The Can I Love Him
CHAPTER 28
The sun began to rise and radiate its light. The sky is so beautiful and so bright. But what is this? The anxiety I felt should not be there.
Adel got up from his room and went downstairs. How shocked he was when he saw the empty dining table. Though it is still seven hours less and usually Dirga will sit in the living room sipping black coffee while reading the newspaper with a fine. But this morning run the presence of dirga in the guest room, even breakfast is not available at the table. Means Dirga did not wait for Adel to come down for breakfast together.
Bik siti who realized Adel who was standing on the stairs while looking at a certain room came to him.
"Excuse Me... ".
The deg!
"Eh.. is it bik? ".
"This is a message from the Master". Bik siti gave a piece of paper that was torn so neatly. Adel was really surprised. Questions immediately popped into his head. Uneasily. Worrying.
Why did Dirga write a letter?... Not that Mas dirga can talk directly to me , even if I do not want to talk directly can through chat... Wh why?
"his? ".
"I-iya bik, thank you...".
"What do you want for breakfast? ".
"Hm... Na— Baked bread bik".
"OK Him...Bibik masakin's... ".
I had breakfast alone. It feels lonely to eat food without the company of others. huh.. what later I will eat kayak gini continue to be braided...
After breakfast I went straight back to my room, Huh... It feels like today went faster, somehow stupefied in my mind is this the right decision? Is this the best thing for me? I better not go to Japan...
How long I was in the room. So quiet and silent. The clock ticks echoed in my room. I slowly unfolded the paper which Bik Siti gave me. It looks like writing that is not too neat but is written with a so-called heart.
° Adel, I'm sorry for my behavior last night. I can't think straight, I'm afraid that if I say I can be angry with you. For your departure today, I cannot take you to the airport. Sorry, I couldn't look you in the back. I couldn't see your back disappearing and leaving me. Because it's better I don't see you go. I can't. I can't get rid of this feeling. I love you so much whether you remember it or not I've been in love with you for so long. Your smile has saved me from despair. Your little hand really warms my heart. Therefore I will support all the things you want as long as you are happy. I will give you freedom. °
Mas...
Without me noticing the drops of clear water pouring from my temples. I don't know what makes me feel so claustrophobic. Is it because of guilt or because it will go far from the name of home?
Hik...
I walked to the porch of my room. A window that leads directly to the parking lot and the gate. Pensively. Thinking of all the things I shouldn't be thinking about right now...
Tok...
The deg!
The sound of knocking on the door blew away all my daydreams. I'm back to the reality that I was supposed to be.
"His driver is waiting downstairs... ".
It's time... Ayok adel... let's go..!
I took my suitcase and my bag and other stuff to take away. Quite a lot, of course I helped the same Bik siti to bring it down. I can carry this much.
You should help me with all this, heavy tauk!
"Thank you bik ".
"Yes... Heart is on the way.. ".
"Hehe... Yes bik... ".
Although it did not last long, I was quite close to Bik Siti. He's very kind and gentle. I feel like I got a mother's warmth from her.
Bik siti and Pak driver immediately helped me put all my stuff into the trunk of the car and some I also put it next to me, then I got into the car driven by Mas Dirga driver. He starts the car and gets ready to run the car. Slowly he moved, Bik siti still waved her hand at me. Still close I also returned a wave of his hand coupled with the best smile I can give at this time to him and also Mas Dirga. That's if he's here now.
The speed of the car I'm driving is getting higher. I looked at the house that I lived in for some time. The farther and the more covered by the leaves of tree trees that are on the edge of the road. Although for a while but quite a lot of memories left there.
The tring...!
Reva
Oi, del's leaving?
Me
Yes 'tilah...
Reva
Hm...
Me
Ish.. udh how many times I told you.
Reva
Yes udh deh if it is your decision. gw. mah join, as long as you do not be strange" ya braided...
Me
Wkwkwkwkw... What the heck you, anyways gw cmn want to blajar doang.deh, you have a lot of ngaconya...
Reva
Hedah!! yes yes, your heart piginya lu heart.. do not ngabarin gw yes.. watch out for you if lost contact.. you return to Indonesia do not consider my friend anymore.
Me
Ish... bebs don't get angry" dong.. gw sure. ngabarin kmu kok😘😘.
Reva
🤮🤮🤮
Udah ah I want to menggampus first, ntar if you dah nyampek kabarin ya..
Me
Wkwkwkwkwk... Okay
Actually Reva really wants to send me to the airport, but because he also took Kak Dewa I became nolak Reva. I don't want to meet the god. Yesterday I became fragile because of him. Now I have to be strong and really focus on my goals.
I thought today was going to be a beautiful day and a sweet farewell, with smiles and laughter where they were when they walked me away. However, expectations will not match reality, right. I even met Brother God when I was on the same path Mas dirga. Though at that time I wanted to leave a good impression for Mas Dirga, but because I met Kak Dewa I did not know the direction. I do not know how to unconsciously behavior so disappointing Mas Dirga. I could not control myself and ended up making mas dirga angry and hurt me.
The day after that is not the worst day of my life!!!
"Non... It's nyampek this".
"Eh!! yes sir! ".
"Such a word, sir ".
All my daydreams were scattered when I realized I had arrived at the airport. By ourselves. The driver was just me at the main door of the doang, the rest was me alone.
While I was waiting in line to get on the plane. I looked back long enough, if only. Had He emerged from the crowd and shown his handsome smile while waving the hand of the bouquet in his hand, would it not have been better?
"Haha... What do I think? ".
"Well, now is not the time to think impossible. Focus!!!! Japan in coming!!! ".
Taps...
First step to a new life!
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Mm-hmm....
What time is it? Akh... actually I why cobak... heh!!!
The deg!!
From a distance I saw a little girl. Wearing a knee-length skirt and a dusty coloured jacket. Her hair in the ponytail and her ponytail are purposely in flops both ways.Simple appearance that I really like from her.
Adel...
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