
A few months passed so quickly..
Olaf really kept his promise to stay by Natalia's side.
He doesn't care if when he returns to America he will be tried by his whole family for leaving behind a huge responsibility for the sake of a woman.
For Olaf, there is nothing more important than the happiness of Natalia.
Bella and Elsa are also busy with their careers.
One of them tries to strategize to get Nathan's heart.
" It's not that Natalia's sign will never be together so I'm sure there'll be a chance for me to get Nathan's heart."
Meanwhile, Tia and Felix have not invited Nathan to return to the UK considering that Nathan seems quite happy to be in Indonesia and is familiar with Emil and Imelda.
Tia and Felix allow Nathan to stay longer in Indonesia while they both return to England to take care of their company.
Silent Tia and Felix try to find out from Natalia but they are surprised to find out that Natalia is no longer in England.
Tia and Felix agree not to tell Nathan this because they are afraid Nathan will get sad.
Yep.
Although Nathan did not tell them his grief but as a parent who took care of Nathan as a child of course they knew what Nathan really felt.
They even often heard will say longing words and also words of loss shown to Natalia.
Tia and Felix can't do anything because they want Nathan to be able to rediscover a way out for the problems his heart is facing.
That's why when Nathan said that he wanted to stay longer in Indonesia, Tia and Felix felt very happy at least they would not see Nathan's sad face again when it comes to returning to England.
Tia and Felix are convinced Nathan will come alone once he feels better.
In Indonesia Nathan was preoccupied with helping small businesses previously founded by Hektor.
And thanks to the hard work done Nathan and his experience in the field of business that makes the small business is now large and has several branches in just a few months.
Imelda was overwhelmed by what Nathan was doing.
He felt like he saw Hektor when he was young.
Imelda actually often noticed Hektor since they were both still building households.
Imelda, who was a loyal customer of the restaurant founded by Hektor and Lauren, always admired Hektor who was hardworking and always tried to do whatever was best for her family.
And who would have thought that starting from talking to each other about each other's problems got them involved Love and finally they did something that Lauren could not accept.
If anyone asks who Emil is the answer is certainly Emil son of Imelda and Hektor.
After the twins are gone from the lives of Hektor and Imelda.
Hektor took email and treated it around the world to make the egg fertile again so that it can be fertilized.
The work Hektor did was not in vain.
Two years after that, Imelda was finally able to get pregnant although then her uterus had to be removed.
But Hektor and Imelda were grateful that at least God was still willing to entrust the child to them.
Although during the day he looks to work hard but at night he still can not cover his loss.
Nathan tries to find Natalia's whereabouts and tries to contact her but all of his efforts are nil.
Nathan once tried to ask for help from Bella and Elsa to see and check on Natalia's condition but the answers obtained really make Nathan disappointed.
" Will it be like this you want to get away from my life?. You even shut down all your access." Pekik Nathan's.
" Did you still remember Natalia's sister whom you couldn't find?" Emil asked when he overheard what Nathan said.
And as usual Nathan always smiles to answer questions from Emil.
"It is not that this heart does not hurt and it is not that it is not broken, nor that it does not hurt. It's just that submission always accompanies, even though I try not to think about it but I keep thinking about it because well you know for yourself that I never knew love until I met him."
" I have been sincere that our relationship is only a brother and I have asked him to jointly start this brotherly relationship. But it looks like he chose to start this fraternal relationship by moving away from me."
"The relationship is like glass. Sometimes it's better to let it break than to get you hurt just to put it back together." Emil.
" You're saying he doesn't want to restart a fraternal relationship with me?" Ask Nathan.
" It's not that I don't think Natalia needs time. I am a woman, I understand her feelings. And if I were Natalia's sister maybe I'd do the same. It took me a long time to understand that the love I thought was with me my whole life had to end because we were brothers."
Nathan was silent he was pervading what Emil had just said.
It may be true that Natalia left not because she did not want to start a new relationship as a brother with Nathan, but because indeed Natalia needed time alone to accept the fact that her lover was her own brother.
It's so bad Nathan blames fate why he and Natalia should be brothers.
Why not make their relationship damaged because of something, why fate ended their relationship because they are brothers.
It is more painful when the relationship has to end because of the affair.
Natalia wherever you are May you now be surrounded by happiness. Let me be friends here lonely, in the moment of lara, in the moment of injury, in the moment when the heart can no longer embrace each other. Miss you.
I know my heart will never be the same, but I try to convince myself that I will be okay.
Every time people ask me if I'm okay, it reminds me that I'm not okay.
I am not okay because every day my sense of longing for you is growing and the sense of wanting to meet is huge.
I don't know if my place is really here. I have no one to talk to.
There is nothing more painful than realizing that you mean everything to me, but you are no longer beside me.
How can you forget about you while you give me so many wonderful memories.
The good days and good times we have always spent together make me even more unable to forget you.
I may regret loving you for a while. But, to me, I'm more sorry that I've lost you all your life...
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