The Twins Forbidden Love: Nathan And Nathalia

Chapter 62

The wheel of life is always turning. Sometimes people are at the top, sometimes they are at the bottom. The events of life alternate, there is a sense of happiness, disappointment, pleasure, sadness, anger. It has all been felt by everyone. In living life, sometimes experiencing deep sadness.

Man is a creature of God, endowed with feelings and reason. That is one reason sad words feel able to respond, describe and represent feelings. Even so as humans do not be too protracted in sadness. Surrender yourself to the Almighty and return to rise.

However, that was the only thing Nathan could not control.

He still felt sad for not being able to find Nathalia's whereabouts.

"I don't know if my place is really here. I don't have anyone to talk to." Lirih Nathan is sitting in a park where he and Nathalia used to spend weekend nights together.

"For me, sleep is not just unwind, but an escape. Because it is not easy to let go or maintain what was originally good suddenly changed drastically to very bad."

"When you are deeply hurt by the actions of others, pray to God that you do not do what he has done." Said a woman who was suddenly sitting next to Nathan. Her face was very similar to Nathalia, only Nathalia had a beautiful brown look while the girl had black eyes and long straight black hair.

" I'm sorry I didn't mean to be presumptuous, just that I was so interested in what upset you because usually the one sitting here is a happy couple and also someone who feels heartbroken."

" So are you the guardian of this park so you know every detail of the people sitting here?" nathan asked without looking at the woman.

" Not a guard, but I come here every day. So I know.." Said the woman while smiling.

A successful smile made Nathan look at her because it was just like Nathalia's smile.

" I'm Nayla..." Said the woman while sticking her hand out.

" Nathan." Nathan said, shaking Nayla's hands.

" So Nathan, what makes you feel bad?"

"I wish I could leave my pain for just a moment so that I could understand the fate that is hurting me." Nathan said as he turned his gaze back in the other direction.

"One of the protections from disappointment is having a busy life."

" I've done it, but the busier I get the more I remember it."

"The process of maturity in life is through the trials that occur in your life. Some days are just bad days, that's all. You have to experience sadness to know happiness, and I remind myself that not every day is going to be a good day, that's how it is."

" It's easy to say that especially when you've never felt your loss." Nathan Said.

" You're wrong, I said it because I've had a lot to lose and the last one is I lost my mother." Nayla said that made Nathan look at her.

" A few years ago I lost my mother in an accident and a few months ago my father regretted my mother's departure. Father then put and planted some trees in this place because before the mother was very fond of a beautiful garden, Dad continued to do it as a form of longing for my mother until the formation of this garden. Yes, even though this park is now owned by the government and has been decorated as beautiful as this but no one knows the history in it. Dad said that if I miss my mom one day I just have to come here, this park is the one my dad made for my mom."

" I come here every day because I miss them every day." Nayla smiled without looking at Nathan.

Nathan was seen looking at Nayla, he did not expect the girl beside him to be harboring much greater wounds and suffering than him.

" How can you live a life like this?"

" You meet everyone twice in this life, when they come and when they go." Nayla.

"Let my soul smile through my heart and my heart smile through my eyes so that I can spread a rich smile in a sad heart. So never assume that the suffering you are experiencing is the worst because there are still many people out there who are much more suffering and disappointed than you."

" The example is you?"

" How do you build that kind of confidence?"

"First, accept the sadness. Realize that without losing, winning is not very good."

" Sometimes I envy those who can find love and keep it alive in the circle of life together" Nathan said, standing up and putting his hands in his pants pocket.

"  Never compare yourself to others because they don't know your bad times and you don't know about them. Sad things happen. But, we don't have to live sad forever."

Nathan fell silent, in his heart listening to what Nayla had just said. Nathan then looks up at the ceiling and thinks there is still not enough time for Natalia to accept the fact that they are brothers.

Nathan must wait how many more years for Natalia to reappear to treat the longing that is in Nathan's heart.

"He taught me how to love, but not how to stop." Ogre Nathan.

"When one door closes, another opens; but we so often look so long and so regretfully at the closed door that we do not see the door that opens for us. Don't cry because it's over, smile because it's already happened" Nayla said as she stood up, patting Nathan on the shoulder before he left.

Nathan sees Nayla leaving until she is lost in the crowd of people passing by in the park.

When Nathan tries to find Nayla's whereabouts, he remembers that he's almost late for Elsa's engagement.

Nathan rushes out of the park to his car and heads straight to the building where Elsa is engaged to her lover.

Along the way, Nathan keeps remembering Nayla's words. Until he unknowingly reached the reception building of Elsa's engagement.

Nathan still remains in the car even though the engine is turned off and he is ready to get off but Nathan still seems to be thinking about what Nayla said.

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Nathan wakes up from his daydream when the windshield of his car is knocked on by Bella.

Nathan smiled and walked out to Bella.

" Bella it's lucky you woke me up from a daydream if there's no way I'd stay in the car until Elsa's engagement is over."

" Ckckck, what do you think until you daydream in the car."

" I don't know, all the daydreams I daydreamed about just disappeared when I heard the sound of a car windshield knocking."

" Yes, we better get inside before the show's over." Bella said, holding Nathan's arm and dragging him into the building.

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