Virally

68. That day is coming soon

The course of true love never did run smooth.

william Shakespeare - William

Orchids recall one of William Shakespeare's quotes. He asked me softly, Why does the love of my friends go smoothly. He is the chosen one of the billions of people in the world with a tortuous love.

Do you know when the soul begins to weaken when on the other hand there is a hand stalling for a calming relationship. This soul began to waver.

A soul that is in a state of excitement and boredom but when it wants to go back entangled with the taste of the same person with all the turmoil of obstacles that he offers.

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We were still in the same room, the clock ticking broke the silence created while our minds wandered somewhere. Bian's phone ringing made us turn at once, It showed Tasya's name on the screen.

A name that managed to put pain in my chest. Bian looked doubtful but I gave the code for him to lift it.

"Hello," Bian glanced at me, I pulled my fingers that were still in Bian's grasp but he held them back.

"Bi, I'm fitting a kebaya for the show. When did you come here, Bi?" I regret having to hear this conversation.

"Let me tell ya, Tasya."

"Yes Bi, Miss you."

Bian hung up the phone and turned his face towards me who paled. I rewind the body in response to refuse him approaching.

"I'm sorry baby" I snorted. Sorry for what?

"I feel like an antagonist here. This is not true," I find it strange to be in an unfinished relationship.

"You're not the antagonist here. Tasya does not want to understand I have ever given understanding. Finally I chose to run away, "Bian's voice is getting heavier and I can see his eyes turning red.

I think I want to scream. You're an adult, Bian why your family can't give you a choice. What's the point of running away? a moment later I realized, However, he was a child who was helpless against his parents.

Everything in him flows the blood of his parents. Bian only knew me for a few months. He had to choose to be in a dilemma.

Is Tasya that weak? His family's affection for the weakness of the feelings that the girl had had had to sacrifice the feelings of others. Why should he be frustrated at a failed first love and attempt suicide?

So when he falls in love back at the 'Bian' helper who prevented his actions. One family should interfere. Do I have to have empathy for a girl like this?

"Sister Bian," I turned towards Bian.

"Yes, honey,"

"Who's the actor who's Tasya's ex?"

"Arga Danumarya,"

"Huh, Arga? arga Danurmaya Serious. Him, Ooh bad handsome. Very cool you know dear Arga, Anyway handsome.. Don't love your pussy,"

I stopped the adoration of Arga when Bian looked at me with a narrowed look, His lips tightly shut. Bian displayed a clearly displeased expression.

Arga Danumarya is an actor who is a deodorant brand ambassador where Dion is a figure. Films starring Arga have always been the highest-grossing films in the country and often win international awards.

Arga's song has always been a hit song. I idolize Arga Danumarya besides being handsome and accomplished. There is no negative news about it. Arga shut down his private life from the public. There has never been a media outlet that discusses her family background and who her lover is.

Social media Arga only displays her activities in the world of entertainment and photos of her holidays. Arga Danumarya has a magnet that makes women of this country include him in the list of favorite celebrities.

I propped up my chin with one of my hands that was still free from Bian's grasp. It turns out that Arga is Tasya's ex-lover. Arga limited edition, He's also a great businessman, I moaned in my heart. Tasya's backlash is frustrating.

Do I have to understand Tasya's feelings now? but exchange it for Bian? Doesn't Bian not have what Arga has.

Ah Tasya, how nice to be born beautiful and rich. Having a circle friend that women dream of in this country. You can have a life that exists only in the imagination of society.

"Tasya is heartbroken with Arga which causes him frustration and suicidal thoughts?" I made sure I went back to Bian.

"Dear, she's frustrated that Arga left her. At that time Arga was still completing his studies while finishing filming the film and Tasya always wanted Arga with him. He always follows Arga everywhere, Prohibits, Regulates Arga. Tasya became possessive. Making her wiggle room limited which causes Arga to break off the relationship,"

"Honey, you know for a very long time why they broke up. Did Tasya tell you everything?"

"It wasn't Tasya who told but Arga himself. He was my best friend and I knew Arga with Tasya, myself,"

I spontaneously screamed to hear my idol was Bian's best friend. Now I believe the proverb of this world is so small.

Next I feel like disappearing from the earth instantly seeing Bian's gaze.

"You praised another man before me, Orchid."

"I'm sorry, honey."

Our conversation came to a halt when hurried footsteps stole our attention. Apparently Rian.

"Dian! Customer handle in front. I'm kebelet" Rian entered in a hurry. I could see Bian glancing lazily at Rian. At least I can breathe.

The awkwardness due to the match between Tasya and Bian who live counting days melts because of the talk about Arga Danurmaya.

Bian left me in the room to approach their customers. At the same time I received a message from Tania who was in the boutique.

I rushed home from Rian's studio leaving my lover staring unwillingly. He can not pursue because it still serves customers who come. The message from Tania surprised me.

Once again I turned to Rian's studio, looking at Bian who was still looking at me from behind the studio window. The confusion hit again.

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I drove the car with a huff. Natasha was born earlier than expected. He still came in the boutique when suddenly the contractions came. The owner of the shop next door finally escapes Natasha to the hospital.

At the hospital we could not swipe due to patemi conditions, All visitors were restricted even to the patient's family.

"I told Natasha ahead of HPL she should rest but she can't be at home" Gege looked worried when he met us.

"But she's okay, right?"

"Thankfully it's the 5th opening, you can go home first. I'll tell ya later."

"Well Ge, say our regards to Natasha yeah,"

"Yes." Yeah."

Tania and I went home, and my work grew.

My days are getting crowded. All the work helped with Rika, Mila and Tania. The day changed without feeling.

Sometimes I still meet with Bian until our communication slowly diminishes.

*****

One more week Bian's engagement will take place. We're on the same beach, the place where Bian's life story begins.

"Pardon me, this engagement can't be undone. All our families are present, I'll be going to Jakarta tomorrow,"

"I know,"

"There is still time before the wedding,"

I looked at Bian, The man who once made me happy is now choking a sense of disappointment but it is not my own fault for not listening to Danar and Diandra.

"There's no time, Bian. I don't want to be like Cahya in your relationship. I'm not going to ruin a relationship,"

Bian continued to speak, I barely heard all of his words. All of Bian's words disappeared in the wind, I don't want to hear because now he belongs to another woman.

My heart was frozen, Back to twice I felt the failure of the relationship.

I won't regret the decision to have a love affair with Bian but the disappointment keeps hugging me tightly. It causes deep pain.

We went home together in silence. I know he's hurt and so am I. There's not much we do, it's all happened.

Only until here did I survive after trying to keep strengthening each other.

Today I surrender, Setya and Danny Anugrah's family are not my opponents. The puzzle of their lives is over for me.