zahra, who could not be heard by anyone.

The baby was then taken over by the nurse to be purified, wanting her taste Aida helped sanctify her baby. Ryan followed the nurse and bathed the son for the first and last time.

Aida, accompanied by Laila and the others, returns to her nursery to wait for her son.

Gus Umar and Kyai Abdullah, who had just arrived, immediately followed Ryan to join him in praying his baby Aida.

"Ning, until you go back to the room, you still have a lot of rest" nyai Robi'ah told her daughter-in-law.

Ning Zahra nodded, "nggih umi," Zahra replied obediently.

"Ning, please take your mother to her room. Let umi accompany nak Aida," said the umi, who was supported by Laila.

And Laila immediately brought her sister-in-law, to return to her nursing room. The VIP treatment room is quite spacious, with a soft sofa on the side of the patient bed. The room that has been occupied for several days by ning Zahra, because of liver cancer that eats away at the fragile body of Gus Umar's wife.

Laila helped ning Zahra to lie on the patient's bed, "dik, you just go back to the room in Aida. Don't do anything by yourself, I'm not going to sleep anyway." Tell ning Zahra to her sister-in-law.

"really? Zahra's mom nothing, Laila lives alone?" Laila.

Ning Zahra nodded,

"Alright, later Laila said the same brother Umar to come back here immediately if it has finished sholing the baby boy," said Laila, and then immediately rushed to leave the room of his sister-in-law.

Laila walked very quickly to immediately go to Aida's room, Laila did not want a second away from her best friend. Laila could feel, what Aida was feeling right now. Lost, I don't know how many times?

Laila's heart slipped and her knees felt limp, as she opened Aida's treatment room and watched her best friend cry in her arms.

"It turns out that as sick as this is to lose a child umi.. child that even Aida had not had time to breastfeed, a child that Aida had not had time to bathe," said Aida in between her sobs that sounded heartbreaking.

Ms. Dibyo and Ms. Ning, who were sitting on the plastic chair, were crying as they pleased.

"Aida can be strong when she loses her father, Aida can still be patient, when she dies. Aida could still survive divorce and expulsion, but now..." Aida's back shook even more, and Robi'ah's nyai continued to rub the now thinner back lovingly.

Hearing Aida's last sentence, which Aida had never told anyone else except Ning and despite her own words Robi'ah had heard Aida and Ryan's story from Ning's sister, Ning, but hearing Aida's own words in the middle of her condition like this. "You're good at hiding your sadness and pain, son," murmured Robi'ah inwardly.

"You're patient, son, I'm sure you can, you must be strong. Only the great woman, whom God chose to give such a test. God knows your abilities, son, all this happens because God loves you," shrewdly nyai Robi'ah tried to encourage his daughter's friend.

When everything dissolved in novelty, the sound of kyai Abdullah shocked everything, including Laila who was still standing glued to the doorway.

"Son Aida, where's her son going to be buried?" Kyai Abdullah asked as she approached Aida, who was followed by Laila who immediately sat on the edge of the bed next to her best friend.

Laila turned to Ning, to ask for an opinion.

"How about at the pesantren cemetery? You're abah and umi's son, and that means her.Your son is abah and umi's grandson, he's part of a pesantren family. You don't mind, do you?"

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