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69. Mistake both times

Donkeys don't even fall

in the same hole

or

Only a donkey will fall into the same hole twice

Which one is true of the above proverb? Orchids laugh at themselves. What care? he said cynically, You are not a donkey yourself because I do the same.

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Today, at the frozen food stall.

Dion took the phone I threw carelessly. The surprised expression was clearly not covered by Dion. I've been holding back for a week, trying to survive the crying and the pain.

Defense collapsed when my curiosity with the news of Bian's engagement in Diandra social media, It just boomerang.

I was hoping to get word that the engagement was off. It turned out that only hope was empty, My heart was so broken to see the photos of their togetherness in the Diandra account.

"Your boyfriend is engaged to Tasya?" Dion took my phone and he accidentally saw the screen still on.

"Yes," I sobbed to answer.

"Isn't she Arga's lover?"

"They've been separated for a long time, Dion."

A moment later I just regained my senses and looked at Dion, Wait, where does he know? Isn't Arga's private life closed, no one knows Arga's love story.

Tasya is also not a celebrity or celebgram even his social media account is in private.

"Do you know where Tasya Arga's girlfriend is?"

"When the deodorant promo first. Every event sponsored by the deodorant brand we star in. I came because my ketek had a role there. Tasya always accompanied Arga but escaped from the reporters."

"Oh yeah you're in the ad as a student, right, Dion?"

"Yes, your boyfriend can be engaged to Tasya, right? Tasya tajir - you know."

"Yes, Bian is also a royal family. Besides Bian's Arga's best friend,"

"That's weird," Dion looked at me in wonder.

"Well where?"

"Why is Bian engaged to his best friend's ex-girlfriend?"

"Hmmm, isn't that weird,"

"Come,"

Dion spread his shoulders as he passed from before me.

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I was still in the same seat with no intention of moving. Photos of Bian and Tasya flashed always in my memory. The stronger I brushed aside the sense, the clearer the photo was in memory.

"Nggrek," I turned towards Dion who was coming back to me.

"You want me to take your video? Let it go viral again."

"Dion!"

"Break your heart twice, Nggrek. The third time get give away,"

I left before Dion but the man's hand held me.

"Laughing at the misery of life sometimes helps to alleviate the problems that come their way,"

"I'm not you and I'm not crazy enough to do that!" I shook Dion's hand.

I'm the stupid ass who came back to do the same thing.

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The birth of Natasha and Gege's little baby helped me through this time. Busy at the boutique without Natasha makes no time to cry over the engagement of Bian and Tasya.

Cleo, the owner of the new Miepa shophouse, also contributed to making progress on Miepa. Three of Cleo's associates had already offered a partnership to open a branch in their city.

Something that looks strong outside just hides the fragility inside

All my memories and Bian flowed without ever being prevented like a re-creation that forced the audience to see it through.

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Me and Tania were on their way back to the boutique, after lunch at the food stall.

"Figures, monkey toys on the dashboard are so funny," Tania plays with her finger.

"Take it!"

"I'm going to have a motorcycle in the motorcycle handlebar,"

"As much as you want to put where, dumped it can." I tried to keep a smile when I told Tania even though I was sure it must have looked strange.

Tania looked at the response I gave to the monkey doll in surprise. I don't know what he's thinking, I don't care.

I hate the monkey toy, remember the words of Bian, He who will fight for me, Restoring the effort that had stalled because of the actions of his father, He who will guard from people like Cahya and Adi, who will fight for me, Make sure that it doesn't happen again.

Turns out he's a liar.

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Today I cradled a watch Bian gave me, Aunt Lusi once said Bian bought it in Switzerland. If true, of course, a watch with an international brand is most likely genuine and has a good selling point.

After filling in the data in the application of buying and selling special preloved goods for high end brands. I'm just waiting for their notice if Bian's watch is worth making it to the sales list.

Verification of their authenticity is quite strict, All product photos must be sent in detail. They also check the authenticity of the barcode.

I want to get rid of all the memories with Bian. Including the watch that makes me sick.

...I want the woman I love to remember me at all times...

Now that woman doesn't want to remember you. I snorted sneering with all this crap about love.

I'm blocking all Bian's numbers, his social media accounts. Anything related to Bian Prasetya I will immediately eliminate in life.

I'm going to replace the old car with the new one because in that car there are memories with Bian. I'm rich enough to do that right now, especially by selling a timepiece from Bian.

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My eyes were round looking at the numbers in the account book, The sales results from Bian's watch reached 105 million. Because the watch is a limited edition, the App includes it in a limited edition brand auction.

I did not expect the usual couple watch to experience a decrease in price when sold units get satisfactory sales figures. The winner of the auction bought at a higher price than I offered.

Turns out the left arm attached to the watch from Bian is worth 105 million. Beyond my expectations, now the sales results of Bian's watch can add money to buy a new car. So I don't have to spend any more savings.

"It's a pity that Lusy's aunt's bracelet has no box and no certificate"

I remember Aunt Lusy taking it straight out of the bag and putting it on my wrist. Before he asked me if I wanted to leave Bian, I should have just.

It's just better to fail after trying than to back off before trying.

I spent money shopping, going to salons, doing whole-body treatments and all sorts of things to please myself.

Mama shook her head to see the price tag of groceries scattered in the room.

"Should it be this expensive for an orchid just for a bag?"

"They've worked hard enough, Ma. Orchids want to reward themselves. Mama also bought Orchids, Beautiful right?"

I brandished the beautiful clutch that my mother received with sumringah even though next there is a follow-up sentence. When he saw the price tag on the clutch.

"Other times mama just raw it, Nggrek,"

"Ready, Ma."

"Gggrek had a greeting from mama Doni," I knew the direction of mama's conversation and replied to her with a smile. I refused to respond to my mother because it would prolong the story.

Doni is too kind to accept me being hurt because my heart is still closed to anyone.

Let me now enjoy the solitude, enjoy the self-love that calms the heart and the feelings.

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