The Can I Love Him

The Can I Love Him
CHAPTER 6



"Adel can you love me". I muttered a little amusedly. I'm not a teenager who's drunk with love. Thought.


My eyes are starting to close. Drowsiness began to wander my body. I exhaled my breath trying to relax the worried mind.


"*Dirga... ".


"You're already married to the same girl how? ".


"Hem... Dirga wants to be like Mother". The curvy smile that emanated on the sweet lips of the little boy.


"Gee... Promise to be careful if not like Mother". The woman was holding and cradling the toddler-aged child.


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"Dirgas... You take care of dad... ".


"...". Nodding


"Mother wants to be a star... ".


"Why you want to be a star... ".


"So my mother is more beautiful... ". A smile that calms the heart. But there is still disappointment in the eyes of the young woman.


"Mother... ".


"Bun. da pa-pamit du-then yes... ". Tears flowed from the thinning of the eyes in a white cheek.


Tiiit...


The sound of the monitor echoed accompanied by the roar of a small child who hugged the veins of a woman who was none other than his own mother in the nursery room of the young woman with one child was*.


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The deg!!!


"DELAY!!!! ". I'mawakened. The clock still shows at 2 am.


I rubbed my face rough. There was a lot of sweat around my forehead and nape. I closed my eyes and got out of bed and stepped onto the balcony. Still wearing a messy office shirt. I stared at the Star strewn across the night sky.


"Beautiful". Mummur slowly


"Bun.. mother is getting more beautiful now yes".


I looked closely at each Star who alternated twinkling. Back to remembering the time when I was innocent and every night staring at the stars before going to bed. Thinking mother was watching me with a dim signal of stars far above the sky.


"Bun like I was a kid yesterday. I can't believe I'm getting married now... ". A little amused laugh.


"But can he love me not bun? ".


I myself am amused by my murmur. Like it wasn't just me. Honest though I've always been surrounded by various kinds of beautiful and sexy women but nothing can make me think hard just to say 'hi'.


Nothing can make me this sad. Although I had to act a little selfish to have it.


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Morning came my eyes moist because after waking up last night I so continue the work that I should finish the day after tomorrow. My eye bags are not too big just enough to show me the lack of sleep lately.


Why recently I have so often dreamt of meeting my mother who I always called 'Mother' .


Cclek


I went into the bathroom that was available in my room. Undressing strands by strands. Set the water so that it is not too cold then turn on the shower. 15 minutes later I finished the shower. Get out of the bathroom and enter the special room.


Goods neatly arranged in the room ranging from suits, ties, watches, shoes and more.


After I guess my appearance is okay. I went out of the room to the dinner table for breakfast.


"What breakfast? ". I asked the figure of the woman who already had wrinkles on her aging face.


"It's den. Bibik makes fried rice shrimp".


"The favorite bik. Thanks to bik".


Bik Siti serves fried rice which is one of my favorite menus. In front of me smelled the familiar spice aroma of the fried rice. My eyes were immediately fixed on the shrimp that still looked fresh mixed with fried rice with eggs and friends of his friends.


Mm-hmm...


I ate all that fried rice. After breakfast I went straight to the office.


The clock has shown at 08.30 Wib. I often wake up and leave at will. Even if it is still quiet and not busy.


Just as I arrived at the office parking lot I heard a phone ring from my pocket.


Adel


I quickly picked up the phone and tried to catch my breath to sound normal


"Hello... ". The voice sounded soft and there was a slight annoyed tone.


"Yes what's wrong? ".


"Om got a call from the dresser".


"Shirtkeeper? ".


"Where is del from? ".


"Ish, our wedding dressmaker lo Om! ". The girl snorted annoyedly at the end of her sentence.


"He said our wedding".


"Oo yes..kilok then later in the afternoon we go to the button yes".


"Yes".


"Yes it's da-".


Tut. tut's...


The phone closed before I finished my sentence.


"Maclum is still a child". My mumbling strengthened.


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"Adel me again on the way to your house. Ready to be ready".


"What Om is on the road. It's only 12 o'clock isn't past lunchtime either".


"Yes I know. But the boutique employee told us to come now ".


It's nothing but a little lie. It was just my wits to be able to have lunch with Adel.


"I. Yes, Om Adel is ready".


Tut. tut's...


I smiled proud and amused. Too old to lie like this.


I began to see a large house with a towering fence about 2 meters more. The security guard opened the door friendly.


I immediately parked my car but right in front of Adel's door. In order not to walk to the parking lot located a little far to the west.


Tok...


"Adels".


Cklek.


"Come Om walk".


The girl walked past me and got straight into the car. Cue.


"Take it straight".


"Kan Emang just wants to go there om". He answered without even glancing at me.


There's a sense of tightness in my chest. But I also feel good to be close to him.


"Om we're parked across there". Adel commands while raising his index finger.


"Hm".


I let Adel get out of the car and walk first.


What was I expecting?


"Wait what else? Let's enter". The girl grumbled after turning over the body which made my sense of disappointment disappear a little.


I just accelerated a little. Be cool and mature.


Cling...


"Welcome to our boutique store.please see". Welcome the staff at the cashier table.


It was not long before a stranger came to us.


"Sir Dirga and Buk Adel ?". Ask in a soft and polite voice


"Yes".


"Oh, please follow me. The dress of choice for adel bouquet has been neatly arranged in the next section".


The maid directed us to the part of the wedding dress that will be worn adel later in our wedding.


While passing through the white kebaya dress one by one my eyes were fixed on one dress. I looked at her a long time ago imagining Adel wearing that shirt. It'll look so charming.


"Do you like this model? ".


My imaginary moment is gone.


"No-no".


I immediately looked towards Adel who was busy with his gagget.


" Just choose which dress you like".


Adel nodded.


He will not be aware of my wishes. She also lazily had to choose a dress for this one-sided wedding.


"Sister I chose this one..it's the same one".


One of the dresses that Adel chose was the dress that I was looking at earlier. My little curved lips hide my love.


Adel tried one by one the dresses he chose in the dressing room. He didn't come out to ask for my opinion. Certainly.


I don't know which shirt she chose, or if the dress was wrapped by the clerk guarding the cashier.


After finishing my turn to choose a suit for the wedding later. I saw almost all the colors of the suit neatly lined up in plain white. But there is one that looks different. Looks more authoritative and cool.


"Wrap this one".


"Eh, um don't try it first? ".


"Don't have all the clothes fit in my body". I said a little snobbishly with a faint smile.


"Oos... Yes yes". Adel seems totally uninterested in my opinion.


"Bak wrapped this up".


Finally the wedding dress is over. It's lunch hour now. I'm going to work out my plan to get Adel lunch.


"Del eat first yok".


"Eh.. Gini om's".


"My husband is the deal. There's a nice restaurant nearby".


"...".


"The dessert says it's delicious".


"Om really?! ".


"Yes".


"Here's to Om. At home there is also only Bik Ina".


"Yes yuk".


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"Choose what this is. What is the language of all planets ?".


"Del wants to eat what? ".


"Eh. e. e.. Beef Burgu-guig-burguig-non".


"What drink is miss? ".


"Lemon tea aja".


"I'm lazy to read the menu. Could my eyeballs be out again".


Hmm.. not good too if you have to diem an kayak gini.


"Of... ".


"mmm".


"Why do I want to marry you... ".


The deg!!


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Hi readers. Now think this is how sidirga dress for marriage later.



And then there's Adel...


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Later yes wedding time 😋😋


Enjoy yes readers thankq 😘