
Several months passed, the events always happened to Nathalia.
In office...
Nathalia could barely spend her lunch time with Nathan.
When Nathan came home, he was always lost somewhere.
But it was not comparable to today's incident where Natalia was called up by management because Natalia's performance survived these few months greatly decreasing drastically.
All of the reports and work Natalia did were all untrue.
Nathalia herself was astonished because this was her first time working on all the reports incorrectly. Nathalia had never missed anything that got her into trouble.
That put Natalia on probation.
" Kum...."
" Hey are you okay?" Ask Olaf.
" Course..." Natalia said while always leaving Olaf and returning to her desk.
It wasn't Olaf's name to let Nathalia go without a sincere smile. The usual smile was shown by Nathalia.
" Man has the same potential and opportunity. Don't give up trying to get the best."
" Thank you Olaf, you always give me motivating words."
" That's what friends are for." Olaf.
While in the other room, Bella is asking Nathan for help.
Nathan actually feels Bella is too excessive and makes his time seized.
But Nathan himself can't do anything because Nathan is assigned to help a struggling intern.
Nathalia herself wondered why all her reports had gone wrong in recent months.
Natalia is busy looking for what is wrong with her job considering Nathalia always repeatedly corrects the report before handing it over.
At lunchtime, Nathalia finally has a chance to eat with Nathan. But then his three friends ate with them.
Natalia thinks maybe it's time to mend the relationship between herself and Bella. But who would have guessed if Bella actually talked about the ugliness of Nathalia.
" The person who 'amazes' is a person who is able to give thanks and able to say thank you. And being able to find the good in everyone. Not focused on finding fault with others." Said Olaf who seemed to know if the whole conversation that afternoon was to corner Nathalia.
" The act of blaming is just a waste of time. No matter how much of a mistake you've made to someone else, and no matter how much you blame them, it won't change you." - WEB."
" What do you mean Nathan. Do you think I'm the one who exchanged Nathalia's report files?" Ketus Bella's.
" Why are you so sensitive. Didn't I just say about the word decoration?"
" But your words contain as if you suspected me all along."
Bella, who was feeling hurt, chose to leave the table and the food she hadn't even eaten.
Natalia tries to chase Bella but Nathan forbids her.
" Just leave it. It should be if he doesn't feel like he's done anything wrong he doesn't go."
" But I know Bella. Bella is a very temperamental person."
" Natalia let it go." Olaf. While Elsa chose to stay quiet as if she did not want to interfere and did not want to know about what happened between her two best friends.
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" Are you okay?" Nathan asked as he drove Natalia.
" Yes.." Nathalia replied with a smile.
Nathan then gives Natalia a notebook.
" What is this?"
" I'll probably be gone in a few months. So I hope you'll spend some time waiting for me by reading the notes I've made every day."
" Where are you going?"
" I have to go abroad to prove that I deserve to be your life partner."
" There's just..." Natalia Kekeh.
Nathan kissed Natalia on the forehead.
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Nathalia only realized that she had not met Nathan for a week.
Natalia's preoccupation with correcting her mistake makes Nathalia forget Nathan.
Her night...
Natalia recalled the note Nathan left behind.
Natalia rushed to look for the notebook and began to open it.
At the beginning of the book is a photo of the first time Nathan and Natalia met.
Natalia smiled as she imagined when Nathan would take a picture of her.
There's a little note there..
“My night has become a bright dawn because of you.”
Natalia opens the next sheet, still about a photo of herself during KKN.
"You are present giving love, bringing happiness, and giving an endless longing."
Nathalia unconsciously smiled. She did not expect Nathan would be able to string together such beautiful words.
" I will love you until the stars are gone, and the waves no longer move. The water only shines because of the sun. And you are my eyes."
The writing in the next photo when Natalia was closing her eyes while relaxing by the lake.
" Nathan was actually a photographer or a poet anyway?" Kekeh Natalia while continuing to open photo after photo in Nathan's notes.
" Whatever happens. Whatever you do and whatever you do. I will always love you."
" I've loved you from the beginning. You may ask why there is no one else in my life, and the reason is you. You are the answer to every prayer I pray. You're a song, a dream, a whisper, and I don't know how I can live without you."
" Nathan, what exactly are you doing until you have to go to another state. Why do I feel like you're hiding something?" Pekik Nathalia.
Meanwhile, in another state.. Nathan was holding a picture of Natalia as she was being pushed into surgery.
" I love your spirit boy, keep excited and papa will give you surprises and also promises that Papa has promised you." Papa said before Nathan was taken to the operating room.
After Nathan enters the operating room, Mama hugs Papa.
" Papa believes that now Nathan's spirit to heal has multiplied many times. However, he now has someone who is the encouragement of his life."
" And we must give a great gift for being able to get through this."
" yes. And the person who's most instrumental in this is Natalia."
" Mom hope Natalia is here to encourage Nathan."
" Don't Nathan promised that we shouldn't let Natalia know about Christmas. It's okay, there are both of us who will continue to encourage Nathan and pray for him to get well soon and make it through this."
" Did Papa find a heart donor for Nathan?"
" Not yet, Nathan's still on the list of donor heart patients."
" May Nathan get it right away before anything bad happens."
" Nothing will happen to Nathan we ma."
" I hope so. I really wish I could live with Nathan forever.."
Nathan began to close his eyes due to the influence of drugs injected by the doctor.
At the same time, Natalia closed her eyes and fell asleep while hugging Nathan's notebook.
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