The Twins Forbidden Love: Nathan And Nathalia

Chapter 51: The House

The wheel of life is always turning. Sometimes people are at the top, sometimes they are at the bottom. The events of life alternate, there is a sense of happiness, disappointment, pleasure, sadness, anger. It has all been felt by everyone.

In living life, sometimes experiencing deep sadness.

Man is a creature of God, endowed with feelings and reason. That is one reason sad words feel able to respond, describe and represent feelings.

Even so as humans do not be too protracted in sadness.

Surrender yourself to the Almighty and return to rise.

Nathalia was inside the church not far from the hospital where Hektor was struggling to stay alive.

"It hurts when you do your best, but it's still not enough. Not not to do my best but to make an effort to reveal what I can never have." Lirih Nathalia.

" God why are you so evil by playing with this heart. Why are you playing with a love I've never had before."

" You found me with Nathan and you made love grow so big and then suddenly you blew that love away with the fact that Nathan was my brother."

" Now you've been kind enough to meet my real father but you also seem to want to play around with him too."

" I'm tired, I've been hurt enough by the fact that I'll never be able to unite with Nathan, Nathan, Do not take my father also give him the opportunity so that I can feel the affection of a father that I have never had before."

Imelda who happened to be there was also crying hearing what Natalia had just said.

He wanted to go there but he felt awkward. So Imelda decided to go from there.

"I don't know if my place is really here. I don't have anyone to talk to." Lirih Nathalia.

" Every time people ask me if I'm okay, it reminds me that I'm not okay. God taught me how to pretend until I forgot that I was pretending."

" The process of maturing in this life is through the trials that occur in your life." Said Fikri sitting next to Natalia.

" Dady..."

" It is not easy to let go or maintain what was originally good suddenly changed drastically to very bad. One of the protections from disappointment is having a rush."

" I've been trying to heal myself so that I'll forget this disappointment and pain. But the more I tried to forget it it seemed like the pain and disappointment was haunting me."

"Some days are just bad days, that's all. You have to experience sadness to know happiness, and I remind myself that not every day is going to be a good day, that's how it is!" Said Fikri who continued to give encouragement to Natalia.

She was in Natalia's position when she found out that Lauren had found the patch of her heart. So Fikri was determined to make Natalia's heart as strong as it seemed so that she could survive beside Lauren even as a friend.

"Pain is persistent when treated. God whispers to us in our pleasure, speaks in our conscience, but cries out in our pain. It's his megaphone to raise up a deaf world." Fikri said while looking at the Lord Jesus.

" It's sad to know that Nathan and I are done. But, looking back, I have many wonderful memories that make me want to go to God and ask him for justice directly."

"You can never control who you fall in love with, even when you're in the saddest, most confusing moment of your life. You don't fall in love with other people because they're fun. It just happened. You have to be strong you have to accept reality and you have to be able to restart your relationship with Nathan as a brother."

"The most painful thing is to lose yourself in the process of loving someone too much, and forget that you are special too. First, accept the sadness. Realize that without losing, winning is not very good." Fikri said before he left Nathalia.

"Let my soul smile through my heart and my heart smile through my eyes so that I can spread a rich smile in a sad heart." Nathalia said as she walked out of the church.

When Natalia had left the church, Nathan, who had been hiding behind a large wall, came out and saw Natalia's departure with grief.

" God shouldn't you let my love grow and want Natalia to be my heart's lover if it turns out you made us brothers." Pekik Nathan's.

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Three days later, Hektor is in a coma, when Felix and Fikri decide to take Hektor to a foreign country, and he acts as if he is healthy.

Nathan and Natalia looked at each other as they entered Hektor's room and found Hektor standing in his clothes as if he was ready to return home.

" Dad What do you do Why you get out of bed Daddy has to stay there." Nathalia.

" Kid I'm cured and I want to go home now."

" but..."

" Stttt, don't talk too much Come on I've been so anxious to bring you home to let you know that you still have a place to go." Hektor said, holding Nathan and Natalia's hands.

Lauren, Imelda Tia and Felix are also astonished by Hektor, but they have no power to keep Hector in the hospital.

Finally, with the permission of the doctor, Hektor was allowed to go home.

At home, Hektor gives a box to Nathan and Natalia.

" That's your pictures before you get out of here. Bring and keep this so that you can restart the relationship between you that was previously a relationship of lovers into a relationship of brotherhood." Hektor said with a smile.

Only Nathan saw the photos when he was a baby, while Natalia chose to be quiet.

" Nathalia I know this is the hardest thing for you, but I'm sure as time goes by you'll get used to this."

" Yes Dad, I'm gonna try to forget everything I ever had for Nathan and replace it with feelings for you."

" I once hoped to just disappear from this world. The world looked so dark and I cried all night. Would I feel better if I disappeared?"

" If you prefer to disappear rather than find a way to the problems you are facing it means you will never grow up. Because until whenever you face something bigger than this then you always want to disappear without wanting to find a way to get the solution."

" Don't cry because it's over, smile because it's already happened."

"Everyone has a secret of grief that the world does not know; and we often call him a cold person, when he is only sad."

" Nathan, Nathalia come here let me hold you." Hektor.

With hesitation Nathan and Natalia Hektor and they hugged for a long time.

" I miss you guys. Nathan you must be a strong person because you're going to take my place to take care of our family."

" Nathalia you have to be a tough woman like your mother. You have to be like him and learn how he can hide his wounds so beautifully that no one knows if behind the smile and the joy that has always been seen there is a very deep wound."

Neither Nathan nor Natalia answered Hektor's advice.

They just shed tears at each other.

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