The Can I Love Him

CHAPTER 4

"God, I know I'm here ".

"Hehe... But you know your papa is being treated here so I stopped by all of you to take this".

I saw Brother Dewa bring a bag of my favorite food. Martabak. I did not expect that Brother Dewa would come.

"Babee!!! Cheese ma ceres kak".

"Plus chocolate milk too". Sahut Kak Dewa who makes you want to laugh. Brother god knows best what I want.

"Btw, I went straight back".

"Eh, how fast is it? ".

"Yes just wanted to do this just as you doang ".

Deg.

"Eh, why brother".

"Haha.. worry about the same om om yesterday".

"Mmm, is he still bothering you? ".

"...".

"OK if you don't want to talk. Brother back first yes".

"Yes, brother, bye".

"Drug".

I watched the back of the god's brother get further and disappear when he entered the elevator.

"Emmm.. martabak special. eat first ah. From semalem I eat it not clear mulu".

I sat on a bench reserved for patient guards. I stopped emi one martabak when I ate the chocolate and the cheese smelled in my mouth. It tastes so delicious.

"Uhukh".

My eyes that from earlier brim literate enjoy martabak that between the gods now immediately turned to the awakened papa.

"Pa, what do you want? to drink? ".

"No, papa just woke up. What are you eating comeng comeng? ".

"Hehe... Sis dewa stopped by all nganter martabak pa. Papa wants? ".

"O. Papa no longer tastes what this is".

"Hemss... Papa Kalok want to heal quickly must eat a lot. This this is there's still one more". I said while toasting Papa Martabak special who only had one left.

"Aaaaa~~~".

"Yes yes papa eat dear ".

"No one wants to bribe Papa. Aaaaa~~~".

Papa's face was slightly flushed which made me quite embarrassed as well.

"Oh, papa let's open your mouth".

"Yes this is. Aaaa... ".

Nyam.

"Mkmamu manmuknmya".

"Ditelan used to talk pa".

I laughed seeing Papa's cheeks bulging like swelling.

"Excuse me ".

My laughter stopped immediately when I heard a voice that I did not currently want to hear.

"Oh, you came already".

"Why is he here? ".

"So papa told om pian to call dirga for nemanin you take care of papa".

"For what the hell pa, Adel can really keep papa alone".

"Adels".

"Udah ah males here. Later, if Om dirga has come home just back".

I left papa and om dirga in his room. I don't want to see his face.

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"I think you already know ".

"...".

"Please take care of Adel. He was too childish, but he never let me down".

"Sir should adel should be told first ".

"Not for now. He's a submissive kid even though I always manage his life".

"So I can't say anything else. But sir if Adel was a clever boy he would know for himself".

"Hahaha, you are. I think it's time to talk to you about Adel".

"It must be Mr. Hendra. I think I should go home, sir, because it's definitely drowsy".

"I'm sorry for my son's behavior. He was stubborn but his nature was very gentle".

"Yes sir. It looks exactly from the way he bribed the father".

Mr. Hendra's face reddened not expecting that I had seen the embarrassing scene performed by his daughter.

"You've come home tomorrow you have to work too".

"Vaalaikum salaam".

Chequek.

I'm out of Mr. Hendra's room. I saw Adel sleeping in the hospital waiting. Her unravelled hair covered her sleeping cute face. Sometimes his mouth is like chewing food. I approached the girl. Gently stroked his head. Adel suddenly shed tears.

"Ma... ".Gumam Adel.

Again I gently stroked Adel's head. I close my face. I pecked soft Adel's forehead.

"I'm sorry for my selfishness". I muttered while staring fixedly at Adel's face that looked quite pale.

When I went and wanted to step away to see Adel's place to sleep in his papa's ward Adel suddenly pulled my hand .

"Ma... Don't stay in Adel... ". The girl muttered quite loudly. Makes me worry more about Adel's situation.

I lifted Adel's body very lightly in my opinion. The body is very small but not short.I mean is a very slim and slim body. I lay her body on the sofa in Papa Adel's room.

"Lho, you haven't come home yet?". I was shocked to hear the voice of Papa Adel who was still not asleep.

I scratched the scratch on my head which is why I feel a little embarrassed.

"Yes sir. There was a fall asleep outside so I carried it here". I said with a clumsy smile.

"Oo.. thank you, I don't know if you've caught a cold tomorrow".

"Hehe... Yes sir the same. That's when I came back, sir".

"Yes, be careful on the road, my son".

I smiled and walked out of Hendra's room and went to the parking lot outside the hospital. I got in the car and thought for a moment.

"What I'm doing now is the best? ". I repeat that word many times in my brain. Until last I heard a loud knock from the windshield of my car. I'm surprised it's Adel. His face looks very frightened. I got out of the car and tried to ask Adel.

"Adel why".

"Om papa om! ". Said Adel whose tears had soaked both of her chubby cheeks.

"Why are you? ".

"Do not know about. Papa arrived to call adel papa said that the head is dizzy not long papa nosebleeds continue to faint".

"Have you called the doctor? ".

"Udah om".

I tried to calm Adel who was crying bitterly. I brought him back to his papa room. I was surprised to see so many doctors and nurses who had taken care of Adel's father. My heart felt like something big was going to happen.

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I see Om Dirga more worried than I am. His eyes did not turn the slightest away from papa's room. His face is very tense. I can't guess what's on his mind.

Moments later Om pian came out of papa's room. His face looks lethargic. His eyes seemed to signal Papa needed me now. Without thinking long I entered papa's room. I saw some nurses taking off papa's tools.

"Sus, why is everything released! ". I snapped unconscious.

"Be. like-so". Papa did not answer to call me to come closer to him.

Papa's face was much paler than before. I'm getting scared. Papa's condition is the same as the condition that goes away and leaves me. I slowly approached papa. Papa pulled and clasped my hands tightly.

"Adels... ". Papa looked me in the eyes. I want to run and cover my ears. In my heart I firmly believe this is a farewell from my father. I don't want to hear it.

"Adel "'s ". Papa called my name a second time. Papa's voice is getting weaker. I tried hard and prepared my heart to listen to Papa.

Hiks hyks...

My tears are unstoppable. I can't hold it anymore.

"Darling.pardon papa".

I shook my head while letting my tears drip out did not stop

"Sorry all this time papa liedin you son. 2 months ago papa was sentenced to be seriously ill and it was too late to be treated... Papa also did not expect this fast papa ngedrop's body".

I can't afford to talk. My voice can't come out.

"Papa know if papa will not always be able to be beside you son. Because of that papa liaising Reno his father dirga to help papa match you with him".

I looked at Papa and turned to look at Om dirga. He looks very worried about Papa.

"This wedding is papa lakainin so Dirga can replace papa to take care of you son".

I was no longer able to stand up straight. My leg's limp I'm slumped next to papa. My tears flowed much more. I can't if papa has to leave so soon.

"Huwaa..... ".

"Adels... ". Papa stroked elus my head gently and said.

"Married to dirga. Only you can trust Ekh... ".

Papa's body stiffened. Papa looks like he's taking his life. I screamed. Hugging and calling papa.

"YES!!!!! ".

"d. del.. Pa-pa... Meet ma-mama you du. first ".

Tiiit....

Papa's heart rate monitor shows zero. Papa is no longer breathing. Papa left with a radiant Beautiful smile on his face.

I stepped back and fell. Om Dirga caught me. I****wrist of his arm.

"PARENTS... DON'T STAY HERE ALONE ADEL!!!! ". My screams cannot stem the sadness that is taking hold of me right now.

Another guardian angel has gone. Fly back to the owner. I still can't accept the harsh reality money keeps coming at me.

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