The Can I Love Him
CHAPTER 8
"Bun... He answered dirga's question". My mumbling almost shed tears.
Why am I so sad. How much do I love Adel???
Dirga starts his car and leaves Adel's house. A feeling of sadness haunted him. Confused not understand with the feeling of anxiety and tightness in his chest.
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"YAHU...!!! ".
BRACKET
BRACKET
Stuffed goods scattered on the floor. The room was like a broken ship. Make up equipment has been scattered on the irregular floor. He sees himself in the mirror. Messy. Random hair scrambling, her eyes moist because of crying too long.
Who'sis that?
Adel walked towards the table that had a drawer underneath. Inside the drawer was a photo of him, Papa and also his mother. Hugging adel tightly with a bhagiabyng smile emanated from their faces.
"Ma... Pa... Adel can't be this. Adel is unable. hiks... ".
Clear water pouring profusely past his chubby cheeks.
"Why do you have to leave Adel so soon ?".
"Now Adel so alone again rhino who can nemenin adel. hiks... Ma's... Adel wanted to meet mama, wanted to hug mama.. but now mama is not here anymore with Adel... ".
Ting!
K. Deities
Del, where did you go when my sister came home?
Me
Uh, that was a short way out, brother there was a need
Ring...
Hpku rings. Doubtful to pick up the phone. But the Lord can surely understand my situation now.
Tit.
"Halo del, why are you so rarely seen lately? ".
"A-adel's busy again brother". My voice still shakes a little. I immediately bit my lower lip in order to hold the vibration of my voice.
"Del you cry? ".
"Hehe yes brother. Watching drakor sad". I tried to lie to the Lord.
"You must not lie to that. I know that you don't like drakor".
"This is really lo brother. Recommended reva".
"Del if there is a problem you tell me not to be harbored alone. Gini my brother came to your house yes".
"Now brother?! ".
"Yes".
"Don't my sister I'm so sleepy I want to be stuck".
Well. don't let the god really come now.
"But-but".
"Tomorrow, brother. It's a real night tomorrow and there's class".
"Yes already. Tomorrow, I'll pick you up".
"Yes sis".
"By... ".
"Drug".
Tut...
Finally the Lord hung up the phone and did not come to my house. Alhamdulillahot. Now I just want to be alone. Moreover, I do not want him to squirm I mess like gini. I don't want anyone else to know my sadness, let me feel it myself. I just want them to know if I'm always happy just don't need to know that I'm actually weak and fragile.
I looked around my room which was falling apart. I walked to the bed and laid my weak body on the soft bed. I let my tears drip by themselves. Take off all the burdens I've been letting on.
Be married?
In less than a month I will be married to a stranger. I must forget my love for the man I love the brother of God. I still don't know my god about my marriage to Om dirga.
"Sir god.. hiks... ".
It hurts to forget the people we love. Moreover, this Love is not the new monkey Love grows two days a day. This love is 10 years growing. I don't dare to express my feelings as same god brother as he is handsome and many more beautiful girls who like him. And this is the end of my love story, scorched and I must be willing to belong to someone else. People I don't know and are strangers to.
I was always anxious and anxious to imagine the life of the same person we did not love even I hated him for agreeing to marry the same me who obviously did not like him.
Tok
Tok
Tok
"Non, don't want to eat first, not eat all day long right".
Cklek.
"Bik... ". My lips trembled and immediately hugged Bik Ina who was carrying some snacks in her hands.
"Non... ". I flinched as Ina returned my embrace. He patted my back and gently stroked my head.
My crying is unstoppable. I don't care if the sound of my crying fills every corner of this house. Too sick too sore. I can't stand it.
"HUWA..... ".
"Non must have. It doesn't have to be strong, it has to be".
"But. but Adel's bik couldn't. Adel hates living adel. why must Adel be left behind? why can't adek be the same person who adel Love? ".
"Non, maybe this is the right time to bibik same story non adel".
I looked at Bik Ina's face seriously.
"What bik? ".
"Actually... You know if non already have people who are non adel dear. The master was also often pensively alone in the back garden. Master also often tells the same aunt. Master actually does not want to mate adel same sir dirga-".
"But papa remains a matein adel bik".
"Yes. You can not leave Adel alone, so Mr. Adel's mate is the same sir dirga. That's why you know the risks. But the master said he could only believe the same sir derga".
"Why papa is as trusting as om dirga bik".
"Ehm... ".
"Bik why bibik is silent".
Bik Ina left with a fairly quick step down the stairs and entered her room. Soon Ina came out of her room with a letter in her hand.
"It's non". Bik Ina gave me the letter. The envelope is plain white on the outside it says 'for my daughter adel'.
"Letter from papa bik? ". I asked Bik Ina. I was confused why only now bik Ina give this letter to me. and why this letter can exist? Have you been doing it for a long time?
"Yes non, but his letter don't open now non! ".
"Why bik?".
"Master said the letter was opened when non-married with dirga sir".
"...".
"Non rest first yes.it's night". Bik Ina took me to bed. He was a little surprised when he came into my room.
Bik Ina stroked my head gently until I fell asleep.
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"*Adel".
"Mama!! ".
"This where's ma? ".
"You have to be strong, son. All for your good".
"I mean mama? ".
"See he's waiting for you to follow him".
I saw a man standing on his back against a very bright light. It makes me not see his face.
"That's who ma is? ".
"You follow him. He will always make you smile".
"???". I'm getting confused.
I came to the man and he immediately extended his hand to me. When I want to receive his hand. Suddenly all. became dark and*...
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Brak!!.
Hosh.
It felt like sweat was pouring all over my body.
What the hell does this mean?
Ting!
K. Deities
Del kk came at eight o'clock
Adek immediately saw his alarm clock which showed at 07.30
"Ware!!! I still have a shower here. Take a body shower".
I immediately rushed into the bathroom, after which I chose clothes that are not ribrt dipake. Lee pants. Pink t-shirt and a small bag that fits snugly to my textbook today.
"Siip is ready ".
Tin.tin...
I heard a horn coming from outside my gate. There's a black ninja motor stop. I immediately got out of my room and opened the door. It turns out that my god-brother just wants to knock on my door. I smiled seeing his pretty surprised face.
"Sign up ".
"Hehe... Doesn't mean brother".
"Kuny".
"Yes".
I also followed the Lord behind him. Today he looks really cool. Sis dewa wears a white shirt and a dark blue lee jacket. Lee's pants are black. Brother god's hair is a little messy because he makes a helmet.
Brother god heated his motorbike for a few seconds and then told me to go up.
"Get del".
"Yes sis".
Although I like the same brother god but I was not too awkward to ride in his train. Because not once did I ride in the back seat of this train.
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Ckits.
The god's bike stopped right at the campus park. I got off the bike and waited for Lord Brother to clear the parking lot.
"What time are you in? ".
"Hem. at half nine feet".
"Half nine. What time is it! ". Say sis dirga while showing the clock on his left wrist.
"What's? It's nine o'clock!!".
"So, I'm going to class first".
As soon as I turned back, the god pulled my hand.
The deg!
"A-what's up, brother? ".
"Later if it's gone. Temenin ya's sister".
"Where's brother? ".
"You'll also know". Brother god randomized my hair. My face immediately felt hot.
"I-iya brother". I immediately turned my face and ran towards my faculty not far from the parking lot".
Deg
Deg
Deg
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Here's to Adel's shirt. Cute huh??
