
I pushed him hard. But he pulled me on until we got out of the house and were in the front garden.
" You don't have to be pretentious - you're always the hero of bad luck." I said as I continued to try to shake his grasp.
He clenched his hand pulling my shirt button tight. Trying to punch me in the face. But then he puffed up and let go of his grip. Throwing away his face then turned his body and wrapped his hands around his waist.
"Why? You protest me saying that? Is there a problem if my wife asks for a divorce. " My tone is getting higher. I can't accept that he treats me like this.
" Once, I don't want to fight with you. I already know what you're doing out there. Are you still in touch with Shasha? You know you already have a wife. Don't think of me as your sister, just shut up to see your behavior out there. Never forget, I'm just like you. I can monitor your activities on campus. Even your friends report that you often sleep in Shasha's place. What kind of husband are you. Your wife is pregnant, Sat. You are so bad as a husband. Fun - fun to go to and fro with other women while your wife is humming your child. You realize that what you do is a delay . " Brother Reno grunted. It seems his patience is running out. The look on his face indicated that his current condition was in a great rage.
" That's it, until when do you want to mix up all my personal affairs. From the beginning of your presence in this house I have been fed up with the attitude of the knights that you pointed at as everyone. People forget that I am the only child, the sole heir to this house. People have forgotten about your status that is only an adopted child. They should know that all this time you just pretend and act well in front of everyone. To me you are just a coward. You should have been conscious.. You wimps! " I'm a little screaming, worried that - if the security guard knows I'm having a fight with Reno's brother.
Brugg's...
He hit me with his fist..
Fresh blood flowed through my mouth because of his punch. I tried to balance my almost unsteady body to the ground and grabbed Reno's leg trying to pull him fast.
We finally wrestled fiercely on the lawn.
***
Exhaustion. We sat together and laid our bodies on the grass. Look at the starry night sky. With some punch marks and bruised faces created due to the struggle earlier.
"Hmmm.." Brother Reno muttered. Throwing his breath heavy.
" I'm sorry, Reno Satria. I was in a hurry. You know, you're the gift I received after I lost my father. You know, I love you so much. I don't want anything bad to happen to you, I don't want anything to happen to this family. Grandpa, Mama, papa, especially you. All are angels to me. You know Satria, I love you guys. From the beginning I came to this family. The first thing I want to do is protect you and everything. Don't let everything evil happen to you. I've been quiet all this time and received your harsh treatment. Accepting your scorn, your insults or even you who always say - why I am an adopted child, I all accept. You know Satria, you're happiness to me. I found family warmth when I could be the same - just like you. Spend time tailing wherever you go. I did everything so that mom and dad would feel like I was useful as your brother." Satria looked at the night sky. Sighing his breath long. Closing his eyes deep.
I looked towards him. Sit on the grass. " Why did you take my first love. Why are you trying to keep me away from Shasha pretending to like her until she falls in love with you. Why is Reno lacin? Reno's sister knows that I love and fall in love with Shasha. Is that what you call protecting me?"
" Shasha, she's not a nice girl either. He deletin us, especially you just because there is a want. She's a matre girl. He is after you only because there are abundant treasures, your fame and wealth are abundant. He's not sincere with you Satria."
" Alaaah.kak Reno must have said that just because I want to stay away from him, right? So that I don't have a relationship with Shasha anymore, right? "
" No, Satria. Not just that. You want not at first he said to refuse you because he likes me? Then why are you now with Shasha dating the same guy even with Shasha want you to sleep? But clearly you are my sister? The sister of the one he said he loved? After Shasha found out, if I was just a foster child, she ran away, right? He knew, approaching me was a useless thing because I would never be entitled to the inheritance of the Wire family. I won't be able to please him with the treasure of Wirajaya. "
Degs...
I don't know what Reno said just made me come to my senses.
' So all this time... Shasha isn't sincere with me? All that warmth is fake? I gave everything to him and it turns out that his love is fake?'
" Satria, you know I'm very sick. I hurt you dating Puspa. I'm sick you like Puspa. At first I thought let me give in, as long as you are happy with a good woman - well. The woman who is always in my daydreams. The dream woman who is always present in my dreams. Inspiration from every poem I write. Even though I know I'm sick every time I see you guys together..."
Brother Satria patted me on the shoulder slowly, "Satria, you are very lucky as a man can already get a woman as smart and as good as Puspa. But now I'm the same as him. I'm afraid every time I see him crying himself daydreaming on this park bench. Looking up at the sky as if his life had already come to a halt. Do you realize you are already nyia - nyia in women as sweet and as good as that. Do you realize you are also already nyia - nyia in your child for the sake of the woman who actually intends evil to you. Did you ever think what happened to Puspa at this time was so heavy. Papa mama you all seem to not accept her presence here. Now, the man he thought was a protector instead dodged and could not protect him at all. Do not blame if arriving - I often invite him just the way out of the house. All of this so that he doesn't stress... I'm doing it all for you. Your boys. Think of it well - both "Sister Reno slapped my shoulder slowly and tried to stand up.
I was still sitting on the garden grass. Brother Reno moved away while grimacing in pain.
' Are all the words of Reno? Is it true that Shasha is only pretending to love me. Then, what does it mean Shasha's cry and the blow that went blind last night for not accepting I was married to Puspa. Are all her warmth and love all fake? I can't even tell you which one is being honest and which one is lying. But, I know Reno's the most honest person here. '
My feelings are getting messed up. My mind grew increasingly violent and raging.
Hmmm.I muttered softly following Reno's footsteps into the house.
It's almost dawn. Don't let the house people know that we had a great fight.
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