Waiting Room

Chapter 4 #4

I \= April

The day quickly passed. It's sunday now. The day he would go and make me wait again. Like I said the other day. I want time to stop for a long time so that he and I can stay together. And as he said. Don't stay together, sometimes we need to separate. Yes I know that. I just wasn't ready.

The least liked thing about getting close is getting away, and that's how I feel right now. Although he said his heart was always for me, but I also needed his body. It takes a shoulder to lean on when I'm tired. Need a hug to take off all the bumps. It takes a grip to make me feel safe. I need all of that. A voice and a visual that I could not touch could not meet my needs. Just add to the longing that has often been forced to be steadfast.

***

Now we're both right in that very unpleasant farewell spot. He gave me that goodbye hug. He held both of my cheeks. Saying a few things.

"Don't think of me. Just think about yourself. Don't eat fast food, cook better." He said while rubbing my hair.

"I want to keep thinking about you."

"Basic yes. Not listening." Soft talk. I smile.

"It's time you left." I said a moment later.

"Yes. Waita minute. I want to look you in the eye and touch your cheek even longer." I folded my hands together with a smile. "Ah. Don't smile either. I want to look at you even longer." He hugged me and said goodbye because someone called him to get on the plane.

Then the hug was released. I touched and tidied her somewhat wavy hair. Then he started walking away. The farewell was repeated. Miss it again. It still feels the same; it hurts.

***

Go home. The place I considered the best place to go home, now it's gone to leave me again. Now I don't want time to stop. I want time to pass a thousand times faster. Let that miss not be too much heartbreaking. Let it not be too difficult for me to catch every day.

***

A man who was no longer a stranger came to my house. I told him to come in. We both sat in front of the porch. He brought two packs of food.

"It's fried chicken, you. This is a cheese burger, for me. But I don't buy ice cream. Difficult carrying. Keep it going to melt." He said while taking out one by one the food on the table.

"mmmmmmm. I want a cheese burger."

"Hmmm? Don't want fried chicken? Isn't that your favorite?"

"No. Cheese burgers!!"

"Yes. This.." he gave me his cheese burger. I brought you a drink before eating.

"Today I won't play?" I asked with a chewing mouth.

"You."

"Where?"

"Secret."

"Ishh."

After eating he stood up from his seat and pulled my hand. He said he wanted to take me away.

"I'm not ready yet."

"It's pretty. Let's go!"

On the way I didn't stop babbling and asking.

"Where are we really going, anyway?"

"To the shopping place!"

"Make what?"

"Make the shopping."

"Everyone knows that, too. I mean, what kind of shopping is that going to be?"

"Oh. Don't know. Buy anything. I'm going to spend some time with you."

"Ck. Tomorrow we will spend time together."

"And I want it now."

"good. Good loyal bodyguard...."

***

"I'd like to keep this photo on the wall so the lizard that comes close goes right away because it sees your face."

"Just boy. I'd like to keep one too! I want to put it in front of the gate! To scare the people who come to my house often! Who said he wanted to take care of me!"

He then asked me to walk again. Thirsty, I want to buy boba. He obeyed it too. Since Boba was on the second floor, I took her up the escalator. Yes escalator. But in reverse. Haha. We ran up with the escalator running down. Before we start, we make sure that the escalator is not crowded. Setela was pretty quiet. I started counting and we ran up. It feels fun. Haha. He didn't stop laughing.

"You're weird!!"

"Haha. With janu, it's no surprise."

"Sssst.... ah.." I was so relieved to drink that ice-filled boba after getting tired of running. After drinking, he asked me to walk again, stopping at a place with many cameras that look like. He chose one white polaroid camera and bought it.

"Why buy that?" Askaqua.

"Make a photo!" Briefly talk. Hhh I am very upset with the answer.

Not enough to get there, he pulled me to the glasses shop, sorting and choosing some glasses. From sunglasses to sunglasses, everything we tried. Until he chose a pair of glasses for me; glasses with a black nose and mustache. Snap.

"Okta~." I intended to pinch him but he immediately ran while shaking my photo earlier. He then stopped. Look at my picture for a moment.

"That's great for the picture. Looky!" He said while showing me a picture of me that was not that. After that take out a pen in his small pocket. Write the polaroid camera. "A monster." And give a date today. I just shook my head at his behavior.

"Take this!" Said.

I frowned; staring in wonder at him.

"For what?"

"This is a photo taken on the first day of my second year, where I'm going to take care of you. Watch photos! Reminiscent memories. This first day I want to spend with you. I want to make you happy after the sadness you just greeted."

"And you succeeded. Today I am happy. Thank ye. Borrow it!" I immediately took the polaroid camera he was holding and immediately took a picture of him. After the picture came out, I fluttered. And the picture of him staring with a shocked look because his camera was taken made me laugh. Our loud laughter was both so relieving, so happy. My sadness at being abandoned disappeared without being asked.

We didn't go home right away, he took me to the housewares. Jeez, what the hell is he doing? He walked to the kitchen. Treng. He laughed while I was scared by the guards.

"Okta~." I whispered because I was afraid.

"Just calm. They're not all gonna get mad. Especially if you're here!"

"Why?"

"You're creepy. Haha." A hard pinch from my finger landed on his stomach.

Not wanting to lose, I walked towards the sofa. I sat there right away.

"Mang ujang, please yes. That grass was planted at length. Quick cut!!"

"Okay april, I did it! Cut the grass what style?"

"Bop to mang! Bffff!" I was so laughing but it didn't work. I laughed so hard.

"Grass cut bop style! Haha."

"Hehe. I'm gonna cut a mohawk-style nail!" My laughter is breaking. Oh, oh my God.......

*****

The first day left by the guard of the heart, I was accompanied by a loyal bodyguard.

With his silly attitude he kept me laughing.

He bought a camera, took a picture of me bringing up a face that wasn't.

When thirsty we both drank the thirst-quenching boba.

At the home appliance store, he hit hard a frying pan with a spatula

And again, it brings laughter.

Which will not make me forget; his words from his mouth that firmly say want to make me happy.

And he succeeded. Today I am happy.