
" Well, it turns out you two are here. I thought you guys must be here, the front guard of the loo both of you came down here. Mama and Aunt Dian have been waiting for you both! Other mothers too. Come on, go back inside. We want to take your engagement date. " Mama didn't seem to hear what we said about that nasty photo on Shasha's phone.
" Ma, it seems like it's too soon to talk about fiancee. I'm the same Shasha was originally just a friend ma, we want to try to explore the character of each first ma. Yes, pedekate first ma. Yes, we can date it later. Isn't that 'em, Sha? " i'm making a little gesture to Shasha.
Shasha blinked her eyes to understand the situation, "Yes aunt. I agree with Satria, if the first meeting directly determines the date is a tight fit. If according to Shasha about the date we talk about again, aunty. Don't scorch either. Maybe Satria also still needs to think aunt. Yes, Satria. "
I nodded quickly.
' Tumben nih girls can be invited to compromise. ' I thought in my heart.
" Yes if that's what you want. Aunty, I can't do it anymore. Aunty really hopes you can get engaged quickly. Oh yeah, if that's aunty back inside. Not good to wait for another. I have an aunt show."
" Yes aunty, thanks aunty. Please tell mama too, Shasha went home first with Satria ya aunty... " Sha says goodbye to mom. Mama went back upstairs leaving us both in the parking lot.
***
It's late at night. I drove my vehicle to Shasha's apartment, forced to drive her home. I'm curious about everything that's happened recently. Especially this matchmaking event. Made my heart almost fall out.
" She, why are you changing now? In the past, the Shasha I knew wasn't like this. You changed, Sha. Now you are more mature. You are also a threatening girl. You are more reckless now. But I'm sure it's not you. You are not Sha. I-i know... You're special Sha, that's why I've been obsessed with you for so many years. I'm sure you're not the kind of girl you were just. Looking cheesy!" Shasha just stared at the streets. While I focus on driving. But, the question just arrived - it just flashed through my mind.
" Sha, you're not the cheap girl I imagined you to be. I didn't think you could be that close, Sha? ", i repeat my words affirming that what Shasha did to me was over the line. Because I did not expect that Shasha's love was just a lie and a temple.
Shasha was still silently staring as if not hearing what I said just now, "You are why diem Sha. You answered dong! Don't make me add sprain. I want you to stop all your silly games. All right, I'll give you some money. But , please after this you stop everything. I think that you never lack money. But, I wonder why you suddenly blackmailed me Sha. You are a model. Independent women who can find their own income. My dad has a lot of business too. You can usually sell your love and self-esteem just for money that is not how much. "
Shasha did not answer what, It seems that Shasha's insignificance disappeared, she turned grim. I don't know what he's thinking.
Shasha looked at me. Suddenly tears began to fall from both eyes.
I looked at Shasha in shock, "You're really crying Sha..? You why? You don't act and act again in front of me "I said sniffling.
" We say it all when we're in my apartment, yes" replied Shasha, wiping her tears with a tissue.
***
Inside Shasha's apartment
" Satria, actually I want to apologize to you. I'm sorry, I've been bothering you a lot. I will no longer trouble you. Your words just awakened me. I'm not that low woman. I realize I was wrong with you. But, honestly Satria, actually, I really love you Satria. I love you so much. Everything I do with you is sincere. I gave it all away - really with my heart at its deepest. I relate to you all sincere. I never meant to hurt your feelings. Especially for your nipu. I've never looked like that, Satria. " , Shasha this time was really crying sobbing.
His words came to a halt, he spilled his tears just like that, endlessly wiping them with his fingers. I'm still not flinching. I can't believe the drama that's going on right now.
" Drama moreover, Sha. You must be acting again, right ? Udahlah, your acting this time will not be able to menggelabuin me. I know what kind of girl you are. " My words are flat.
" yes. You have no right to believe in me. But, I was really hurt when you said that my love was just acting. You know, everything I love first and sincerely for you? You know, you're the only guy who ever fucked me. You know, I never had the heart to sell myself for money like you said. I'm not that bad as Satriaaa.." Now Shasha is really sobbing harder. His face changed instantly very brightly.
Honestly, I still don't believe what he's saying. But, the love I have for her is still left in my heart, seeing her cry like this I really can't bear.
I cuddled Shasha who was crying by herself on the sofa, "Have Sha.you don't have to cry until you've done the imaging." My words are still on him. Even though I am currently trying to calm him down a little.
Suddenly Shasha pushed me hard until I fell on the carpet, "What are you doing here. It's free I'm clear everything's the same as you. As soon as you leave now. I don't need you! I know, where - where I was just used as a tool. Your tools are rotten men! You know, my mama. Yeah, my stepmom's aunt Dian is just as rotten as you. Just want to use me for money! You are the same, using me for the satisfaction of your lust! You are all human beings - selfish and greedy! Now you go from before me! I don't care about Aunt Dian torturing my papa anymore. I don't care. Let me and Dad die alone. Let me meet mama and all gather together all the families in heaven." Shasha shouted loudly. His face was so furious, he was blurting out words I had never known before. Her tears are pouring. It seemed like Shasha had harbored everything herself for a long time. Shasha sat on the carpet. She folded her legs and lowered her face to her knees.
" There will be no one who truly loves me! I'm just a money-making and lustful doll! " Sobbing he laughed curled up - pangkal. I was surprised to see him.
I quickly approached Shasha, I hugged Shasha tightly. So all this time. The woman I love really loves me and she holds her own weight. Why did I get this stupid and never understood the situation that Shasha was in.
" Sha, I'm sorry. I'm too busy to worry about all my problems. Until I forget your name. I forgot to give you attention. I thought you were just happy shopping and I thought you were a matre. It turns out that money is not for you, but all for your stepmom, Sha.. I'm sorry, Shaa.." I hugged Shasha tight. My guilt suddenly seeped into my chest, and the warmth flowed back into it, making me****** her lips and Shasha replied warmly.
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