The Twins Forbidden Love: Nathan And Nathalia

Chapter 20

It feels so painful when a person feels longing for someone but can only look at his portrait through a mobile phone repeatedly. Play music with a playlist of longing songs and hope that feeling soon disappears. But what happened was that feeling even more turbulent and self-torturing.

A feeling of longing is a natural feeling possessed by humans. Feelings of longing can be addressed to anyone, especially to loved ones.

When the feeling of longing is harbored for too long, then the pain is obtained. Moreover, the feeling of longing will continue to haunt you over time.

" If you are currently feeling a longing that is so deep, try to overcome it by looking for busyness, such as reading a book, watching a movie, enjoying the outside atmosphere, or if possible try to make a video call." Lauren said when she saw Nathalia just spend the weekend by playing the song Nathan used to sing.

" Hmm, if only I could..." Pekik Nathalia.

" What did Nathan do that you couldn't make a video call with him?" Lauren said as she sat next to Nathalia.

" I don't know..."

" How could you not know..."

" He didn't say anything, he just said that he was going to another part of the country." Pekik Nathalia while lying on Lauren's lap.

"Missing for you is my hobby now, thinking of you being my job, making you happy is my job, and loving you is my life. Months without news from you seemed to make me live half to death." Pekik raga Nathalia.

"You can love someone so much, but you can never love someone as much as you can miss them." Nathan's body is still struggling through his critical period.

Her mother continued to cry and pray for Nathan's recovery.

" Maybe someday we'll meet again as characters in different stories, hopefully we can share for life." Pekik Nathan's.

"Love is missing someone every time you part, but somehow feeling warm inside because you're close to heart."

" The reason why it is so painful to part is because our souls are connected."

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Nathalia is beginning to find a way to overcome deep longing.

He began to find his own busyness since he was expelled from the company for allegedly manipulating financial data.

Nathalia bans Lauren from protesting. For Nathalia let enough of God know. Nathalia believes that God will surely give karma to those who have betrayed others.

Natalia started creating her own online site for Lauren's boutique.

Nathalia often lives products and communicates with buyers so Nathalia feels much better.

But that only applies to the afternoon to evening when Nathalia is in the boutique.

While inside her house, Nathalia recalls Nathan and his longing.

"You know someone is very special to you when days don't feel right without them." Lauren said as she brought a glass of warm milk to Nathalia.

" Drink..."

" Thank you mom."

" Thinking someone is part of loving them. If you never part, you'll never really know how strong your love is." Lauren Said.

Lauren then remembered about the past when she was so happy to live the household ark. Until a disaster comes and forces Lauren to part with her husband.

When they are in a time of quarrel, there is never any love between them. But the love was felt again and only realized when it was separated.

"I don't know what the name is, the distance between seconds, but I always think of Nathan in that interval."

" Mom.."

" Yes, baby?"

" Did Momy think the longing I felt for Nathan was too much?"

"You realize how much you really miss someone when something happens, good or bad, and the only person you want to tell is the one who isn't there."

" It was because Mommy was also once young like you." Lauren Said.

" You know, the most painful thing is not being able to look directly at the face of someone we care about. Although now it has been facilitated with the sophistication of technology, namely video calls but still not enough can be a longing drug."

" Did Momy miss someone until now?"

Lauren smiled, she got up and walked shut the window of Nathalia's room.

" yes. Although Momy always stresses to herself that Momy does not miss her but in reality deep down Momy misses her most and even tucked away a prayer and hope that someday she can see it again even if only a glimpse of the ad passes"

" Hmmm, may I know who that is?" Goda Nathalia.

" Haha, why is it momy's business anyway?"

" It's okay. Who knew Natalia could help mommy to meet the person Mommy really misses."

You'll never find it even if I tell you who I miss Natalia, because the person I miss is actually the person I used to spend time with. And that man is your father.

" Mom, why is Mommy quiet?"

" Natalia, love is like a cold-blooded poet who is good at incising wounds. Missing like a simple rhyme that has no death. If this heart is no longer able to stem all longing, there is nothing else to do but pray for it."

If in this moment I can only endure longing, there are times when I can meet and let go of this sense of longing with you.

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" heart on the road." Said a man who was taking a woman away along with a baby.

" Thank you for taking me."

The man smiled and handed me a ticket and an envelope.

" What is this?"

" That's a ticket and money for you. Although not much but I hope it is enough to support the survival of you and the baby for the next few months. I'm sure you'll soon find a better way to make money."

The woman was silent. In his heart it hurt so much. It turns out that separation is the most painful thing compared to Missing.

" Please accept. Think of it as a form of my sense of responsibility for you and the baby you're carrying." Said the man who was none other than the father of the baby.

And the woman who was preparing to leave with a baby was none other than Lauren.

Lauren stared at the ticket and the envelope in the man's hand.

No, it is not just a regular ticket but a Visa and passport for travel abroad.

So this is what you want to drive me away from this country so that I can never see you again.

Lauren wiped away the tear from her cheek before she took what the man had given her.

Lauren turned around and was about to enter the airport boarding pass.

Unexpectedly the man hugged her.

" I'm sorry, I love you so much and will always miss."

Lauren remained silent in a place that did not intend to turn around because the hug was only for a short while. He left and never looked back.

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