THE WOMAN ON MY WEDDING DAY

CHAPTER 39. Realize Yourself?

At night accompanied by beautiful moonlight decorate in the dark night sky. Asha who had just put Zyan to sleep moved out of her bed. After the baby fell asleep he walked up to the balcony to look at the dark sky.

" father? Mammy? Can you see me now? Where are you guys? I'm not alone anymore, I have a family, a husband who loves me even now I have a baby." Asha swallowed her saliva, soaking her own throat.

"If you could see it from there, you would love it too. She may not have been born from my womb, but it is as if there is a bond that unites us. Is it because my mother and I both live in an Orphanage and we both lost our parents?" The question was as if floating in the air, piercing through the silence of the night.

His memory drifted through the past, his miserable childhood, when he had to lose the affection of his father and mother in such an early age..

Asha hugged her body, trying to warm up with the rest of the energy present. His breath was long thinking of something that stuck in his brain.

Cross-face barreled past his head, the face of the girl who reaped wrath and his mother seemed to play a long time in the corner of his eyes.

"I still don't understand what made Laras want to ruin our marriage? I don't think he meant it that bad."Asha mutters.

"Did anyone else tell him? Or there's someone behind this."Asha thought, her mind was trying to think about what really happened.

“He looks depressed at one time and is so afraid to talk, is he hiding something? What's the matter exactly?” The question was alternating burrowing in his head as if jumping.

But Asha still did not understand what really happened, unless Laras had tried to enter his household and made himself and Ivory misunderstand.

Gentle-hearted Asha was not a real fool, she knew there was something behind everything that happened just that she did not know what it was about. Trying to dive into all this, because he believes that it is impossible for events to happen to the new household in the building is a coincidence.

"Hmm..."'

Someone behind him leaned against the wall. He stared at every curve of his wife's body. Ivory had been looking for Asha who was not in the room after she returned from the bathroom and only saw baby Zyan in bed asleep.

"Oh..." Asha looked surprised to hear the sound of death and immediately turned her body towards the origin of the sound.

"What are you thinking?" Ivory said raucous.

“Are you now satisfied with what you did Asha? Is everything in accordance with your wishes? Are you aware of what you are doing?” The question sounded heavy breaking the silence, leaving Asha stunned for a moment.

"Ivoire Bag..." Asha looks misbehavior at the view so sharp and attached by the husband.

"When did you come?" Asha tries to distract her husband.

"I've been here since, just seeing you muttering to yourself is not clear, strange, shouldn't you be happy with what you've done?" Continue Ivory. He did not blink looking at Asha who was as straight then lowered his guard.

“He is not my flesh and blood, you know that. She is also the daughter of the woman who tried to destroy our household, you know better with this too. What I'm surprised at, is how can you still try to get her involved in our household by taking the baby for you to make a child. Are you okay, Asha?" Ivory frowned, he was seen frowning in his frown.

Ivory was silent, he was still looking for various reasons that he did not understand from the eyes of the wife.

"Come here, look at the stars so much in the sky, tonight so beautiful, we don't have to fuss over unnecessary things. We better enjoy the beauty of tonight than fight" Asha took the husband's hand while trying to smile.

Ivory followed Asha, walking with a wife's lead to the edge of the balcony terrace.

"Hhhhh...for a long time we have not been like this." Asha let out her breath. Ivory made no sound, he stood right beside his wife and looked at her face.

"Asha, do I have to accept the baby for you?" ivory asked in her heart, she looked helplessly at Asha's happy smile. His burning eyes made Asha slightly blush at the old gaze even though they had known and loved each other for a long time.

"Do you really want Zyan to be our son?" But the question was stuck in his head, he just stared inside the wife, he knew right Asha was diverting the conversation by continuing to babble about the night and the stars.

"Do I look weird?" said Asha origin while staring at Ivory who had just kept staring at him.

"Mas, you didn't talk at all just looking at me from earlier. It makes me careless," Asha touched the husband's arm gently.

"Are you aware of your wishes?" Ivory asked then, her voice sounding low.

Asha bit the corner of her lips, for a moment she thought and then her lips opened,

"I really want to accept Zyan if possible. I really want Zyan to be our son. That way we'll raise him, send him to school and you'll-"

"Saturday!" Ivory grabbed Asha's shoulder and placed his head leaning there. Inhaling the distinctive smell of his wife deeply made Asha hugged her husband even more tightly.

"Your eyes tell you more than your mouth, baby..." Ivory softly spoken. Asha was speechless, her eyes unfettered on the husband's face. Her chest trembled, always that sensation never went away even though the two of them had been married for a long time. Ivory always touched her with love, maybe that's why she always felt nervous when touched by her husband.

"I understand..." Ivory whispers while kissing the top of Asha's head.

"Mass?" Asha became clumsy in the arms of her husband. The sound of Ivory patau made him more and more nervous.

"Shut up for a while" said Gading while still sealing Asha's exposed neck, smooth white and level.

Asha wriggled with a blushing face, a subtle hiss involuntarily coming out from between her lips, Ivory kiss felt warm among the seething cold.

(Thank you if anyone is still waiting for this novel. Long time on hiatus but as strong as possible Author will end it😅)