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10. The past is just memories

***We exist today after having lived through the past. The past is a part of our lives that must be passed in order to reach the present.

Never regret the past because it remains history, there is still a future waiting ready to be carved***.

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I choose to stop caring for the one person who doesn't love me because of how I look. She prefers beautiful women over unattractive women with weight always out of the ideal path. That woman loved him so sincerely.

According to Natasha beauty is luck from birth but a sincere heart is a life choice. If you are not born beautiful. Appealing can still be done.

Healthy, bright skin, neat and fashionable appearance. Equipped with a good attitude can make people more fun especially something that cannot be interpreted easily, namely intelligence.

I like and trust Natasha compared to anyone in this world at least she makes my spirit rise haha.

A year passed after the viral video that made me the talk of this country. Today is my 25th birthday. An incredible year of achievement. Living the age of 24 years with a life like a roller coaster up and down, down, down and up again. Living the day as a lover who was dumped and overnight turned into a selebgram. Then an entrepreneur, an office worker and a single person with past wounds.

I chose not to renew my contract at a telecommunications company because I focused on growing my business and choosing to be an influencer. Content about travel, culinary or just sharing my daily life was in great demand by many people.

Together with Natasha, we opened a boutique by selling a variety of special clothes for people of stature like Ku and Natasha-style ideal.

The appearance of the outfit of the day that I share on the Instagram feed attracts many followers who have a body shape like me so that from the beginning endorse clothes. I was thinking of selling myself. Similarly, Natasha's attractive appearance inspired many of her Instagram followers and we collaborated to offer various models of clothing in our boutique.

Nat is my current best friend besides Natasha now I have many friends that I find in various activities. Orchids that used to be only with Cahya and Adiwara now have a wide scope of friendship.

"Hi". I heard an awkward greeting from Cahya. He was with a beautiful little baby and a babysitter who was carrying baby supplies.

"Hi, your baby huh? beautiful huh?". I smiled stale.

"Figures, they're there". Tania pulled my arm impatiently without saying goodbye I left Cahya. Join Natasha and the others at the corner of Alokasia cafe.

It's Natasha's birthday. We celebrated at the Alokasia cafe with pink clothes according to Natasha's favorite. I turned my head when I felt that someone was watching and my gaze met with Cahya's brown netra. For a while we stared at each other then He immediately turned his face in the other direction.

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From Instagram I saw Cahya's life for a year revolving around herself and her family. She often shares about the development of her baby, enjoying a vacation with her small family or Outfit of the day herself who remains beautiful despite giving birth.

The life I dreamed of a year ago is now in Cahya's possession. It was the lifeline that turned that dream around that made me single at 25. A life I enjoy right now. In one year I already have income from various fields that I never thought of before.

I haven't had a replacement for Adiwara because now I'm more selective about accepting men as lovers because I don't want to be taken advantage of by my partner later.

There is a notification of a green message when you see the number listed Adiwarna. I frowned, what is it that I have changed the name of Adicolor back to how it was no longer glutinous. Why hasn't Adi stopped contacting me in the past year.

"Hi, Orchid. Sorry to be busy, right? "

"Yes busy again". I retaliated while lying on the bed

" Bother? ".

" What's up? ".

"Can't".

" His arrogance, I know a mistake and it makes you hate me but I have something to say".

He's still the same color. Confident that I would grant all his wishes. Enough is enough that I acted like a blue genie of Aladdin who granted his master's wish.

"It's over, Adi. We've enjoyed each other's lives if I refuse to meet because of your status of the husband of the other person and I don't want to be a gossip"

"In Ku cafe, Nggrek. No one knows".

" No, bye".

I regret unblocking Adiwarna contacts this time I have to block forever.

I immediately threw the device into a haphazard place. Crazy he met, my reputation could be ruined when anyone saw us back then. The reputation that has been hard-earned in building today can be lost because of a useless meeting with Adi.

There is no cure for heartbreak other than busying yourself with all kinds of positive activities that eventually make yourself have a dazzling quality.

Nat tidied the hair that many times hit by the beach wind. Nadia and I are currently accompanying Natasha and Gege to prewedding photos.

Nadia and I are at home to accompany because the prewedding photographer Natasha at first glance looks like Park Bo Gum with sweet dimples but has a cool appearance that is reminiscent of the style of Nicholas Saputra. Bright singles like us at home accompany Nat in this photo session.

Confused to imagine dimples sweet but stylish cool. If you talk about the resemblance Park Bo Gum is in the level of super quality. Interesting to see but is it interesting to have I don't know because Bian name Park Bo Gum KW rarely care about me and Nadia. Of course he was more focused on Natasha and Gege. Especially those who want prewedding photos of Nat and Gege.

Nadia and I remained faithful to accompany Natasha. Nat himself takes the concept of casual so he is not complicated with all the wedding dresses or costumes but more natural fit the character of Nat and Gege are relaxed.

"Ngggrek". I turned my head when Bian called me but the cheeks that had met red without blush on became sour when he heard the continuation of Bian's sentence.

"Do you look like you can step aside in the photo? ".

Nadia, Natasha and Gege laughed at my expression.Their confusion instead of 'saving' the friend from embarrassment instead laughed with satisfaction at seeing me misah-misuh away.

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I decided to respond to some men who were making an approach. Mama advised me not to think badly about all the men who approached. Not all like Adiwarna who use me if closed the heart to all men then forever you do not know who is sincere.

First I responded to Si Dion, he also has a lot of followers and has several distros with his own brand name but when every time we date Dion always make content. I know she approached Ku to raise her Instagram insight because of my closeness and she often asks questions in Dion's social media comments. I stopped caring about Dion.

"Emang gitu koq, Nggrek before the same Gege. I know some magic men".

"For example? ".

" The type of man is low to rise . Like gini Yes. I don't have anything Nat just have a regular bike like gini not CBR 100 let alone 1000. I want you not to be ashamed of the same road I althoughpub naek motor because it is from your own income if you want anyway I can ask Papa buyin sports car but yes that's I don't want to expect people's wealth old though they can buy two or three".

"Haha, bushel".I laughed listening to Natasha's story. Yes for how many years I only know Adiwarna and Cahya. My life only runs from home, office, help Adiwara business and fill free time with Cahya. My life insights run around that little neighborhood.

Now the past is a memory and my future is waiting to be carved. What Adiwarna and Cahya did was like an experience that pulled Me far back and made Me dart far forward leaving a time I had passed with a great pain.