Waiting Room

Chapter 8 #4

I \= April

I rested in inns, actually Okta had taken me around the village but I did not want to. Likely later. I called Janu with a video call. He lifted. I was going to tell you about what Okta said. But don't you have to.

"What's wrong?"

"Hmmm. What's up, huh? It's okay what. Just miss it."

"Good, fine. Miss what? Miss this?" He showed me the fried chicken on the table."

"Janu~."

"Yes. Excuse me. But it's delicious."

"Januuuu~."

"Yes. Ja. Excuse me. Haha."

"Eh yes. I heard a good song yesterday."

"Songs? What song?"

"The title is one-only. The lyrics are like this

Start countin' all the days

Forever I will stay with you

With you one only you

Go far and roam about

Comeback and callin' out to me

To me one only me."I hummed as I told the lyrics of the song to Janu.

"Oh so.. mmmm 'and I will stay with you to. With you one only you.'" He replies with a smile and makes me smile.

Being bored, I walked out to breathe fresh air. From far away I saw Okta playing with the children happily. I smiled seeing that. I slowly approached her. Then he looked at me, knowing where I was. He hurried to walk towards me.

"You're easy to get close to a child..."

"Hehe. Ja. The end of his son is fun!" His words are full of spirit. "Eat already? You hungry no?" Further asked.

"Not yet."

"Eh here there is a unique food. Said nice!"

"What food?"

"Here!" He took my hand and took me somewhere. That unique food place.

And yes, the food is unique. Very unique. Sate caterpillar sago. Gosh darn. Seeing the caterpillars that were pierced in rows was so disgusted. Okta laughed looking at me who frowned.

"You should try!" Her exclaim.

"No. No!" I shut my mouth.

"Try first. It's yummy!" He kept forcing. I know, he couldn't stop before I said yes.

I slowly forced myself to eat the caterpillar. I opened my mouth and started putting the burned caterpillar in. And the caterpillar went into my mouth. I was bitten with force. My body swayed like it was possessed. I held my ear and forced it to swallow the caterpillar. And Okta, she just laughed. After eating that, we walked away. I looked at him cynically.

"Yes. Sorry."

"sorry. Excuse me. Why forceaaaaa." Hardikku with tight teeth while pinching his waist.

"OKAY. I'm taking it to a good makab place. Seriously." He held up his index and middle fingers.

"Seriously yes. It's delicious!"

This time he took me to a good meal. And true, he invited me to eat grilled fish that was very fresh. Just arrested he said. Hmmmm. Not only the beauty of this place, the food also makes me want to stay longer.

"When you eat it slowly." I said to him who was eating voraciously. "It's like feeling." I continued.

"Huh?"

"Yes. Eating and feeling the same. If you eat too soon it will lead to painful choking. Put feelings too. If it's too soon it can end up painful that's rejected." I said with a flat face.

"If choking stay drink water. If rejected, it is a matter of fate. It could be the one who rejects that one day will be defeated by fate in a landslide. And he'll mate with someone he rejects." Obviously not to lose.

***

Enjoy the last afternoon in Raja Ampat. Sit alone with loyal guards. He put his hands back as he sat at the end of the wooden bridge.

"If the children of today say, the twilight must be stared at while sipping coffee." I said while looking towards him.

"If dusk is stared at while sipping coffee, later in the night can not sleep well. After all, coffee is bitter!"

"Then how good?"

"It is better that the twilight be stared at together with a sweet person while drinking warm unsalted tea."

"False tea is bitter too."

"But there are sweet people." His gaze was focused only on me with a smile. He then dropped his body slowly back. Staring at the sky while holding your head with both hands.

"Actually it is not important to look at the twilight accompanied by anything. Because dusk just came to go. Not to be silent and proud. It could be that twilight is shy, it doesn't like to be stared at for food it doesn't settle."

"In fact, that twilight tells something. That something very beautiful and that is expected to settle down can also go." I said while looking at his face.

"And dusk also tells, that those who leave can also return at a time even though it does not give the same beauty and hope. Same with the people next to me. He can go anywhere. But I'm sure one day he'll come back even if it doesn't give the same taste."

I then went down beside him. Looking at the sky that was slowly getting dark. Then we both looked at each other. He smiled and I replied. Now I don't care about any feelings for anyone. Because my belief right now is to guard the heart of someone far away. I don't care if the person I'm with is liking me or not. Because all I care about is my feelings for someone I love the most; Janu. Even if Okta likes me, it's her business. As long as he doesn't stay away even if he knows my feelings are only for Janu.

"I'll wait until you want to." Sluggishly. This time I can't just shut up. I have to give him an answer.

"I'm sorry if I don't care about waiting for you."

"It's okay. I'll wait until you want it for whatever it is. Unless fate changes the direction I feel for others." Surely said. "And except. If you and Janu get married and have a beautiful or handsome son. I'll stop waiting. And I'd like to be called uncle by your son." Further.

"alright. Then then. To me, now you are my older brother. Don't get bored with me. Don't be someone else even if I can't equate my feelings with yours."

"good. My princess and sister for now. Don't know if it's later." He still hopes.

***

Uncertain feelings for those who are waiting.

Now I know if he's waiting.

Waiting for an encounter between two hearts that are actually pseudo.

He held out hope for me, while I hung my heart on the one whose return I was waiting for.

He said he would wait as long as it was.

I apologize if I don't care what he's waiting for.

He still insisted. He said his wait would stop, if fate harbored his feelings for anyone other than me.

Destiny..make her feelings anchored to a heart other than mine.

Make it immediately. So that he does not wait for the unmoved.

Write me on the waiting room note.