The Love of Young Master

Chapter 13 My First Love

First love

Back again I told you when I was still sitting in middle school, the same thing as Reno's sister who likes Puspa and started her first love when she was a teenager. I am the same. I liked a girl when I was in junior high school, every day her feelings were messed up, her mind drifting somewhere. This head feels full of his face, not his tormented play when only the shadow of his face and smile flying before my eyes if until a day did not meet him.

Maybe for someone else this is too much, but she's the sweetest girl I've ever met. She was so sweet that her face never disappeared from my daydream. Whatever he wants me to stay call Mr. Grace your personal assistant, then ask him for help to fulfill his wish.

The silly things that maybe only a grown man can do for his partner, all I do for him at my old age. Maybe it was all because of the credit card and ATM facilities with unlimited balances provided by my parents. I can fulfill all my desires and especially my favorite girl. From the start he wanted to watch his idol K-POP concert but there it was hard to get a VIP ticket, I could easily. At that time I contacted Mr. Grace to find and book a place until it can be any price.

Even though the price of concert tickets was very expensive and I did not like the artists from Korea at all. For the sake of being with him, I willingly crammed and hours accompanied him. I still remember, he was so cry - cry joyful to be able to watch his idol at the front. Meet and take photos with your idol. After that he also had days of smiles - his own smile when he met me. How happy to see him smiling thank you to me. Even when mom found out I was scattering ATMs just for the sake of watching concerts, and cutting my pocket money that month. It's not a big deal to me. I still persistently pursue the love of my beloved girl.

The other day, when he got a birthday and I gave him a thousand balloons. My sweet girl, prancing around in joy, yes even after she flew it was all balloons - balloons in the air. I've done it too, though! Yes despite this idea I got a cheat sheet of his favorite romantic movies.

There are also many other things that I cheat from the movie scene - romantic movies. But what power, all those things are nil results. He was completely untouchable when I did all of that. That's also because actually the idea of Reno's brother also who asked me to find out his favorite of the movie he had ever watched.

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But honestly, even though he underestimated my kindness and concern a lot. I have always loved it from the beginning until now. Maybe the other girl who approached me a lot had a prettier face. But, the other girls just pass by. She was too special for me, I locked my heart to her. Although disappointment after disappointment that I finally got after I sacrificed a lot for him.

One of my biggest disappointments was when I found out that he liked another man who was none other than Reno's sister. My heart was heartbroken and broken to pieces when I knew my first love girl even liked Reno's sister, not me. Even though Reno is also the person who has always given me ideas. I felt betrayed by the two of them, especially Brother Reno.

The reason he rejected me first was that he said I was childish and not like Reno's brother who was calm and mature. He compared me to Reno's brother who was clear from the age we were 3 years apart.

I'm still too whiny to be her date mate. To be his first lover. Yes, it turned out that my first love was rejected raw because she compared me to others. More painful because he compared me to Reno's sister, he liked Reno's brother, Grandpa's adopted grandson. The adopted grandson who always steals what I love.

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" I'm sorry, not anything, there's another guy I like. And it wasn't you. He's a lot more mature. I like her very much. Long before you told me everything. Sorry, but don't be angry! I also hope we can still wait until sampe at any time. Even after you reveal all your love to me. I also understand that this might be a little difficult at first. But, in time you will also improve and realize that love cannot be imposed." The look on Shasha's face when I refused, I still remember until now.

I feel like running around and slapping Reno says it's not fair. I sacrificed a lot for why even other people he liked. Ah. Bedebah is Reno's brother!

" But, Sha. We will often walk with you also often play to my house. We hang out often. Same time as you all day. Then, you don't have any taste - what is Sha, the same me? Can't you think of your answer for me? Is that how you refuse me, Sha?"

" I'm sorry, are you not mistaken Satria. We walk three. There's Reno too, right? Wherever we are the three. I went to your place too because there was Brother Reno too. Don't misunderstand me. Not that I want to tempt you. I just want to deket the same brother Reno. I like her. So sorry if you've been misunderstanding me all this time. What I like is Reno's sister and it's not you... "

Uwwowws..

So that's what it feels like to be rejected and that's what it feels like to be in love. That's why it still hurts to this day. He was my first love and also the first one to reject my love. Since then, I have not believed in love. What is love. The ends - the ends you throw are also in vain - leave it too after you fight to die - die for his love. Love is fake. Love only exists in fairy tales for people who fantasize a lot.

But, after I think a lot, it is not Shasha's fault if she rejects me because of Reno's sister, Reno anyway also where - where likes and demen like the umbar - charm. Sok gentle, mature, cool is.. I am made angry.

Almost 80% of girls associated with Reno's sister must be in love with her. What a ugly thing I am. What good is Reno's brother in the eyes of girls.

Since then, my resolve has been unanimous. I'm not the only one who should be hurt by first love. But she also has to feel what it's like to lose first love. A love he will never forget in a lifetime. The love that makes your heart vibrate for the first time in life. Love that...

That's my biggest determination. Destroying Reno's first love. He broke his heart until he could no longer believe in love.

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