The Twins Forbidden Love: Nathan And Nathalia

Chapter 53: The Loss

" Felix, I want after I'm gone you'll give my heart to Nathan."

" Hektor what are you talking about?."

" I just feel that I won't live for a longer time."

" Don't talk nonsense. You just got together with your children and also the two women you love the most why do you feel that you are going to leave them?"

" Felix promised me you'd give my heart to Nathan."

" No no, if I say he's that means I don't want to try to get you back to healing."

" Felix promise me."

" Hektor you must heal."

" Please promise me you'll give my heart to Nathan."

Felix closed his eyes before finally agreeing to Hektor's request.

All the families could not help but cry when Felix said the last request from Hektor.

Nathan, of course, refused Hector's final request because he felt he was well after the surgery.

" Daughter but this is your father's last wish I hope you can accept it to keep things from happening to you in the future." Imelda.

That same day Nathan returned for a heart transplant.

Nathalia herself no longer knew what to do, not finished he rearranged his heart because the marriage that was in front of his eyes ran aground now sadness came back to him because the figure of the father he had just met was gone for eternity.

Natalia felt that the happiness God gave her was so short.

Natalia walked alone through the streets, not knowing where she was going until she saw a church.

"The special presence of others can give a person their own color in life. However, there is a saying that every meeting must have a farewell. Farewells can occur because of various things, ranging from being separated by distance, separated by others, or separated by death. It is this separation that then makes a person feel lost."

" In order not to drag on in sadness, it's good to immediately face the sense of loss. If you feel lost, you can start to let go. Gather the courage to express your feelings."

Natalia was still listening to what was being discussed at the time but her view was still empty she did not know what to do and how to. Only tears bear witness to the disappointment of fate.

Until the congregation had started to leave the church Natalia was still there.

" Natalia it turns out you're here I'm looking for you everywhere."

" Jenner..." Sapa Nathalia.

" Everybody is looking for your whereabouts."

" For what?"

" Hais you this how the hell. Today is Nathan's operation, everyone wants us to gather there to offer prayers and support to Nathan."

" Go away I'll catch up later." Nathalia said without seeing Emil.

Emil let out a long sigh before he finally decided to sit next to Nathalia.

"Sometimes man must reach the point of loss to understand the meaning of presence, compassion, and loyalty." Emil.

" It's easy if we just lose someone who will disappear from sight. But it's gonna be a lot harder when we lose her figure but her body's still with us." Pekik Nathalia.

" I've tried to write a thousand farewell words so that this heart can come back strong. But all I feel is one, which is loss."

"No matter what you've lost, as long as you're grateful to God, you've lost nothing."

"The meaning of a presence will be felt when loss has taken it away, if it happens, then only regret will be created." Nathalia said that made Emil no longer able to speak.

Emil could feel the disappointment that his brother was experiencing. Having just lost a lover she had to lose a father figure who was never even present in her life.

Emil became sorry because all this time he always ignored Hektor. Though he should be able to spend a lot of time with her because Emil is the luckiest among the other siblings because he can spend time with family.

"Happiness can come at any time and in unexpected ways. After finding out that you have someone who always makes you happy, now you have to let go." Emil.

" I've let go and let my love go and change the love between brothers. But losing the father figure that I had not even felt for so long was truly wiping out my power to keep staring at the world." Pekik Nathalia with a glare.

" Natalia forgive me for not letting your disappointment wane."

" It's okay, don't blame yourself. It's just me being so slow to get back up." Nathalia said with a smile.

"Even a happy life can never be separated from sadness. I lost him and my father, but I will be happy for them.

Come on, everyone's gonna be waiting for us." Pekik Nathalia.

Emil smiles and they walk home but do not return home, but to the hospital where Nathan will perform heart transplant surgery.

Emil accompanied Nathalia wherever she went.

It's the third day since the heart transplant and Nathan is still in a coma.

Doctors say that this is common in those who have recently had a heart transplant.

Today, Nathalia ventured into Nathan's room alone. Usually he never wants to go in there alone. He always asked for the company of anyone as long as he was not alone.

But today, Nathalia wants to meet and say goodbye to Nathan.

He had already decided he wanted to start a new life, and for that Nathalia needed to get a little away from Nathan.

" O Nathan, it's the third day why do you still close your eyes, is the world of the subconscious much more beautiful than this world?"

"Nathan.., Today, I want to talk about loss happily. I won't remember you anymore as a memory, but a lesson. Thank you for all the experiences you created."

"Thank you for giving me so much happiness. Now I know, one form of loving is letting it go. I'm ready to go, sorry if I have to go and break the little promise we made in front of Dad that we'll always be together."

"Thank you for coming into my life and making me happy, thank you for loving me and accepting my love. But most importantly, thank you for making me realize that there was a time when I could finally let you go."

" Please pray that my heart may quickly recover from this growing wound. So when we get reunited I no longer have any love but love because we are brothers." Nathalia.

" Nathan I'm sorry I can't wait for your recovery because if I say goodbye to your eyes then it'll get harder for me. I've made changes by daring to come to you alone even though in my heart there is still a desire to embrace you feel the beauty of happiness that you have ever given."

" I'll go, happy to find your own happiness after this, I love you, my happiness."

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