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103. Jakarta 2nd day (Two magnetic poles)

...Two poles of magnet...

...different poles will approach...

...the same club will refuse...

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06:00 wib

Saturday morning, Kenzo gave a surprise. At dawn he sent a message that last night he was staying at the same hotel.

We will pass the breakfast in the restaurant which is on the roof top of the hotel, There is an infinity pool which faces directly to the center of Jakarta.

From the top of the hotel, the view of the city is clearly visible. Kenzo likes the restaurant on the roof top. Where he could be in a higher place to expand the range of the scenery.

"Aw.." The hot iron slab from the hair vise hit the cheek. Imagining the romance of breakfast with Ken makes concentration crumpled.

I use midi floral dress motifs, sling bags, flat shoes and polish the flawless make-up. Ken likes the girly look, what's wrong with pleasing him who's come a long way.

When I got out of the elevator I saw Kenzo standing not far from the entrance. He smiled, Ken wearing the shirt I bought.

"I'm sorry for waiting" said I, replying with a headband, a sign that he had not waited long.

I followed Kenzo, This time the menu I took was the same as Ken's. He helped me with breakfast, Ken didn't talk much and was quieter than usual. There's a little loss with his bringel.

"Thank you, Ken has caught up with me" I said cheerfully. The morning atmosphere on the rooftop with views of the city of Jakarta and hotel visitors swimming, Refreshing my mind.

"Yes, Orchid," Ken replied calmly he stuffed a slice of bread into his mouth. Kenzo kept his head down during the meal. While I was telling you about the ordered kebaya and the cooperation with bu Tari, our fabric supplier.

"You're so pretty this morning" said Ken.

"Thank you, honey," I said happily because I was dressing up for Ken this morning.

"There's something I want to say about our relationship" Ken said, fading my smile.

"About what, Ken?"

Ken took a breath, He turned his gaze toward the tall building around us.

"Figures, as long as we're in a relationship. I feel like we have something in common, something in common that makes me feel like this is exactly what drives us away,"

Ken looked back at me, the brown Netra behind the glasses was emitting something heavy.

"We are the same two magnetic poles, Nggrek. Can never get close to each other, always refuse. We love work, dreams, filling the day by carving out the future, enjoying the day by continuing to work. We are the same orchid" explained Ken with a stifled voice.

"Why does this similarity keep us away from Ken?" hoarse my voice, Destroyed was the happiness I had imagined this morning.

"Because we can never get close to each other. You with your own goals and dreams. So do I, How can we complement each other when the body's soul is busy with work. I can't imagine if we're married, time is just spent outside at home,"

Ken sipped slowly on the warm chocolate, "I want you to reduce the rush to balance me later but you won't be able to. Last night I could see my radiance in you, Orchid. You will do anything to achieve your dreams,"

"Ken, it's because we're not married. Things will change in time" I'm trying to get Kenzo to understand.

"Habit...!! Can't just be changed. I'm sorry, Orchid. Childhood experiences may subconsciously shape my view of the figure of a mother. I'm not just looking for a future wife but a future mother. You're good, Nggrek. I started a commitment between us because it's a lot the same but when it goes. This similarity is precisely the trigger of our quarrel,"

"So Ken, you mean?" I hung up because I didn't dare to reveal the conclusion of Ken's long explanation.

"We're walking alone now, Orchid. We can't be together. The same two magnetic poles will never come together. I told my mom and dad. Honestly they're angry and embarrassed but this is better than when they get married later,"

"Yes, Ken." I bit my lower lip. Withstanding the pain, my heart felt squeezed so strongly. Give back the pain that comes.

The third time my love ran aground. Who says I'm lucky to get an established and handsome guy, no! they just docked and then went back. Carrying pieces of heart.

"I'm sorry, Orchid. Don't be mad at me, I can't do that if you do,"

"Ken, if I obey you. Let go of everything I do right now. Do you want to accept?"

"No Orchid, Today you are released. 5 years later maybe you will regret and blame me, Do not Yes Orchid,"

"Why are you saying here? on the rooftop, you don't understand my feelings. I thought you were intentionally surprising,"

"Because at this moment my courage to say appears. I was scared the other day. Don't you dare say,"

Kenzo took a breath, "Yesterday night when you came to see me. That's where I see your determination, you won't stop pursuing what you want. I tried to give in, kiss you with the affection I had. Tomorrow I realize that we are the same people. Two poles that will be away when close together,"

The first and last words of love spoken.

"So it's over, Ken?" my sobs, Ken gave me a handkerchief. He was about to move next door but I immediately refused. Why did he comfort this heart. I wipe away the tears, lest it be shame for being in a restaurant. These tears will flood.

"Sorry Orchid's all over,"

It's over, we walked up to the door. I opened the diamond ring Ken gave me.

"It's all over, Ken, I'm sorry I let you down,"

"I have to say that, Orchid. Don't ever hate me, come if you need help. I'll always be ready for you, Nggrek,"

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I cried sobbing in the hotel room, This time my heart ached. Kenzo didn't betray me like Adiwarna, neither did the Ken Family look me one eye like the Bian family.

We just have something in common and that's why we parted ways.

...Late and regret...

...one package...

Ah supposing, I succumbed with ego following Ken's advice but it was too late. I cried again until I subconsciously fell asleep.

The phone ring woke up. Call from Dion. I picked it up and it turned out that Dion was at the door.

"You picked me up?" my sobs, Dion looked at me.

"What's up, Orchid. I called you from earlier. I'm worried about you why-why?"

"Kenzo decided on me, Dion.." back I sobbed. Dion grabbed my head to his shoulder.

"Already, Nggrek. Why three heartbreaks. I was always his eyewitness. Am I really your soul mate, Nggrek?" said Dion who made me reflexively lift his head from his shoulder.

"No, Dion. We're not the same magnet,"

"Magnet? iron dare?" funny Dion, I know he's trying to cheer me up.

"I'm gonna take a break, Dion,"

"Don't Nggrek, Come first yuk mumpung already dk Jakarta. So you can relax not thinking about miepa and boutiques. I know how to have fun. Mumpung today's holiday movie promo,"

"Okay, I'm getting ready. Don't stay out of the room!"

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I replaced girly clothes to casual. Trying to follow Dion's laid-back style, Yes this afternoon Dion took me to a mall not far from the hotel. We went to the salon, he bought a bag and took us to eat in an elegant-looking restaurant.

"Aissh actor... Now your comforting style is different, Yesterday drinking coconuts together" I joked.

"Finally you can smile too" Dion replied as he picked up the ringing phone. I could see Dion's panicked face on the phone.

"What's up, Dion?" ask me what Dion answered by giving me a cell phone screen. I gasped at the screen display of the gossip account.

Dion Andreas, a handsome newcomer actor starring in the first film Arga Danurmaya, what is it? engrossed! mimin wants to also send his shoulders while embracing the front of the hotel room.

"Good shit! who took the motto and sent it to the gossip account?"

"It doesn't matter who's moto but Arga's rampaging. You know that, right? he never felt the sensation. Arga is identical with achievement. She doesn't want the movie to lift because of the thrill of the cast, I have to see Arga. Tonight before 7pm, I'll pick you up. You help explain with Arga,"

The phone ringing is heard again. Dion picked it up and gave it to me.

"Arga needs a reason right now apparently too!" whispered.

I said the greeting that was replied with the melodious voice of the man across. Geez, I'm talking to the idol of the majority of women in this country.

It was so easy to tell the story behind the photo. A coincidence Dion came when I was heartbroken, Not detailed but explaining enough about the photo.

"Sorry what's your name?"

"Flowers,"

"Oh, Yes,"

Arga makes small talk and hangs up the phone. I still can't believe I'm having dreams. Dion patted his cheek, His handsome face began to diminish in panic.

"Nggrek, I'll go home first. Someone will take a picture of us when both gini. Can gossip again, Your face is not obvious in the photo because it is on the shoulder. My face is clear,"

"Yes, Dion. Well, I don't think you're a real actor, either,"

"Not really yesterday? see you before seven o'clock tonight, yeah,"

"Dion, I'm taking a taxi online. Even later it will be bad if there is a photo of both of us. Even though he did nothing. Later it could be assuming the person on the doorstep of the hotel room,"

"Okay, Nggrek. You're right, too,"

Dion left me, came back alone..Loneliness like this makes the shadow trajectory with Kenzo present again.

When Ken came to take part in the bazaar event, the selection of inspirational youth, Laughing together while pranking Cahya, Eating corn together, Touring. Togetherness lately.

I quickly wiped away the tears. It all felt like it was when we were no longer together. Today I am entertaining myself with shopping for skincare, makeup and gorgeous dress. I miss him, his kindness and his family.

All is over, my love story sheet again ran aground when I just counted the days.

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