Watching You With Do'A

Chapter 56: I Can't Forget It?

Tonight, after almost half a day ago Aida, mbak Ning and with the help of Ms. Dibyo to improve and arrange the front room to be used as a stall.. Aida was able to breathe with relief, everything that was in the air began to be realized one after another.

Aida is starting to feel calm now, because in addition to meeting Mr. Dibyo and his family are very good.. Aida has also reunited with Ms. Ning, who has been considered her own sister.

Aida who just came out of her room after praying Isya' and lay down for a while, now walked closer to mbak Ning who was peeling onions while watching television that aired her favorite soap opera. "Tio has it bobok mbak?" Aida asked, sitting right next to Ms. Ning.

Ma'am Ning nodded, "already neng, tired of playing with his kayak flower.so his sleep was quick," replied mbak Ning, turning to Aida.

"Sir, there's something Aida wants to tell you about Ning, "," Aida stopped her words for a moment, and sighed softly.

Sister Ning stopped peeling the onions, and stared at Aida's beautiful netra. "Does this have anything to do with her son, Retno Neng, your husband?" Guess mbak Ning, "because yesterday, Retno's personal driver wara-wiri to the house asked if neng Aida went home or not?" Bright mbak Ning.

Aida nodded, "yes, yes, about Aida's relationship with Ryan," Aida replied.

"Why neng? Any issues?" Tanya mbak Ning investigated.

Aida then told her everything that had happened to her to Ms. Ning, without any tears dripping down. Either because her tears have dried up, or because Aida can make peace with the fate of life that befell her.

What is clear, Ryan's shadow never appeared in his memory for two days, after he officially parted with Ryan. Precisely what appears is a feeling of relief, although Aida does not know exactly what the cause is.

While mbak Ning who heard the solemn story of Aida, actually filled with tears, "so, neng Aida is pregnant?" Tanya mbak Ning, while rubbing Aida's stomach which is still very flat.

From the gaze of Ning's eyes, it was clear that the mother of Tio was happy to hear the news of Aida's pregnancy, and also looked sad to hear Aida's fate, as well as sad to hear Aida's fate, who was accused of being pregnant for having an affair and being treated by her husband.

"Bah, mbak Ning don't cry. Aida is okay, Aida is calm now. Aida was convinced, through this incident.. God wants to show Aida that Ryan is not the right priest for Aida and this child" Aida said, trying to calm Ning, while rubbing the hands mbak Ning who is still in his stomach.

Ms. Ning tried to smile, a smile that looked very forced, "may be given ease and smoothness yes neng, congratulations and healthy mother and her baby," do'a mbak Ning sincerely, do'a mbak Ning, and then hugged Aida tightly.

"Still mbak," said Aida as she broke her embrace, and then shrank the tears of Ning who was still dripping down the cheeks of the mother of one son.

Silence is created between the two, no one makes a sound until a while.

"Oh yes neng, has Neng Aida ever contacted ning Laila?" Ning asked suddenly, breaking the silence.

Aida shook her head, "yet mbak," she replied flatly.

"Almost every month, every time Ning Laila came home from the city. she must have gone home, to ask Aida for news? Ning Laila like her was very lost once neng,," mbak Ning looked at Aida deeply.

"Even then, when mbak Ning gave Aida's letter and neng gift to ning Laila.

"They?" Aida asked, frowning her forehead.

Sister Ning nodded, "yes, ning Laila and her family. Pak kyai, ma'am nyai and gus Umar," replied mbak Ning.

"What?! So my letter to Laila, read in front of abah and umi? Also her sister?!" Ask Aida, make sure.

Again, mbak Ning nodded, though,

"Duh," Aida patted her own eel, Aida feeling embarrassed because her feelings towards her late Umar gus had been known by abah yai Abdullah and also umi.

"What else gus Umar neng, he was stunned while hugging a gift from Neng Aida," continued mbak Ning, who at that time saw the blue sweeping scene of the kyai Abdullah family from a distance.

Aida threw out her coarse breath, the shadow of the old gus Umar in the deep tomb in the corner of her heart now reappears. But Aida hurriedly brushed her aside, for now Gus Umar had belonged to another woman.

Aida shook her head, occasionally sounding her breathing rough. "Mbak, Aida rest first yes," said her message to mbak Ning, who was busy peeling the onion again.

Ma'am Ning nodded, "yes neng, rest is. neng Aida can't be tired, must rest a lot," advice mbak Ning accompany Aida's step towards the room, the, who was dealing with the room mbak Ning and his son.

Aida immediately entered the room and closed the door slowly, rushing towards the small bathroom in the corner of the room to clean up. And after that, Aida laid her body that is now easily tired, on a medium-sized floor mattress that was purchased this morning at the market.

Wanting her taste Aida could immediately fall asleep, but the real what was said was mbak Ning was constantly ringing in her ears. "What else gus Umar neng, he was stunned while hugging a gift from Neng Aida."

Many times Aida wasted her breath, and hoped to blow away all her thoughts that now continue to be fixed on Gus Umar. "He's just a part of the past that I can't hold, no. No. I can't remember." She's just mumbling.

"I'm sorry La, earlier, I had thought to tell you about the happy news of my pregnancy.So I thought I was ready if one day to meet you, too, brother, umi and your sister, because I'm happy with my little family, but now..." Aida breathed her long breath, as if wanting to let out a heavy burden that again squeezed her chest.

No La, I'm sorry, I can't give you any news now, because I don't want you to know what my situation is. No. La, you and umi can't know about this." Aida monologues in silence, and tears have filled her net corners.

"Ah, why did I become melo like this? I was fine all day, but then Ning told me about Gus Umar... Why do I feel sad and guilty?" Aida asked herself.

"Is it because, as it turns out, I haven't been able to forget it?"

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