The Love of Young Master

CHAPTER 37 Le Pasta In the family room of the Wirajaya

In addition to grandfather who will finance the study of Puspa in France. Mama also seems to really approve the departure of Puspa to the city of Paris, France. It turned out to be quiet - my family had prepared everything. Including passports and other documents are ready. Even mama has contacted Le Pasta to help find a place to live around where Puspa took Culinary art. All without my knowledge. I felt lied to and betrayed by my own family.

" What is true, Mah ? Why did Mama Permitin Puspa go there? She is still my legal wife. She should have asked my permission as her husband. " Protests.

Mama patted my shoulder slowly. " That's it! This is all mama did as a form of regret mama because all this time ignored the presence of Puspa in this house. Mama has been too evil with her until - until she had to stress and lose the granddaughter of the mother she was carrying. Your problem is still husband and wife or not. You can decide now. You can divorce her now. " Answer mama flat.

I snorted irritatedly at Mama's statement just now. " What redeemed ma. It's called mama even torturing her own son. Why did my mom keep away from me the same. Long time it was mah. Far more. How's the mama! " Fold my hand on my chest and turn my face away from my mother.

Grandfather who had been watching our debate suddenly spoke up. " It's Satria. All this Puspa who wants. He asked to continue his studies. This is also good for his future. You should also support him, not even hamper his mind. "

" Yes I know cake. All for the future, too. But, why did grandpa send him away from me? Why not in Indonesia? Why not come with me too? Or at least he could go to college with me." I was getting upset to hear Grandpa's statement.

" Loh, you protested. It says you don't love Puspa. Mama said you want to be paired with Shasha? Your mama said, you used to beg Shasha to be your life companion. Then why now you so arrived - suddenly whining about the departure of Puspa to France. " Grandfather made me feel more and more like protesting because he brought Shasha's name to our conversation this time.

" No. I don't want a wife like Shasha. I want Puspa. "

Mama and grandpa suddenly laughed when they heard my statement. Papa who arrived - arrived in the middle of us was astonished because my mother and grandfather were laughing together while I was seen singing my lips.

" What the hell is it? How much of a race?" Ask papa curious.

" This is a letter, Satria protested because Puspa wanted to go to France. Moreover, he protested that he was betrothed to Shasha. Even though he himself did not want to marry Puspa. Is it funny, Pa? This satria has not been 20 years old. But his thoughts were marriage and marriage. How is the fate of our company if all he thinks about is women. " Mama explained everything at length in front of papa.

Papa told me to sit next to him. " Satria, you haven't turned 20. But, the problems that befall you end - this end makes you have to think more mature and responsible. As a father, you can only tell. You better think about the feelings of your wife who is very young. Her love - her love - suddenly shattered because of her pregnancy out of wedlock. Marriage happens too early. When he received everything. Her feelings were again shattered because her baby died. His heart was broken continuously and tubed. Besides, your behavior out there with Shasha can't be covered up anymore either. Everything has become a disgrace to our family. It might make Puspa crumble for once more. Are you sure you can make Puspa come back with you after you've done him a lot wrong?"

Papa's last question made me realize. Yeah, can I make Puspa love me again like we used to when we were dating. When I haven't hurt her feelings much. Is there any other way Puspa could get back into my arms? I don't know, there's too many wounds I've given her.

" Papa's right. I can't be too selfish with myself. I'm guilty of a lot with him. It might be a little difficult for him to open his heart a second time. But, am I wrong if I want Puspa to stay with me? Pa, fine if that's what he wants. Maybe with time Puspa will be able to forgive me. "

" Pa, but I won't divorce her until she asks for it herself. I let him think during his studies. I hope that as time passes he will slightly reduce his disappointment towards me. "

" It's up to you that Papa will no longer get in the way of your love when he really can forgive all your mistakes. Do you know why Satria?"

I shook my head, "No. I don't understand what papa means. "

" For it is only the one who truly loves you who will accept all the shortcomings and mistakes that you have made. That is a sign that there is nothing better than accepting it sincerely. And that's when your love is already at a higher level. So why do we get in the way. "

" Yes, so now you have to let Puspa go to get what he wants. You should also be able to test your love for him. After 2 years of your separation will your love survive separated by distance and time." Papa further explained.

I just stuck trying to digest the word for word that papa just said.

" So, can I still be with him after his return from Paris? "

Papa looked at my mom. Mama then replied, "Yes if that's what you want mama can do. Mama is used to seeing Puspa in this house. It turns out that having a daughter-in-law from the bottom is not too bad if she is a smart girl like Puspa. Mama will cancel your matchmaking event with Shasha. Aunt Dian is a good person, she definitely understands what you want. "

" really? " Sumringah.

Mama nodded steadily while smiling sincerely at me. Spontaneously I hugged my mom and kissed her soft cheeks, "Thank you, ma ". Pleased speech.

" yes. But that's if you can be sure about Puspa. Kan Puspa does not necessarily want to be with you anymore. "

I let go of my tight hug to my mom. Yes, it is true even though my mother has approved of our relationship, not necessarily Puspa wants to get back in touch with me. I also just smiled bitterly.

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