The Can I Love Him
CHAPTER 25
The view was deeper looking inside me. My hand moved and wanted to hold Adel. When my hands were about to hug and pull adel in my arms. Surprising things happen...
"Mas Adel's hungry to eat first".
Doeng!!!!
Del, you call me so much dalemnya just because you want to eat mintak doang??....I thought there would be something...
"Hungry? ".
"Yes". Adel nodded very quickly like a child.
"We ate out, yes. Just to the mall".
"Yes yes! ".
Very spirited. Don't know what behavior you've been inviting me...
I finally took Adel to a KFC restaurant in the mall. Let's not be far away from her back.
Even Adel seemed happy to eat chicken.
"What message do you want sir? ".
"What do you want? ". I asked briefly to Adel who carefully paid attention to the special menu today.
"Hmm. spicy jumbo package with each drink soda... ".
Yes, it has not been lunch yet and you ate it already a cart.
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How long our orders have been coming. My portion of food is less than the portion of Adel. Not want to diet is my habit if breakfast is not much.
"Del, don't papa still eat spicy rich already that? ".
"Gak papa Mas... What time is it anyway! ". Adel ate his food with great pleasure. Even though the body is small but why the portion of the food is very large.
About 30 minutes into the restaurant. Adel had to calm his stomach from eating too much.
"Can you move? ".
"Udah mas, just adel mager... ".
Egh... masi was also a mager in the morning.
"Then let's go shopping. Quick move home".
"Hmmm.... ".
"Adel you have to pack again until home right".
"Yes yes! Hesh...! ". Adel snorted in annoyance and. instantly stood out of the restaurant. I'm cashier and pay for our food. Adel who stood outside really lazy to see me.
"Come". Invite me without caring about him who is glaring at me very sharply.
"We're going to the dress shop first".
"Yes".
Short answer. Adel seems not too eager to prepare for his departure to Japan. This was not what he had been waiting for all along. Adel walked in front of me choosing a boutique that looked good to him. But suddenly Adel stopped silent not moving.
His eyes were fixed on someone standing in front of a European cafeteria wearing a white shirt and black silver pants staring at him from a distance.
That rancid boy!
"E-de".
Adel immediately turned around and pulled my hand away from the man. Again I am disappointed. Adel's expression was still the same when I forced to marry me immediately. The inability to let go of someone who is precious to him.
"We're going to that shop... ".
A forced smile. Your lips smile but your eyebrows don't go up at all. Does Adel still love that boy? I know it's hard. But I have expressed my feelings to Adel even though until now there is still no answer that he gave me.
"Yes". Answer's short. Adel went straight into the store, choosing a thick jacket for the winter in Japan.
Are you happy? or even force yourself to be happy.
Silent. Not the atmosphere but my heart. My blood sighed my soul uneasily. I know the reason for the braids is to keep my distance from me. That's a natural thing. But blame me hope because his attitude softened a moment ago.
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"*I want to go home quickly.... ".
Mas dirga sorry. Adel still can not forget the brother of the god. Adel hope Mas can understand*.
Feels too long. Whereas in the past when we walked the road time feels faster but now I feel the time goes. so slow. We're done buying all my gear and now we're on our way home. The atmosphere is so quiet. No one opened the conversation. I think Mas Dirga is angry with me.
I'm sure it is.
"Adels". Finally, I opened my mouth and started a conversation.
"Yes mas".
"Are you still in love with God? ".
The deg!!
I have to answer what. If you say Love I am also not sure but if you say not Love also I can not say not.
"...".
"Did you go to Japan to get away from me? ".
This question shakes me more than the first one. I'm getting confused as to what to answer.
"I'm sorry, maybe this question is too obvious.haha".
Why are you laughing? You must be disappointed with Adel.
"I'm sorry I misunderstood your attitude as good as mine".
"Bas-".
"Adel. I won't deny you that's your right and I won't regulate you".
"...".
The atmosphere was getting quieter plus awkward. I hurt Mas dirga. But it's true that I always hurt him and why Mas Dirga still wants to take care of me. Is it just because of his promise to Dad? Is it just that far?
Cclek
We got home, Mas Dirga walked in front of me carrying all my groceries. He was silent as usual. He went into my room which he had prepared at that time. Mas dirga put the stuff on my bed and went out just by saying good night and then left me I was in my room. For the first time after our marriage. We didn't sleep in the same room. I'm appalled. What anger is mas dirga to me.
I took my suitcase and my bag. Sitting on the edge of the bed and starting to compile the items I was about to bring to Japan, I planned to leave a good impression between the two of us when I left for Japan. But why at the last moment there must be a problem rich gini again. Why should I see Lord again.
I went to Japan to bury all my bitter and sweet memories here and started to open a new leaf there. But why am I to leave this all has to be this hard.
I put my treasure chest in my suitcase. Call it that because in a medium-sized gift box it stored all valuable items when my father and mother were alive.
after the packing is finished I immediately fall on the bed. Trying to close your eyes and sleep in a beautiful dream.
When I close my eyes, I repeat a sentence in my mind. Trying to convince myself and stick to my stance.
It's the best. I've decided this from the beginning!
Finally the sleepiness came to me I began to fall asleep in my sleep.
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Flashback ON
I'd better just ask, even if I know what Adel's answer is.
"Adels".
"Yes mas".
"Are you still in love with God? ".
Relax, I just need certainty. I shouldn't be too surprised by the answer.
"...".
"Did you go to Japan to get away from me? ".
Akh. This question only makes us more awkward. But this is just the one I was thinking about...
"I'm sorry, maybe this question is too obvious.haha".
"I'm sorry I misunderstood your attitude as good as mine".
I'm too ge er. Somewhere good I think that he has already accepted me.
"Bas-".
"Adel. I won't deny you that's your right and I won't regulate you".
Although sick. And you also never remember me better I gave adel freedom is enough I locked him up all this time.
Flashback OFF
Dirga rubbed his face rough .gazing at the sky of the room. His mind is only one. What am I supposed to do? that'sallthatis. He was too confused how to behave to Adel. Instead of wanting to silence Adel only he was too reluctant to talk to the young girl he had forced to marry him.
"Tomorrow... From tomorrow I won't see you again... ".
That soft voice added to the silence in his dim room. Dirga closed his eyes imagining the figure of a little girl smiling at him. Only him. But now that smile is tormenting him. The girl's smile wasn't because of her.
"Well, I won't give up, I promise I'll be by your side even if you don't remember me! ".
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