The Can I Love Him
CHAPTER 27
Cit.cit....
THE SRAK!!!
"The sky woke up this morning!". Laura pulled the dirga blanket that was still wrapped neatly in her body.
"Bun, it's 10 minutes... ".
"Rhinoceros, let's get up! ".
"5 minutes of Bun... Henym... ".
"DIRGA WAKE UP FAST IF YOU DON'T WAKE UP ALSO MOTHER THROW YOU INTO THE POOL!!!!".
Oh!!!!
I opened my eyes and went into the bathroom. Of course for you it's just mama's babble in the morning but it's different from my mother on this one. I never cared if I was threatened to be thrown into the pool and continue my beautiful dreams. And a few moments later Dad lifted me out of bed and threw me into the pool while Mom smiled cynically behind Dad.
Ser....
Remembering it makes me creep. Plus our pool is facing the back garden of Aunt Lisya. Yes, in the morning of this bright and peaceful day I will be humiliated a second time.
"Here breakfast is fast, you're long in the bathroom".
"Mother, it's a ritual so I can have a beautiful girl at my new school".
Bug off!!!
Mother threw the cucumber she was about to cut at me. Right about my face. Why do you like hitting my face. It's a state asset know not the Bun...
"Girl, wake up still encesan it's been busy thinking of girls".
Mother taunted me with a cynical smile to underestimate me. Heh... in this house does no one think I've grown up. Come on, I'm not a kid anymore.
I eat my favorite fried rice every morning Mother cooked.
"Heh.. Pummeled... Okelah Bun, I'm leaving first... ".
"Aren't you with Dad? ".
"No ah, later I was considered spoiled again with school children".
"Hm....!!! ".
Eghhh!!!
"No, my school is close from here... I'm going to ride a bike".
"His... Yes, the heart is on the way... ".
"Yes Bun, I'm leaving... Love u so much~~".
I picked up my bike parked in the garage. Hm... It's also delicious if the school deket house kayak gini, I don't have to be complicated to manage the traffic that is not bad.
"Hmmm... hmmm... hmm—!".
"Eh, deck you off to school alone? ".
I saw my neighbor's son walking on the sidewalk in his usual SD uniform. Red white.
"He?? Hmmmm... Adel is already tired so there is no need to be taken again".
Geh...! he is still a songong boy...
"Wouldn't you like anther? ".
I froze for a moment. The little girl's innocent look seemed to suck me. Is that happy that he got my offer?
"Bo-can? ". Her voice was trembling but not out of fear, I'm sure she was too happy to get an offer to transfer to her school.
"Where is your mother? "
"Hm... Mama couldn't go out long... ".
Egh.. I think I mispronounced this.
"O-ooo... That's why you always go to school? ".
"Sometimes Mama nganter is also not too sick again, Papa is also not busy will certainly be nganter Adel school... ".
"You don't think your brother every day? ".
"He..? ".
"Eee... how? ".
"Every day...? ".
"Yes". Dirga smiled so warmly. Until he did not know that smile was a figure of a hero for little Adel.
"You!!".
"OK from tomorrow brother pick up... ".
"Yes brother... ".
Flashback Off
Dirga rubbed his face roughly staring at the sky of the room. His mind is only one. What am I supposed to do? only that, he was too confused how to behave on Adel. Instead of wanting to silence Adel only he was too reluctant to talk to the young girl he had forced to marry him.
"*Tomorrow... From tomorrow I won't see you again... ".
"From tomorrow you don't have to force yourself anymore to smile*... ".
That soft voice added to the silence in his dim room. But that does not mean Dirga will give up with feelings that have been so long planted in his soul.
"Well, I won't give up, I promise I'll be by your side even if you don't remember me! ".
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Cit...
The night passed so quickly that without them noticing the Sun began to rise and show its rays.
These two unconnected soul mates opened their eyes. Wake up and move on from their dreams. Look at the day with a purpose.
Today there was something a little different about Dirga. Disappointment must be very clear he felt, but today he was like trying to dispel his own will. Is correct. Adel will go to Japan today, even if it is just for college but still not sure if he will return to Indonesia or if he will go home to meet with him? No one knows yet.
Dirga ready. Heading downstairs for breakfast, this time he had breakfast early and did not wait for the adel to come down. He did not ask for a cup of coffee or read the morning newspaper as he usually does.
After finishing breakfast Dirga immediately took his office bag and ordered to the bik Siti maid.
After that he left. Although from the outside he looks ordinary but who knows the contents of the hearts of others. Like removing a part of him, he knows they can still meet but still there is nothing certain to bring them together. Their paths are opposite each other, they cannot be one. Or split yourself in two. They have their own paths.
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My eyes are heavy...
This morning I somehow just wanted to stay longer in my room. I don't know what's stuck in my mind just this stuffiness I can't hold.
It's true that I'm just running away from the problems that come to me. I can't take it anymore.
I just kept lying and torturing myself. I can't be like this because that's why I decided to leave immediately, even though my reason was to go to college and get a better lesson. But all of that was just a trick, I was just trying to escape. Trying to be free. Trying to forget all the things that bother me. But why am I so nervous like this?
Adel looked out the window. He saw the Mentari so Beautiful emitting rays the sky was also very bright. Today should be a good day, today will be the best day. Should have....
But the look in his eyes was so cloudy that raindrops came pouring down his cheeks. Those tears are flowing. Heart's screaming. Scream. Is there anyone who can pull her up and hug her at this moment? that's hope.
"Mafin adel pa... ".
The guilt that began to haunt him further gnawed at himself. He began to wonder if this was really the best thing to do? Is this the best thing for your happiness?
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Hey readers you guys miss this story of theirs?????
The author has long been insensible. There must be many who sprained yes the same delay, especially those who have forgotten the same story before it....
Gpp kok forgot to read again 😅
That easy?! Yes definitely not , therefore I as the Author 'Can I Love Him' apologized as much" for this outrageous delay.... 🙏🙏🙏🙏😓
So now's...
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