The Shah of First Love

SINNER

AMARENDRA put down a glass of ginger milk Cup for Mr. Muji. Mr. Muji smiled and pulled his shoulders to sit together.

Long after meeting with Kani in the Square, he decided to really stop contacting Kani and Kani did not dare to disturb him even though he wanted and missed.

“I want to stop, Sir.” Amarendra looked down as Mr. Muji looked at him.

“Why? Got another job?”

“Still waiting for news.”

“Where do you want to work?”

“Ke Japan, Sir.”

“Waduh, away..”.

“Many things I should forget until need to go far.”

Mr. Muji instead laughed crisply and Amarendra frowned, could-be he mocked so, he was heartbroken because of the man and his daughter.

“Amar, no matter how far you go, bitter and sweet memories you can never forget, they become one with you because they happen in your life. May you be a successful person, I certainly pray.” He patted the young man on the shoulder and Amarendra looked down miserably. “Message Father..” He stopped and Amarendra raised his face.

“Never leave prayers, as busy as you are, there is no reason to wish to carry out obligations.” Mr. Muji smiled and Amarendra bowed in guilt.

“I am a sinner, sir, very dirty. Spreading the prayer rug alone feels inappropriate.” His voice was hoarse and Mister Muji raised one eyebrow.

“Lantas you want to increase your dirty by leaving your obligations as a Muslim, Amar?”

Amarendra gasped, confused to answer what.

“You are as bad as we are, the obligation must still be carried out well because we are servants who need God instead of the other way around. Once you leave it, there will be many errors that you do, but if you take care of it, no matter how difficult your problems and life may be, you will always be able to overcome them because you are grateful that only God is close and will never give you disappointment like humans. The man when the family is not only obliged to provide but also guide his wife and children. If your wife and son make a mistake, it's a test. Educating is harder than feeding.

“If you could learn about the world from all those books. Why not study the afterlife while you are still given the chance to live? Faith does not guarantee itself and the family is spared from what is called error because that's what humans, naturally do wrong, fix it is a choice born of a thought.”

Are these tips for relaxing life by Mr Muji? The burden of squeezing, the economy wrapped around, he was always relaxed and even laughed a lot even busy helping others. Mr. Muji believes everything is set to be so, his turn to face it can be sincere or complaining. If mentioned the series of loads is clearly very piled up especially at the age that is no longer young will return to have children.

“You still have your Mother, don't you? Fixing your life for the woman who gave birth to you and for filial piety is hard, not until the end of our parents' lives but until our last point in the world. I'm happy to see young people like you, go wherever you come never leave God later you forget the road.” Mr. Muji again patted Amarendra on the shoulder and Amarendra could not lift his face in front of this extraordinary man.

“Oh yes, Amar. You at that time could not come to visit after the holiday, if you could please come to the wedding of your son, yes. One more week.” Mr. Muji smiled and Amarendra nodded with a feeling of remorse.

Slowly he looked at Mr Muji and asked, “What are the customs in the village that are so attached can be lost, sir?”

Mr. Muji did not understand and improved his position.

“Means?”

“Iya in the village, the women who are considered not to need to go to high school, minors have been married because of matchmaking.” Amarendra was afraid to say it wrong.

“Oh, it depends on each choice if I personally do not want to do it.” Mr. Muji smiled and got up when he heard the dawn Adhan reverberate.

Amarendra stood up and patted her shoulder.

“Not the son of the Father who will get married because the Father is a match?” tanyanya and Pak Muji shook their heads. Amarendra was confused and his forehead folded.

“I also wonder why Kaniraras suddenly want to get married, previously he was always angry when mentioned about young marriage. She chose her own future husband, our neighbor, I will not match any of my children, they have the right to choose especially Kaniraras, he said, I could never forgive myself until now for not being able to realize his dream of becoming a teacher, which I could match up to after that. Kaniraras is not a child who wants to be arranged especially about men.” Mr. Muji smiled then took Amarendra to the mosque. With limp footsteps, as well as teary eyes, Amarendra did not expect Kani to lie to him again. If not for being betrothed especially if not for Kani indeed being interested in Kalingga, turning away from him that was dark without this future and it really slammed down his pride as a man. It has hurt many times because it was tricked and had to hurt again because it was realized that the quality was very low to be the man Kani chose.

Amarendra continued to look at the man next to him, he tried to restrain himself and regret his actions that yesterday had ignored Mr. Muji.

“We met unintentionally and I liked you with everything that was on you and then I fell in love and I thought you were the same.

But in fact, I was asked to be present at every event in your life just to be a temple.

It's hard for me to say ‘Pamit’ because I know you won't care and maybe I want to keep holding you for the last time, just keep me low in front of you. I'm leaving, my darling and happy congratulations to the man you chose to complement your life.”.