The Love of Young Master

Chapter 24 All about us

Today the doctor came again to see my condition, it seems like my stitch wound has started to heal. It was a shame to see my body full of stitches.

But, in fact, this scar does not hurt. This wound actually incised a deeper heart wound and felt more pain. Sick because I have to lose a baby that I have painstakingly conceived.

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" C.heemmm.." Satria chuckled little to see me who constantly looked down at my stomach and stroked - elus my stomach.

I quickly pulled my blanket and lay leaning on the bed.

" Why did you come here again ? "

Satria sat beside my bed, holding my feet and kneading it slowly.

" Puspa, I'm still your husband. I'm free to go in and out of my wife's room. Especially this is my home. I can't nengokin my wife who is still sick after surgery yesterday? " His hand keeps on pinching my leg.

I didn't try to shake it off because it felt warm and kind of drained me. I smiled faintly, but wished Satria had not seen me.

" yes. I know this is your home. But what if until grandfather, papa and mama know you are here often - often here nengokin me. They don't want me to room with you. I'd like to..." . Satria shut my mouth tightly with her finger.

Closing his nose to my face, suddenly kissed my lips gently. " It can't be. A day.aja you are not chatty. Not most of these protests. " The word after it's finished peeping me arrived - arrived.

I was stunned, staring at his face. I honestly don't understand what he's doing, what he's actually planning. I was just waiting for him to say something.

" Puspas. Honestly, actually I know, I was wrong because I used to nelantarin you and our son. I was too afraid of the rules of papa mama that forbid us too close even though we were married. I'm also afraid to trust myself if I really love you. Right now, I'm still delving into my own feelings. So, please give me some time to fix everything. I know, it's all too late for you. Our son is gone forever. I was wrong. I'm salaahh.I know.." Satria took her breath in.

Satria pulled my arm, grasped it tightly. " Let me start all over again. Even though it looks heavy. Let me make amends for all my past mistakes. "

I was still fixated, trying to digest every word that came out of his lips.

" Why are you in Puspa ? You want to start everything from the beginning? I know it's hard for you. But, please..".

" Trus, how about your mom. I think this is what they want, I'm splitting up with you. We have no more business. Our son does not exist either. Everything is easier, right? "

" Trus, how's your boyfriend? " Quake fast. Satria instantly changed her face aura.

" You mean what? "

I pulled my finger, which was still held by Satria, folding it into my chest. " I know you still have a relationship with a girl who says she loves you first. Which you meet every night. Every day you walk with him. Aren't you? You're the same boss he's back to me and back to him if you're the same as me. Keep going back and forth as you like. I'm not your silly game material I know it all. I also know the love poems that you used to write when we were dating were not your work. Not really the contents of your outpouring of hearts for me. Then why now come - you come to me and want me to defend our relationship. Make what? So that you are satisfied to play me even further. That's what you mean? What do you think I am? Aren't you sick enough to let me see my son die because I'm stressed thinking about this relationship? Because you are all.are you satisfied now? ".

It feels like my anger is starting to explode - explosive, I can no longer keep all my anger against him. I'm sick of keeping everything.

Satria was silent. Looking towards the window, stand right at the large window directly facing the garden. Open it slowly.

" Puspa, I know I realized I made the biggest mistake you ever made. From the beginning of our meeting, I've been lying by pretending to love you. Pretend to write my letter. You know who that was? Got brother Reno. Brother Reno is too afraid to express his feelings to you. Brother Reno likes you from the beginning when we are still Junior High. "

" Sister Reno? "

" Yes, Brother Reno. He was too scared for you. Maybe because of his status which is just a foster child or what I do not understand. But I'm not wrong. I'm just a courier with your love letters. But you are also a Baperan. You think I gave you a love letter. Trus, do not know why even know - know you consider me your boyfriend. Suddenly we so often walk together and dating. Honestly, I didn't like you at all. I'm actually males also ngeladenin you who bring a haughty and pretentious perfect. Males. But, Reno's brother even supports me dating you. At first, Reno's sister was angry because I took her boyfriend. He said you were in the mail. I'm the funny one.Early you never did that what is the name of the sender of the letter? " Satria sempet chuckles. Shut up for a moment, then reopen the sound. " Yes, that was the beginning. You think you misunderstood. You think I'm the one who wrote? Ge er very much you. Besides, who would want to reject a handsome athletic dude like me? "

I was silent for a moment trying to digest Satria's words just now. I just knew this fact, so all this time brother Reno harbored his feelings for me? So all this time I've been in love with Reno and not with Satria? It's only fitting that every time I see Reno's face, it's as if I've known her for a long time. Why is everything only revealed now that so many things have happened between us.

" Why silence, Puspa? You wonder huh? So you are now so arrived - arrived love same brother Reno? ". Satria approached me who was still silent full of question marks.

" Puspa, Reno's brother deliberately silent and did not say everything is the same as you. He deliberately wants to fool me with you. Because Reno knows, you are the best for me. So, what's your response now? Are you guilty that I cheated on you with my first love? "

" You're the worst guy I've ever met, Satria. Why do you hurt your own brother. He is the best brother who always tries to protect you. You are also the worst guy who hurt me. You've also hurt the girl you said she loved your first. What's-her-name? Shasha right? I know all your behavior is the same as Shasha's.."

" Who told you about my relationship with Shasha? Surely brother Reno has been critical everything is the same as you?"

" Why do you always blame Reno for the mess that happened. You should think it's all because of who. Not Reno's the one who told me everything. Stella, my best friend. He's been critical of everything the same as me. He thinks I'm still in college out of town. Stella thinks I'm the same you broke up because we never saw the two of us again. Even see you with Shasha at the same college. Stella is on campus with you. He's my informant every day, which is why I nangisin you every day. I'm stressed.. I'm sick of all your behavior out there. I can't take food, vitamins, even pregnant milk. I'm sick of you sleeping with another woman while I'm here sick alone. I'm sick of Satriaaaa. At first I thought let me just die from my life like this but it turns out God said something else. It was my son whom God took. This is the fate that befalls me... ". Divorce all my tears. Satria tried to hug me. I pushed him fast. But, his power was outweighed by his sturdy body.

Satria rubbed my hair slowly, I sobbed in her chest. " That's why I want all the lies to end. All the painful things end. I want to make amends for all my mistakes. Please, Puspa..Please open your heart for me again.. I love you the same. I realize I can't do it without you. Shasha is nothing compared to you. You want to apologize to me. "