Virally
9. Vacation
When experiencing events that I do not want, the subconscious hopes it is a dream but the reality that exists realize Me it is part of the journey of life that you must experience.
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Together with Natasha, Gege, Dewo and Nando we work together to create content on youtube. The current focus is tourist attractions with the theme of carrying a fun holiday while still obeying health protocols. L
Tourist attractions that become our destination are open nature such as beaches and hills. There are some guest houses that are not too far from the beach but still within the distance of the beach.
With such a location we create fun holiday content but stay healthy. In the morning we start with a morning run to the beach, then enjoy the atmosphere while enjoying a variety of beach snacks that are quiet visitors.
Some sellers don't wear masks even though I'm trying to understand how important it is to implement health protocols but he's still tight. It offers what we think is good not necessarily able to run smoothly.
Natasha is concerned with health content. He did implement a healthy lifestyle. Some places on the beach look interesting with photos or videos when she is yoga or eating healthy food. Gege with a penchant for landscape photos while Dewo rusuh asked for help for content ala brat.
They were people who were close to Me all this time but his presence I never felt because I only focused on two people. Adicolor and Cahya when they pass in life precisely God shows who is sincere during this time.
We were heading to a restaurant and wearing funny masks. This mask is my merchandise so during the holidays we wear it.
"Eh, isn't that sticky? ". Natasha whispered in my ear.
"Huh?". I am still confused to interpret the word glutinous.
"His brother is a demon"
"What's? ".
"The ex's returning". Natasha chuckled at my confused expression.
I saw Adiwarna coming out of the restaurant with Cahya. Both expressions were uncomfortable to look at. Whether my feelings alone, they are like two people walking with their bodies and souls out of place.
"Hey.. Brother Adi". Dewo's loud shout greeting Adi made the three of us shocked. Fucking kid. Adi and Cahya walked up to us.
"Oh, Orchid. Congratulations, it's popular now". Cahya smiled cynically, I can see Natasha's stifled expression of emotion.
"It's normal, Cahya". I answered flatly.
"The orchid has been throwing away lunch so it's popular". I elbowed Natasha.
"You mean, what? ". Cahya leaned towards Cahya.
"Dispose of something unimportant. Yeah, that kind of thing". Natasha said casually as she flicked her pointy finger to the shoulder as if cleaning the dust attached.
"Let's go in, I'm hungry". I'm ending the chat. Cahya being pregnant is too silly if we fight pregnant women.
"Yes, I'm hungry". Gege got ahead of us and stepped into the restaurant as soon as I followed Natasha and Dewo. From the end of my eyes I could see the look of dislike Cahya. It's strange that he doesn't like it but the thought is sidetracked because Dewo recorded the video for the story.
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I monitor the progress of Insight on Instagram when there is a green message notification coming in from Adiwarna.
"Evening Orchid if not busy please reply this message yes ☺"
"Yes"..
" I'm sorry about my offer yesterday, but I need your help here"
"*Search others only".
" Yes if it could have been from yesterday Nggrek but who knows how this cafe runs before is only you, Nggrek".
"In color, I can't possibly work with you because now I'm focused on building my business, focused on advancing myself and now I'm still under contract".
"I'm not tying you up in Nggrek's working hours but it can be done after work".
"After work I have to take care of my life Yes Adiwarna. My life is now with my family, there are friends I have to build for myself. I need time to realize my goals as well".
"Nggrek "
I immediately blocked Adiwarna's number before she let out another word. It should have stayed away from people with toxins like Adiwarna. Of course he had trouble finding a partner without pay even though now he will pay Ku but it takes hard work to build a business in the middle of the Academy especially for a cafe that has closed. Adiwarna thinks I still love her and will do anything.
Is this thought because he sees that I haven't gotten a replacement yet? or he still knows Me as the Orchid. Now I'm different. Getting out of their comfort zone all this time made me realize that all this time was only used.
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My viral videos have been replaced with other viral videos. Such is the life of cyberspace, my life on a glass screen only lasts a moment. The call to attend the talk show was no longer there as well as the offer of advertising but in cyberspace the name Ku is still known.
My feed packed with beautiful pastel looks and aesthetic photo capture from Gege makes the Instagram Ku interesting. My Youtube channel is also crowded with viewers as well as tiktok. I often collaborate with some selebgrams from other cities. Their absurdity makes my life so bright.
My income has soared sharply now that I and Dewo have hired admins and part-time teams for the content we create.
Everyday is a holiday when a lot of productive things I've been through.
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"Nggrek, yuk ghibah". Natasha whispered in my ear.
"Social distancing, napa". I pretended to stay away.
"Sound".
"About what?". I pulled up a chair at the junkfood restaurant we visited this afternoon. Natasha is filling out a feed with the theme 'sometimes junkfood why not'. There was a theme he chose. A little off track from Natasha's habits.
" About Cahya"
"Why Cahya? ".I frowned hearing the name of this one.
"She's a yoga club pregnant women with my friend. He often tells you stories that are not just bad talk".
" Lha why are you still talking about me, a lack of work. Is she intending to let her son's face look like mine". I chuckled to myself imagining an amused Cahya when I used to say that her son would be similar to Me.
"It seems like her life is monotonous because my friend said. He has it all over our content. It's funny, it's envious or something".
"If envy seems like it, isn't it, is it saturated?".
"Yes yes, he has no activity"
"But not if he diligently fill the instagram feed with interesting photos. I will still follow him even though they have unfollowed me".
"Haha, kepo or something. Intention is still following them".
"Let's just say they don't block me either".
"Yes they want you to know yourself". Natasha clucked annoyed at my answer.
"I rarely see their posts. You know for yourself I don't have time to see their lives even though it's never been".
"Unattractive, not important". Natasha picked up some of her chicken flour.
"Well, uh you don't want the skin". I'm ready to pluck the chicken on Natasha's plate.
"Get your hands off". Natasha brushed off my hand which I greeted with laughter. I felt noticed but when I turned my head no one noticed us.
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If still asked if I still love Adiwarna. I think deep down that deep down it still exists. I let myself be so busy in this world that there is no time to think about it but when there is free time when I am alone. The shadow of Adiwarna barged in without excuse.
Five years together with many activities that we do make my step in living the day inevitably often remembered togetherness when with him.
I really don't think Adicolor doesn't love me. He's comfortable with Me as a working partner I should have had a part in the business just then I didn't consider professionally what I was doing. Based on accompanying and helping the business of the lover, I do without selflessness.
For five years accompanying Adiwarna without Adi knowing she began to depend on Me. It was evident from his request how many days ago. I without Adi can go through the business well as the results of my own thinking while Adiwara has asked me how many times to return to his efforts.
Now he had already realized the meaning of my being beside him. I who have been sincerely accompanying and achieving what became his dreams wasted in vain replaced with beautiful beautiful women like Cahya. He can see the beauty of Cahya every day but life costs more than just a living companion.
