The Can I Love Him

CHAPTER 35

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Almost every day I meet with Lord. Whether it is just a coincidence or indeed a coincidence, but whatever the reason I feel uncomfortable when I meet Him. It must be strange that I who used to be crazy crazy with him and now even become amused myself. How not amused if every day he continues to follow where I go is always there every place I am. I was like a stalker. Fix this is my limit.

I felt so overwhelmed that he was there. I cannot move.!!!!

Today comes Lord brother invited me to dinner together, actually I do not want because I thought it was just the two of us, just the two of us, but it turns out he also ngajak temennya others so that's why I follow.

"Yes Del Pesen ". Brother Dewa who sat in front of me casually gave me a menu list while smiling as usual to me.

"I-iya Sis... But where are the others? ".

For a moment Brother Dewa looked at me. Just a split second of his face back to normal is certainly not a natural thing right.

"Not come with it". The answer is flat while reading the menu list.

Ha??? Obviously he lied!

"I don't think I'm going back". I immediately put down a menu list that I hadn't even read at all. Before I stand...

Grep!!!

"SISTER!!! ".

In the middle of the crowd cafe Kak dewa suddenly hugged me from behind. Is he crazy?.

"Adels... ". His mouth.

The whisper in my ear makes all my hair goosebumps up to the ubun. We became the center of attention. But he did not care at all, I was quite embarrassed to be a spectacle of strangers in my eyes. Plus, the servants who were busy serving also participated in watching the scene due to the actions of the Lord God.

"Adel don't stay with me...! ". He was full of drama. He fell down in front of my eyes and tried to hug both my legs. That's very embarrassing for me.

"Adel I know you still love me, even though you married that om om".

The dheg!!!

In a matter of seconds. All the visitors were really centered on me, what would they think of hearing the words of Lord Brother just now. True he said all his complaints using Japanese instead of Indonesian. He purposely embarrassed me. What does that mean?!!!! what in this way I will be******loyal obedient to his employer. No!

"Not enough!!! ". I pushed his busy body into my legs while begging for obscurity.

"So don't embarrass me, I told you don't bother me anymore !!!!". I stared deeply into his eyes trying to intimidate him, but my efforts failed. The god is far more sinister, though he kneels under me but that gaze is a warning that there is no word of rejection that he will receive. The look horrified me until I left the Gods for the umpteenth time.

Today I'm sure meeting him is not a coincidence he has prepared everything to mature. There will be something that will happen to me, even if I don't know what it is but my gut feeling is that it will be the worst.

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Two days passed, though, for the first time in my life in Japan I did not see or feel the presence of the demon curse that continued to follow me and of course today I feel very peaceful as peace.

There are people who say when the sea is very calm, the waves will come.

After college, I went straight to the apartment. Arriving at the apartment I immediately got a chat.

The chat contained a photo of me with the God who yesterday embraced. Nope. He forced me to embrace and the sender was... Dirga.

"Adel, you have a choice".

BYAR.!!!!!

Like being struck by lightning I immediately contacted Mas Dirga, no matter if he is now busy working or will be lazy to talk to me.

Tyrirrir....

Appointed!!!!!!

"Hello Mas".

"...".

"The photo is not really Mas, please believe in Adel".

"believe it? ". Tone of doubt.

"I want to believe, but seeing all your behavior I'm getting harder to believe".

"My??? Why don't you just talk. Usually? ".

"Adel, I don't know what to do. You don't love me and you decide to go far. I don't know if you're being honest or not ".

"Ma–".

Tut. tut's..

Your voice is shaking. Please don't misunderstand me. Please don't call yourself "me", you're not someone else. Don't be cold again.

That night a great wave hit the household of Adel and Dirga. Of course, all this is the work of the gods. Who else if not him. Is correct. God had planned all this when he heard that Adel was going to Japan.

Not only a photo but God had also called Dirga and said Adel was with him at the time. Every day God sends messages and voice notes to Dirga. But unfortunately Adel who tried to cover up the thing about the God of Dirga even backfired for him. Dirga who often asked Adel never got news about the presence of God. Suspicion for suspicion fostered in Dirga's mind that he never asked Adel.

They were silent to each other with their own feelings.

Voice Notes

"Mas, please pick up Adel's phone".

(Lead)

"Mas.. don't get adel".

(Lead)

"Mas please ....".

(Lead)

All my messages are read. That was you, but all that was just a misunderstanding... Dirga...

At that time I realized that I did not want to lose him who was precious to me. But still I am not sure if this feeling is true because of love or just because he is the only person who accompanies me since I was just a child.

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The night had almost passed, but there was no news from Dirga. Adel who waited without sleep felt very lost. He was afraid he would be left alone here really alone. Without someone who's always debating Adel's dinner. Someone who always asked the situation when he was lonely without anyone else he knew. And now his intention to hide things that might make Dirga angry and worried actually make Dirga angry.

This time Adel remembered all the harsh treatment he had done to Dirga. Words that have certainly made Dirga heart and feelings hurt. But Dirga had never left Adel and made Adel become more lonely. Despite the thousands of rejections that Adel threw but Dirga still accompanied him when his last hope and light of life was dashed.

The dawn began to fall. Adel staggered towards his bed. His eyes were puffy, his hair was a mess. His eyes were blank and just staring at the screen of his phone that never rang. Adel put himself on the bed. Let the tears flow. There is nothing he wants right now. One thing he said...

If I hadn't gone to college in Japan, none of this would have happened...

Regrets always come too late. All the rhinos have happened to be regretted. Rice is already porridge. What to do now is just try not to aggravate the situation.