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120. My story (Cover)

...I'm shaking off the loss...

...Appreciate what is...

...Thank you for what I have...

...Prepare yourself for what you expect...

...*******...

My journey has been 28 years. At this age, I've got a husband who loves me unconditionally. He's not perfect, neither am I. We have been gifted a handsome son named Deniz. She is now 12 months old.

In the life that is being lived, I have been betrayed, loved, decided and returned to love. There is nothing to regret about everything that happened in my love journey. All are 'dyes' in my story.

There is a direction that leads life. Sometimes I'm so wise to deal with life's problems, there are times when I act stupid, or there are times when I feel down. Just the one I always hold. Leave and forget who hurt you.

I have forgiven the betrayal of both loved ones, Because of their betrayal I was at a point that never existed in a dream though.

My video went viral when my heart was engulfed in worry and logic was defeated. I share something personal on social media. Thanks to that too, In a rare opportunity for someone who is a nobody, I became a guest star on a reality show.

As soon as my followers grew, that's where my way of life began. Take me to meet those who offer love. I left him who betrayed my love, chosen away from the past.

I never cry continuously for failure, For me to drag the steps forward. Much better than wailing the same thing every day.

Because love does not only come from a partner, there is love from family and friends.

Be patient for those who have not found true love. Let's just say time is not on your side, when the time has come. Whatever happens, he'll come back to you.

Keep moving with all your body and soul, always be grateful on the sheet of the day that provides an opportunity to incise the story.

I chalked up passion, courage, determination, gratitude, patience, potential. All that is in me is devoted to the maximum, In incising every story fills the sheet of life.

Today I cut the ribbon of the inauguration of the noodle production machine factory, Other times I was in the opening of Miepa branch restaurant in another city, At another time I attended a talk show in an interview on Regional TV, Present as a young entrepreneur.

Support from my husband, both material and moral. Make my ideals one by one manifest.

On one occasion with Natasha, we attended fashion week for A&N boutiques. Together with Kira in the selebgram management he founded. I share the daily story.

Sometimes I go to Jakarta, then to another city and then back to my city. We met our parents who lived together at home. One day Bian and I will feel the same way. That is how the wheel of life goes.

My day was always packed with activities and when I got home. I'm still a housewife, wife and mother to my son.

With Bian, we discussed Deniz's education. Whether to attend home school or normal school. Discussion that left laughter when Deniz even just learned to crawl. Too soon to determine.

...*******...

"Honey, I'll retire early in the business and enjoy the results. When Deniz started going to school," I said on the balcony. Looking at the beach.

"You can stop or reduce as you please, baby. I've always supported you" Bian grabbed me from behind.

"Sister, I'll see people later,"

"Do you think anyone intends to see using binoculars?" relaxed discussion.

Yep... The house that is not too far from this beach is indeed a little closed. We bought it and built a second house.

"You know every time you get out of here, there's always someone looking at you" I replied. Bian did not experience a change in meaning, he remained cute at the age of 29 years.

"Is it forbidden? it's only natural for people to see," asked astonished. I fell silent, Yes he was handsome from birth probably not a strange thing to be concerned about.

"I forbid it,"

"You're jealous yeah, I used to have to suppress that feeling," she teased me and of course I knew where Bian was talking.

"Oh yeah, are you going to attend the 'Insan TV' award'? Arga and Dion's films have received numerous nominations and they both have the potential to get awards, too,"

"Of course, you must also attend. Deniz will be with Mama Lusy and Om Setya. They miss Deniz,"

"Thank you, honey," he's peeping my head.

"But can our plans be executed before the awards show? going with a camper van? bian asked looking expectantly.

"Of course, isn't this your dream?"

"Yes... And also your wish to see everything on the wallpaper?" the answer is not to lose.

I laughed, He still remembers my wishes. We haven't been on holiday since Honeymoon.

Too many wishes and affairs in PT. Brilliant Maharani, Bian's job and our euphoria as Deniz's parents make the holiday out of town and country delayed.

Our conversation stopped when we heard Deniz's crying voice. He had already woken up from his nap, Me and Bian rushed over to our son. Taking over from the babysitter.

"Honey, take Deniz to the beach yuk,"

"Come on, Deniz let's go with papa," Bian held Deniz and placed it on his shoulder. Deniz laughed cheerfully while shaking his small, stocky legs. Ignoring her mother's worries.

"Be careful, baby," I immediately took over Deniz from Bian while riding the bike. The beach is not too far from home. We used to use the matic motor to get there.

I don't want to be complicated and change my lifestyle. It didn't take long, we've arrived at the beach.

Bian immediately took the camera, documenting me holding Deniz's hands. Train him to walk, Deniz can already walk. This time he stepped foot on the sand of the beach.

Deniz's rant sounded funny in the ear, "Ma.. Ma..," he approached me who deliberately kept a distance so that the stockier feet were trained to step.

"Pa. pa. pa. papaa..," Bian tirelessly taught Deniz whom I greeted with laughter. Until now Deniz had never called Papa.

Bian looked anxious, He was holding Deniz while kissing his stomach. Making Deniz kegelian.

"You have to teach it, honey,"

"Yes, but Deniz prefers mama," ledek me.

"Yes! papa likes mom too. How's it tonight, Ma?" seduce her, I pinch Bian's waist. He was still the same when flirting.

...*******...

"All ready, Ma? tanya Bian made sure all our equipment was complete.

"Happy? but we're still sleeping in the hotel, right?"

"Of course, this is semi-adventure,"

I laughed, Yes today we will walk with Deniz in a camper van. Route we took in Java area, Stay in hotel. Not a pure adventure in the open.

Bian's consideration is to go with Deniz and me personally who have never enjoyed a trip like this. Especially when looking back.

"Darling, that car followed us around the back?" ask me to worry.

"Yes... Papa sent his 'man' to look after us,"

"Truly an adventure," I said withholding laughter.

"Nothing, at least we can pretend they don't exist, assume we keep going together,"

"Alright, Papa Bian,"

Yep... We will travel together. I took the time to open social media. See followers who survive years after the viral video.

They are the ones who follow my journey. Whether until when they will listen to my life story that is sure to them, make me sort out the good things that will be conveyed.

At the end of my story this time, I found myself, the love of a family that strengthens each other, a sincere friend, the love of a husband. Making a change in status from a girl, wife to mother.

Our family journey will continue. And so is your journey, thank you for following my story.