The Shah of First Love

JUST DIE

“When the event at Rosi's house, was there an incident or what made this gossip so undeniable?” amarendra said to Yana. He came to ask after learning from Raihan what happened in the village, about his favorite girl.

“Heri does exist, she almost did crazy things to Kani. Kani fights back, she falls down crying too. I swear, my mother and I will be present at the deliberation to prove that Kani is not wrong,” said Yana willing to install the body because there is no way she just kept quiet. Kani was his friend since childhood.

Amarendra rubbed his face rough and Raihan patted his shoulder.

“When is the show, Yan?” ask Amarendra.

“Tonight, only because Heri's parents yesterday did not exist,” replied Yana and Amarendra staring at his phone. Kani's number has not been active yet, she is hard to ask if she is okay.

“His phone must have been seized by his father. It's in the village, Maren. Small things are easy to be the subject of gossip and attention, but clearly in the photo Kani same Heri not assortment. But the name is also the mouth of people, can not be controlled especially those who are happy and excited to provoke. Later I ask Kenanga about the state of Kani,” said Raihan calms Amarendra who looks so tangled and confused. Obviously, because it's been four days Kani has no news.

Amarendra had offered to attend the event tonight but Raihan and Yana did not agree, it was not good, later he would be carried away because some people knew he and Kani were close. Even Amarendra should have stayed away for some time, if he wanted the best for Kani. Amarendra weighed the words of both are true, do not let because he was worried instead make the situation more complicated. He hopes that everything will be revealed soon, he can't imagine how frustrated Kani is now with all the problems and accusations.

At the family home of Mr. Muji. Kani never ate the food that her mother put on the board. He remained silent until the food was cold. Let alone wanting to bribe, he instead continued to think of wanting to end life instead of enjoying and patiently waiting until everything was revealed. He can't take it anymore. Somehow apparently now, not sleeping, rarely eating, lazy out of the room because his father would not like.

Kani drowned her face on her lap, crying as she pleased and gasping as the sound of the kitchen door opened, rattling loudly.

“Ismi.” The voice of his mother Rara and Rere was heard, I don't know what and Kani wiped her tears. He ventured out and Bu Atik looked at him fixedly. “How are you, Kani?” Bu Atik smiled and Kani rubbed her cheeks. Not answering.

“Out!” snapped Kani and Bu Atik jerked. “Don't come here just to see how I'm doing. Uwa wishes what? Wish I saw my belly go belly up? I'm not pregnant!!” her screams shed tears and Bu Atik retreated away.

“Rara and Rere even knew what happened that night but why they were silent like FOOLs seeing this relative in slander. Yeah obviously, I know, they're on purpose. Parents are the same child. Feel your child is most holy because you don't know what they're out there!” firmly Kani and Bu Ismi who just returned home was shocked to see Bu Atik sculpting with a pale face. “Listen to this, Uwa, also tell his Father that the children of Uwa are busy trading the slander that befell his nephew and feel to be the most perfect parents. What you do will turn around someday, and Kaniraras until anytime will wait,” said Kani toilet and Bu Ismi pulled his shoulder.

“Kani, she Uwa you.” Miss Ismi whispered.

“She just came to touch my stomach, Mom. He wants to make sure whether this stomach is big or not!” kani exclaimed and pulled her shirt up to her chest, showing how flat her stomach was, were there any signs of pregnancy? What Kani did made Bu Atik not wince. Be aware of something wrong, done by her husband and children.

Bu Ismi growled upset at hearing his son's complaint, as soon as he pulled Bu Atik to get out of his house. Kani cries and Miss Ismi is overwhelmed to calm her down.

“Kani is going to die, Mom. Kani TIRED! You don't even believe in this son, you trust the same words of the people out there. I don't love Kani. Kani wants to die!” Kani beat the floor, tortured herself, scratched and beat her face.

Kenanga and Shamsir who had just returned home cried to see what had happened. It was so hard their mother calmed Kani who kept screaming wanting TO DIE.

“Kani, istigfar... Asstaghfirullah hal adzim.” Ms. Ismi took her son to be quiet, Kani was exhausted and limp in her arms, Ms. Ismi kept asking her son to be aware. Sure that there is a way out. “Just look at Mom, don't look at others, there are still mothers who believe in Kani. My son is not, I believe. If Kani doesn't exist, what kind of mother? Enough, Son. Don't ask for such a death, istigfar.” She continued to caress her son's hair and Kani just cried sobbing.