The Love of Young Master

CHAPTER 17 MY HUSBAND

Puspa still continues to rumble.

Rambled here and there when I was tired of responding to it.

An hour ago I calmed Shasha down. Raging my feelings. Now and now I have to face Puspa who seems to be going berserk too.

' Oh my God! Especially this? My heart has been broken all day. 'My cry is in my heart.

Puspa still looked at me sharply. Trying to get me to listen to his chatter. " You should thank Reno. He is always there when I need him. You should have been there. You are my husband. Not brother Reno. I was pregnant this big, at a very young age. Nineteen mas. Nineteen years. Not only are you young and can wander off as you please. You know I'm nineteen years old. It's a heavy burden for me. You don't know how I feel? I want to get out. Like other girls my age. Get out of this hell-bent house. I have no friends to confide in. I have no one - who.. Moreover, concerning pregnancy, the same who I have to tell if my legs are swollen - swollen. I get sick because my stomach gets cramps sometimes. Sometimes it is difficult to eat because of nausea. Sometimes it is difficult to sleep and difficult to breathe. I have to tell you who I am..There is no mother. Especially you.." Puspa. His voice was raucous.the more raucous until it was almost inaudible.

" You shadow dong mas, the girl as active as I fit was still school. Many activities from morning to evening that I work until I forget time. Now, I'm like a prisoner in this house all day can't go anywhere, anywhere, in fact, I can't leave the house at all because your parents are afraid that journalists will find out they're keeping pregnant women in the house. I have to settle - sludge kayak maling just for snacks to the minimarket. Even though I know they got me out of cctv. But, I sell it all for the sake of enjoying my favorite ice cream or even eating my favorite snacks. I can't see anyone - who. Even meeting my best friend cannot. You know, how many people have I lied to because of the reason I disappeared nobody knows? Stella also called me many times where and I never honestly told her that I was still in Indonesia. My other friends think I get a scholarship abroad until there is a school event I can not follow as an alumni. "

" She said you used to love me. We dated for almost a year. There are so many times that we spend the same. Have you forgotten all we've been doing together how long we've been the same - getting to know each other. Now, you are a part of my life. I was my husband. You will soon be a part of my son's life. You never mas a minute in a day think me at home, at least you think of your child... Ever not mas? Now I don't seem to know you at all. I don't know who my husband Satria I used to love is.. I don't know you now. Ye... " Puspa stopped his words.

It seemed like he was waiting for me to open my mouth and say something to him. He seemed to be waiting for a reaction from me. But I don't know what to answer.

Because it is true. For a second sometimes I never thought about his feelings, especially when I was outside the house. I have been busy and busy all day with college activities. The other day I was busy accompanying Shasha around the mall, the streets, the streets, or just shopping and eating at restaurants.

I completely forgot the time and never asked the situation Puspa even my son's condition I don't know. I was heartless at all and never thought about things that concerned the two of them. Never tried to do a job as a husband.

" I asked for a divorce after this child was born."

Suddenly the words just came out of his mouth. I didn't think the end of all that conversation was that he was asking for a divorce. While crying sobbing. Puspa ran small towards the room. His movements were not so fast as to hold his large belly. He went into his room, slammed the door and made no sound.

I was stunned and stared blankly at the door of Puspa's room. She must be crying in the room. My mind screams. There are too many sins and mistakes I have done to her. From starting to lie that I love her. Lying to love letters - love letters that I often love first is not the result of my work. Lying that I've been dating other women out there. Spent a lot of time with that woman. Sharing not only my feelings but also my body with other women. I realized I was a selfish man. And I realized I was a husband.

' Yes, I am a husband. Even though I was too young to accept it all. I'm a husband. ' I murmured in my heart. But what should I do with Puspa's request just now. I'm getting worried.

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With increasingly chaotic and worried thoughts. I set my feet heavily into my room on the upper floor. There I saw brother Reno standing there. Standing right in front of my bedroom door. Because the room is next to mine. It seems like Reno's brother is deliberately waiting for me there. He looked at me as if he wanted to protest about what had happened just now to me and Puspa.

Brother Reno seemed to have noticed my conversation with Puspa. He released the fold of his hand on his chest. Grabbing my hand that was going to go through it.

" Satria, we're talking outside. " He pulled me fast. More precisely dragged me out of the house.

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