
"I'll never forget the day you told me you wanted to spend the rest of the time with me." Nathalia said with a smile and looked at her engagement ring.
"When you're engaged to someone and you want to get married soon, that's love." Lauren said as she heard Natalia talking to herself on a bench in front of their home garden.
" Mommy..."
Lauren smiled and sat down next to Nathalia.
" I think I've been blinded by love." Pekik Natalia's.
"Love is not blind, she sees more, not less. But, since he saw more, he was willing to see less." Lauren Said.
" True, it feels like there's something in my heart that's churning.."
" When you realize that you want to spend the rest of your life with someone, you want the rest of your life to start as soon as possible."
" Maybe because of that." Natalia said with a smile.
" We have the biggest pre-marital agreement in the world. It's called love."
" Love at first sight is easy to understand; when two people have looked at each other for a lifetime, it becomes a miracle. May you and Nathan be happy." Lauren Said.
" Thank you mom..."
Not long after that a car arrived.
" Hmm it seems your prince can't be separated from you for a day." Lauren said with a smile.
Nathan got out of the car in a direct greeting to Lauren.
" Mommy's going inside to make you a snack you wanna relax here or inside?" Ask Lauren.
" It seems like spending the night outside is much more romantic than inside."
" Well..." Lauren smiled and went inside to make a snack.
" Hey are you okay?" Natalia asked when she saw Nathan's unusual face.
" Yes I just felt there was something I could not explain in words as I delivered the return of Uncle Hektor and Aunt Rahayu."
" Why?"
" I don't know, when I was a kid my parents used to visit them every year and I didn't know why. And when I was 6 years old I was no longer taken to see Papa Hektor. And I don't know why until now we were reunited when I got engaged."
" I feel like there's something else..."
" As our love?" Nathalia said, trying to distract Nathan from his grief.
Nathalia didn't want to help what Nathan was feeling but that was Natalia..
When Nathan feels something that makes him sad, Natalia will use another way to make Nathan forget it.
So when the feelings of the former are already much better he will find his own solution and find a way to make it much better.
"You rose up in my life like the promised sunrise, brightening my days with light in your eyes. I've never been so strong. Now I'm where I am." Nathan Said.
"I will forever be there to laugh with you, to lift you up when you fall, and to love you unconditionally through all our adventures in life together." Nathalia.
" Thank you for being a part of my life." Nathan Said.
"It's amazing how one day someone comes into your life, and all of a sudden, you can't remember how you lived without them." Nathan said again..
" Hmm, I've already experienced how my life is without your presence." Natalia.
" I'm sorry, from now on I won't hide anything from you anymore."
" Thank you. Really, those were the hardest times for me because I had to fight all the negative thoughts that were hunting me."
."I choose you and I will choose you over and over again without pause, without hesitation, in an instant, I will continue to choose."
" Thank you for choosing me.." Pekik Nathalia.
" Nathalia you don't know how lucky I am to have you.."
They looked at each other and turned their eyes the other way when they found out Lauren had come with some snacks and warm drinks.
" Thank you mom.." Nathan and Natalia at the same time.
" Uhuk..."
Nathan, who had just been drinking, choked on hearing Lauren's words.
" Haha..it's so funny.." Lauren's Kekeh.
" Mommy talked so."
" Well, how is that?"
" Cooked yes Nathan at tawari nginep here."
"Well, why are you officially fiancees."
" Yes, the fiancee is not yet husband and wife. Nathan is afraid of being scared when he lives at home with Natalia." Nathan said casually while eating the food Lauren brought.
Lauren smiled, this is what Lauren from Nathan likes. He still guards the honor of women.
" Favor the dish yaa, momy want to be in a moment."
" Yes mom..."
Lauren pinches Nathan and Natalia's cheeks together.
Lauren went into her room. He stayed for a moment and then got up from his sitting position.
Lauren took a photo she had kept for a long time.
" Hektor, I saw you even though I wasn't sure if I really saw you or not."
Unknowingly Lauren was crying.
past memories contain memories and longings for things that have been passed. Everyone has memories of the past.
Lauren unwittingly recalls her past.
The once beautiful past so quickly passed leaving a trail that is not easy to forget.
There are many memories that are felt in the past, ranging from sad to happy. For sad memories, the majority of people want to forget immediately and do not want to remember it again, Lauren really wants to forget but sometimes the memory arrives just appear.
" Maybe my decision to open my heart and propose to Fikri was right. So that way I can completely forget the past."
Lauren remembered the words Fikri always strengthened her.
"Your past sufferings are too far away to touch you today, but it is the repetition of memories and pain that can weaken you"
"Let the past be memories and experiences because the future still awaits our struggle and steadiness".
"The beautiful is only temporary, the eternal is a sincere memory only from the heart, and the sincere only from the heart".
"When the heart still wants someone in the past back with fond memories of the past, see that life goes forward for the future".
"Yesterday's memories and lessons, today's challenges must be solved and tomorrow is a new challenge to start a better life"
Lauren wiped her tears, she took the bag and the car keys.
" Mom, where are you going?" Ask Nathalia who went in to take another warm drink.
" Momy will be out for a while, ask Nathan to accompany you until momy comes home." Say Lauren while peeping at Nathalia's cheek.
" okay..."
Fikri who was enjoying coffee in front of his house was surprised to see the arrival of Lauren.
" Lauren..." She was strangled when Lauren got out of the car.
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