
I \= April
"Hmm." I smiled while shedding tears. "good. You're great to get there. I forgot that you wanted to go abroad a lot. Good luck." Obviously with a loud voice.
"Hey. Don't sad. We can still chat right. Trust me."
"Yes. We can still chat. But if you eat both? Boned? Or if I want to be carried how?"
"Adududduuuhu. Oye. It's big this way still likes to be carried. Yes aampuun. Haha." He laughed while rubbing my head.
"But promise yes, we'll keep chatting." I held up my little finger.
"Yes. Janjiii. Very promise. Oh yea. If you want to be carried. Later. If I go home from there. I pledge. I'll be holding April around the complex!"
"Haha. Watch out if you don't. I'm waiting for."
"OKAY. Okay." Okay."
"Eh yes. Promise too, when you come back here, you take me to Raja Ampat!"
"Hmmmmm. Attractively. Okay, promise."
Janu. But you also make me sad that you are leaving me. I don't know how often I'll miss you. It must be very difficult. But it's okay. As long as your dream comes true, I'm ready even though I won't be seeing you for a few years. I'm ready even though I won't be eating with you for a long time. I'm ready even though there's going to be a lot of strawberry ice cream that hasn't been accompanied by chocolate ice cream for a few years. I ready.
***
Ah airport, for this time, I hate airports. I don't like it if it's gonna be a separate place for me and janu. I don't like it if she's the one supporting me with my janu.
"Why?" Janu lifted my chin as we sat next to him.
"I don't like this."
"No need to like. Receive enough. I'm sure everything's gonna be okay."
"I don't like it when we're apart."
"We are not separated. We're still together, it's just a little distance away."
My tears drip slowly, he gently rubbed my tears with his finger.
The plane will be on soon. He hugged all his family. There is a sadness coming from his family that I also feel. He then approached me again. A warm hug he gave. My tears came down again soaking up the clothes he was wearing. Then his hand started to hold my cheek. Facing my face towards his face. His lips began to come closer and kissed me softly.
"Take good self yes." I asked raucously.
"Please be kind. I will also be a good guard of the heart." he replied gently. His last sentence was the beginning of the distance that makes us far apart. From now on, me and Janu were thousands of kilometers away. And from this moment on, I should be ready to feel alone even though I already have. There's a heart I have to guard, there's a feeling I have to put first.
***
Janu... What am I supposed to do now without you? After the broadcast now no one is waiting for me and driving me home.
Trrtr...... My HP shook strongly, indicating someone called me. It turns out he's Janu.
"Hello." Answer me with a smile
"That's a big smile."
"Eh. Know where?"
"Know it. Because anything related to me, including my voice, you must be smiling."
"Hehe."
"Have you returned home from broadcast?"
"It has. Stay at home. There is no activity. What are you doing?"
"Wearing up."
"Hmmmmm. Already eaten?"
"Has that been eating?"
"Ishhhhh. The question was answered with another question."
"If you want to ask, don't ask me whether you've eaten or not."
"Keep asking what?"
"Have you missed yet?"
"Hmmm. It's been. Very, very missed!"
"If I don't miss."
"Why?"
"Ah I smiled. He was getting angry."
"Why?"
"Let's be wooed again."
"Haha. There's just one."
For the first day we were apart, he quite dispelled the sadness on my face. Tonight, after chatting with janu, I slept well, hoping to meet janu even in a dream of a few hours.
***
Cring. I turned it off and fell asleep again. I woke up half an hour later.
"Ah. It's too late!!" I forgot I had class today. I took a quick shower, changed my clothes and left immediately.
"Jan... Janu..." I screamed loudly in front of the janu house while occasionally glancing at the clock. Until I arrived I woke up and patted the bidat.
"Ah. April.... He doesn't exist!" I ordered an ojek online and waited for her. Today my mother did not wake me. Because this past week I went to Grandma's. When I was at home, my mother would usually wake me up, because she would go to work a bit during the day. The mother had a boutique, but the mother sometimes did everything at home, because she said she preferred to design clothes at home. It's quieter he said. And all that was needed, he left it to his assistant. That dad? Ah he only attaches importance to his work. All he's gonna say is that I'm late, maybe it's just a sentence like this.
"Let's get up fast, the alarm goes on.." oh yeah, now I'm working out of town. Maybe he'll be home in a few weeks. Dad used to go back and forth out of town. That's also what caused me to move house, so I have a friend here, that's janu. Uh but now it's even janu that doesn't exist.
When the online project comes. I got up quickly and told him to quickly take me to campus.
"Long time in college?" Mr. ojek asked me to chat.
"Yes sir. Too long in fact. Not graduated, graduated either. Haha."
"Haha. Where's boyfriend? I have to ride the ojek." Ouch. Why should the question arise like that?
"Lecture too sir. Abroad."
"Oh far away huh.. don't miss? Or not looking for a new boyfriend?"
"If you miss you will miss you sir. What about a new boyfriend? Hmmm just one can't run out sir! Hehe."
"Yes, too, don't cheat, though there are better ones. If someone wants to cheat on you, he's not a good person!"
"It's right sir!"
My conversation with Sibapak ojek was quite fun. After arriving, he said his mainstay sentence.
"Don't forget the five stars huh." then he left. I thought about the father's words. Where could I be cheating, Janu is more perfect than any man. I don't need another guy like whatever they seduce me. I'm sure Janu will keep his heart there. He will not love another woman. Even if she loves another woman, I hope she doesn't love her. Haha. Ah already, even talking about him.
Hmmmm. The first day of college was quite normal as well, although it was too late, although I forgot to call janu outside his house, even though janu did not take me, even though I did not cook and eat with janu, although there are others. Everything was pretty normal.
***
The sound of the house bell sounded very loud. This night who comes home? I looked out the window. Someone was getting out of a taxi with a suitcase. That's mommy. I immediately ran out to meet him.
"Mother.." I walked up to her while hugging her tightly.
"How about home when mom's gone?"
"Normal. But I haven't come home."
"Oh. Yasudah, let's go in!"
"Mom brought by by right?" I was kidding as we walked into the house.
"Mother take dodol with brondong."
"Gee. Can't wait to eat. Haha."
After entering the house, the mother sat on the sofa while massaging her forehead. I went to the kitchen to make some warm tea and then went back to my mom's seat.
"How's grandma doing?"
"It's fine. But what she wants is the same mother continues, does not want the same om or your daughter. So to go home now is very difficult to persuade him." Said the mother while sipping warm tea.
I nodded.
"Janu how?" Ask my mom who surprised me.
"He's still in college. And I miss. Haha."
"Mom's kids can miss too. Oh yea. Later inter-leaning the same dodolnya to Janu's house. Make her mother."
"Yes. Tomorrow it's just."