
There are times when we feel like we are leaving the past behind. Someone from that time present makes our steps stop worrying whether to start stepping from the point we have left or keep stepping away from everything that has passed.
Caption in Maharani Orchid instagram
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There was shock in the netra Ibu Adiwarna. My face and posture did not experience significant changes because my face is still 'original' has not changed to Maudy Ayunda. I undergo various beauty treatments so as to produce clean and bright skin and treat the face with contemporary skincare.
My body is also more densely packed thanks to the exercise routine. Dress styles are now more fashionable because as a boutique owner I pay more attention to appearance. If he imagines the appearance of being with Adicolor obviously has changed although it does not change like Nia Ramadani but something that is treated or uncertain is different.
"The numbers are getting pretty". The woman's soft voice was still the same. So attentive.
"False Aunt". There was a sad look as he looked at me.
"You've changed a lot of orchids sometimes Aunt misses your presence".
"Of course it can't be done, ma'am". Mama replied curiously it seems like she still harbors the emotion of unfinished resentment.
"Yes, I also understand and understand feelings, Mother. I came here to gather courage and shame. I'm sorry for everything that happened. This is beyond my power as Mother Adi, Still accepted as a guest is already happiness for me". Mama and I stared at each other as the woman in front of us started to tear up.
I'm deep in heart. It was not Adi or Cahya who apologized but Ibu Adiwarna.
"She rarely visited me. Only Adi and my granddaughter visit home often. Sometimes I visit them, but that's it". We just quietly listened to what Ibu Adiwarna said.
It is not our domain to interfere in the internal affairs of their families. I also know what Adi's mother did was just pour out her heart. Maybe by conveying what was buried in his heart the feeling of Mother Adi felt more relieved.
"Now Adi's business is not as advanced as the Orchid because I have reminded Adi. The business that was carried out yesterday was Orchid interference. He should have given you an obligation of service to help him all this time"
"Ah, not even Auntie. Adi also worked hard to advance his efforts".
"Yes, he is indeed a hard worker from a small but thought and business idea much comes from mu Orchid. Adi is not like you who are good at overcoming problems with creative ideas that are not thought of by others"
"Of course, you don't have to doubt it. Orchids are now influencers, selebgrams even have boutiques and other small businesses".
I immediately poked Mama's leg. I don't want a garish compliment like this because compared to other people's achievements it's still a long way off. I still have to learn to improve what I am currently achieving.
"Now pademi, Aunt is not just Adi's efforts that receded almost all also experienced. My efforts are also the same, We are the only ones who have to get around the situation. Like our boutique sales, the current best-selling products are masks with attractive designs and contemporary homedress."
"This is what your aunt likes about you, Orchid. Always optimistic and can see opportunities despite being squeezed by circumstances. You can overcome every problem before".
Our conversation continued until dusk. Mama Adiwarna said goodbye and I ordered a Taxi online with the same address. It turns out that Ibu Adiwarna still inhabits their old house. His mother also brought spicy chips that have always been my favorite when visiting the house Adiwara.
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"Huh, maybe Adiwara thinks that his life is getting more successful. He forgot who was accompanying him until he could be like now"
"Forgot it, Ma". I'm not interested in discussing this.
"Mama wonder you can still relax over her treatment".
"Cowok isn't the only one in this world, Ma". I took a bottle of lemon water in the fridge.
"Yes Mama knows out there many other men but who will be your soul mate is still the secret above. Uh ad new guy deketin you?"
"Mama still remember Doni, my Junior High School friend ?"
"That handsome bang?"
"Currently, Mama Tumben remembered"
"Mama remember that because Doni was his son was handsome, accomplished anyway".
"Good memory this time. Ma, Orchid met him"
"Keep on. continue"
" There's no continuation"
"Yeah". Mama grumbles maybe she's upset because my relationship with some guy hasn't shown an awesome bright spot.
"Anggrek, you didn't ask Ms. Adi when she proposed to Cahya and when did they knit love?". She looked at me with curiosity.
"Why is it not just Mama who asks Orchid is not interested in discussing all the things that have happened. It won't change anything".
"So it was on the tip of the tongue to ask, but it seems like Adi's mother bore the burden of the look in her eyes. So Mama couldn't ask".
"It seems so there is sadness in the look in his eyes." I agree with Mama's opinion.
"This time no need to date the Orchid. Pray to meet a good man. I smiled at the words of Mama. A five-year relationship does not guarantee that it will end up in a guarantee. Even run aground.
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Actually a bit ngenes also my love affair but honestly this year after the viral video. I like finding the meaning of life, new friends, new environments, new income and being able to get to know various types of men who approach.
I enjoy this solitude even though it does not deny the presence of a man but the experience of a relationship with Adiwarna makes me not rush to establish a relationship with another man.
The purpose of my life was to make the people around me happy, including Adiwarna. At that time there was happiness in seeing Adiwara happy for the progress of his business.
Now I have to make myself happy in order to enjoy life without burden to please everyone.
All I do is selflessly and that's what might make Adiwara disrespect my struggles. He felt it was not a privilege when I went in life he seemed like the new Adicolor felt that I was not just a lover.
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Thrilling end of the month for Natasha and Gege. I already bought Natasha a beautiful diamond bracelet that was received with teary eyes. Natasha didn't expect a gift from me for her wedding. Gege I'm giving PS 5. How excited Dewo is when he knows the gift for Gege.
The gift is indeed quite expensive for my pocket but this year's trip is so beautiful because of the presence of the two of them then on the wedding day Natasha and Gege, I gave a gift that has been desired by both
When entering a marriage and starting to build a household. I know desire will be defeated need. It's better to buy a dining table set than a pretty bracelet, although some are still concerned with the appearance of the outside, but Natasha and Gege are not such people.
The hotel where Natasha and Gege's wedding took place has been decorated with beautiful decorations. Limited invitations during patemi allow making a luxury wedding at a cost not as great as before patemi.
For the Gege and Nat family throwing a fancy party is not an obstacle because they come from a well-to-do family but Nat and Gege still heat me up by saying the reception budget as long as patemi is affordable.
"If you want to marry now, if normally there is no invitation to reach 150 people."
"Yes, no one will sit down if they are not invited. They are also invited sometimes they hesitate to come."Natasha is warming up.
"The candidate has not been nongol, when I sit alone in the guarantee."
"What's a nongol, Nggrek?". Gege snatched directly.
"Bas with you."
The usual pair of rancid delights in teasing me is currently sitting at the pelaminan gracefully. Natasha's beauty was perfectly radiated on her happy day while Gege looked handsome. Not in vain he drained the savings of ordering an expensive wedding suit from a ngetop designer can at least be good with Natasha at the pelaminan.
I immortalized today's event with a cell phone. Not many invitations present make me free to take the best angle. After the event, I also talked with the bride and her family. Mama Natasha already knows me.
It was already noon when the event was over. I walked out of the hall where the event took place. Several times booked a taxi online but always failed to get a driver. Today I did not bring a vehicle.Entah why the car suddenly did not want to turn on finally Papa ordered a call mechanic to the house and until I went to Nat and Gege's wedding. Car repairs are not yet complete.
When he called Dewo, Bian approached me. That normally cold Park Bo Gum KW greeted me.
"Not come home yet?." I shook my head to answer his question because the phone call had been connected to Dewo but the boy had not picked it up.
"Wait for an invitation?"
"Just ask to be picked up?"
"Who's the same?." I frowned hearing Bian's question. Tumben he said hello and talked a lot.
"My sister's the same, but she hasn't picked up the phone yet"
"Yes, I'm anterin"
"You're still working"
"The way the photo documentation is completed for a while can be handled by friends. While Nat and Gege and the family are resting, they are having lunch. I'll just take you home. Didn't eat long". Bian walked ahead of me. He stopped looking back when I was still silent.
"Quickly I have to work again".
I was still dumbfounded when I followed Bian's steps. What a miracle is this the cool guy drove me home and when I got to the parking lot. I look at the same antique car Bian turned out to be a fan of old antique cars that I do not know the type.
Bian opened the door to let her in. Ah not this snack said the child tiktok. My heart today is blossoming like spring which my mother loves today.
BRAAAKKKK
"I'm sorry, Bian, I didn't mean it". I closed the door too tight.
"It's okay. Can't close the door either ".
I smiled shyly. Bian also still just open the door why not all close the door when I enter. The antique base of the child is the same as the taste of the car.
Bian's car drove on the streets accompanied by old music. It's like getting back to the old-time atmosphere.