The Can I Love Him

CHAPTER 18

The dawn began to fall. The sun peeked in shame. Adel woke up from his sleep. Feeling something stuck in her eyelids. Feels heavy.

Adel walked towards the big mirror beside the closet. He looked at her swollen face from crying all night to sleep.

"I should be able to. I can't keep gini". Adel muttered softly as he looked at his pitiful self in front of the mirror.

Adel staggered towards the bathroom. He was shocked when he saw the letter he had read last night on the floor. As he remembered it was not*** the letter that Brother Dewa gave him.

"Why can it be there? ".

"Don't you just read it? ".

This is true, I have to be how certain Mas Dirga very angry with me. Eghh... Why is it always shit gini....

Adel took the letter and immediately hid it.

After finishing his self Adel down. Walking dining room . He saw a man who is now his husband was eating breakfast while scrolling his gadget.

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I saw Adel walking towards the dining table. His face looks very stiff. Did she feel uncomfortable eating with me because of the contents of the letter?.

"Are you not having breakfast?".

"Y-iya mas". Adel immediately sat in front of me waiting for the bik siti to prepare the toast.

"It's madam".

"Eg.I feel old when called a mistress". Mumbled adel in his heart.

Adel ate his breakfast. I realized there is something less in the Indah adel.

"Where's your ring? ". Unknowingly derga intonation as if intimidating adel.

"E... ".

"You're ashamed of her make ring? ". I'm getting pissed.

"No, not that".

"So why don't you use it! ".

Dirga why you become angry gini same adel.

"...".

"You don't want that god to see our wedding ring? ".

I can't control my emotions.

Adel looked up in surprise and looked at my face. I left the dining table and went into my room.

Srak...

Sruk...

Srak...

I rogoh rogoh all the contents of the drawers and cabinets. Looking to every place where Adel kept his ring. All the stuff scattered uncluttered on the floor.

I finally found a small red box that was heart-shaped. I opened the little box. The diamond ring I pinned adel sweet pursuit when the akad neatly arranged there.

I took the ring and went straight down. I left the room a mess no matter what. I stepped quickly down the stairs. I saw Adel standing next to the dining table. Seeing me both anxious and scared.

I quickened my pace while looking hard at Adel.

"Mass? ". Adel looked so scared he stepped back to avoid me. I quickly pulled Adel's hand.

"Aww!". Screeched adel.

I pulled a rough finger adel fingers. And forcefully put the ring on his ring finger. He rebelled trying to pull his hand that I was hurting.

"It hurts!!!! ".

After the ring was put in the clothes, I threw out his hand. Holding both cheeks to face me. I whispered full of pressure. Trying to tell adel.

"Don't you ever take this ring off again!!! ".

Adel. The hatred in his eyes was very obvious.

"This is my life!-".

"You're my wife Adel. I deserve to be in you!!!! ".

"Om not entitled!!!!!... Remember, this marriage is not based on love at all!!! WE ARE STRANGERS!! ". Adel pushed me strong. My heart is like shrinking. Actually I know but if hearing directly from Adel's mouth is really painful.

Clear water dripping flooding the cheeks adel. He ran and left.

Dirga rubbed his two faces rough. Not expecting on the first day of their marriage that they should be happy but there must be a fight between them.

"Akh...!!! ".

Dirga threw his body into the dining table chair.

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Hiks..hiks...

"Ma. hick... Why the hell should gini continue.. adel can not.. hik.. why om dirga snapped snapped...! ".

If there is a problem with the letter, I will definitely be clear. Why is he so angry??? Hix...

Tok

Tok

Tok

"Adel's? ". Dirga called me from the outside. I don't want to see him.

"I'm in".

Cclek

Akh. I forgot the door.

"Ngapain Mas here? ".

"I'm sorry, I yelled at you".

Pardon you?? Is it that easy?

I'm silent. Males replied to Mas dirga. I was already hurt.

"Do you know why I am so sorry? ". Mas dirga's voice remained soft unlike earlier who kept yelling and rough at me.

"I don't want you to still be related to that God ".

"Did you still not believe in Adel? ".

"I believe it, but I saw the letter".

"Mas. if mas talking adel will also ngasi tau mas... ".

"But why don't you tell me the same story? ".

"Mas... Adel tired if you fight continue to be rich gini! ".

"Adels... ".

"Mas..why mas ngurusin keep rich gini! ".

Oh!!!!

Mas dirga pulled my nape closer to him. Mas dirga's lips softly kissed my lips. I still remained silent without flinching. Derga bit my lower lip. He ate my lips once, licking them once. Slowly the dirga releases its kiss. Look me softly in the eye. And whisper...

"... Because I love you".

It.....!!!

Huh uh?!! Wh-meaning?

"What do you mean? ". I was just staring at Mas Dirga who was standing right in front of me looking at me sharp but very soft.

"I love you, adel". Dirga hugged me. Put me in his arms. His voice was very soft unlike his usual stiff and cold.

Did I not hear wrong, did you like me?

"...".

"But-but adel-".

"I know you hate me. I also won't make you accept me, I just want to express my feelings".

Mas dirga let go of his embrace. Surprisingly... The embrace of dirga felt familiar. Like he really made me calm down. His embrace reminded me of the figure of the older brother who had once accompanied me. But I can't remember who he was since the accident.

"Mass? ". My voice shakes for some reason

"Don't cry anymore... ".

"I'm sorry I'm angry with you".

"Yes.but don't snapping snapped again ya mas.. hik". My voice trembled, and tears flooded my chubby cheeks.

"Ush... Ush...it's been...". Dirga stroked my hair gently. Then kiss my forehead. Took away the tears on my cheeks.

Why am I so calm?

"Well, you're ready, I'll tell you tonight I'll go to Dad's house".

I nodded my head nodding like a child who had just finished sulking.

Dirga smiled at me. Pulling my tanga out of the room down the stairs.

"Wait a moment... ".

Mas dirga left you briefly at the front door while mas dirga took his sports car parked in the garage.

Brum...

Dirga got out of his car. Open the car door for me.

"Let's ride".

Lord... Is this really dirga mas..?

I still didn't think, It was always cold but gentle, and now he's really being gentle with me. Even too soft.

"Where are you? ".

"Eh, how many adel mas? ".

"Yes.it's an apology, so wherever you want to go it must be mas follow".

I'm getting more astonished. But I don't want to think too hard. I better enjoy this atmosphere.

"Ehm. to a place that many spicy food yok mas".

"OKAY...! ".

Although it's too early to eat spicy dishes. But that's all I thought.

Mas dirga speed up the speed of his car. overtaking a car that looks slow driving on the road. Focused on looking ahead. Look at the streets and also Google maps. Yes yes, yes, the earth is wide so it is impossible to know all the good places to eat in this world.

Ckits...

We stopped at a 24-hour hot pot restaurant. Although it does not seem elite, this restaurant is often recommended by food bloggers.

Mas dirga opened the door for me. Get out of the car. Then we entered the restaurant. The first thing that. amazes me is that although it looks ordinary from the outside but the interior in this restaurant is very elegant, the atmosphere is calm there is even a band party or stage for entertainment.

"We sit there" . Mas dirga pointed towards the table in the corner of the room but the interior next to the table looked fresh because many mini plants on display.

"Yes mas... ".

As usual, I ordered the full menu. I eat voraciously.I occasionally steal glances see dirga mas. I still feel something strange.

*Why am I not bothered, did you shoot me?

Hmmm... Actually, I do not feel the same as mas dirga. Rich never met but where's the turnip?

Grrr... I hate it most when curious rich gini akh*...

"Adels... ".

"Yes mas? ".

"Weeper us to the mall, shopping for tonight".

"Yes mas".

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