The Can I Love Him

CHAPTER 39

I entered the white light that was in front of me. Mama also led me, watching my fingers tightly. Samar can see the look on Mama's face that looks sad. Maybe he didn't think I'd catch up so soon.

A glimpse of longing swarmed all my thoughts. I did not have time to express my feelings to Mas Dirga, what a shame my fate. Maybe this is the destiny I have to live with.

O Allah, if it is the fate of the servant to be separated from him, but if this is the test of the servant please give the servant the opportunity to complete it.

In my heart I spoke my deepest hope. How could I possibly be able to leave Mas Dirga...

The tep!

My steps stopped, Mama looked straight at me. As soon as my tears fell Mama immediately hugged me, clutching me so tightly.

"Adel.... ". Mama called my name in such a sad voice.

"Ma.... Adel... Adel..mau meet Mas Dirga, Adel Cinta Mas Dirga Ma... Huhuhu... ". I roared in the silence where Mama and I were. My voice seemed to bounce in all directions and came back to me.

Mama kept hugging me and slowly she took off her arms, staring at every inch of my face. Gently stroked my hair, saying...

"You're so big, baby, Mama will miss you even more... ".

DHE!!!!!!

"UGH!!!! ".

My body seemed to be falling strong. My chest tightened, my whole body was in a lot of pain. It was dark, I could not see anything. When I opened my eyes.

The deg!!!!!

The lights that came into my eyes were so glare, my listeners were so unstable, my eyes were still blurry. Yet faintly faint I heard a voice. A voice that really made me fully aware.

"Adel.. huhuhu.. do not stay Mas, Mas please dear, do not make the mas alone again... cubby... mas also has not said that mas really love you since the first time you pointed Mas Bintang... I don't want you to be careful when you're a star...".

It's true he kissed my forehead. He clasped my finger so tightly. He soaked my face with his tears streaming down.

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Moments later, the doctor was helped by the sisters to remove all Adel's aids. I could only stand next to Adel who was as white as cotton, not breathing. Seeing it now only wrapped in white cloth and ready to be carried in the morgue.

I couldn't afford to lose it, I roared. Remembering our past. No matter what, I just want my wife back. I miss your sweet smile so much...

"Ma-mas... ".

DHEG!!!!

This sound?!

Spontaneously I saw Adel's face. Am I dreaming? am I hallucinating?. Adel, he woke up, he was staring at me.

"Aadel?! ".

"Aadel?! Baby you wake up!!! ". I kissed Adel on the forehead and looked back at his face. Make sure this is real.

"Yes, Mas... ".

The doctor who had wanted to go straight to see Adel's condition, he smiled with relief and happiness.

"Sir, Buk Adel has passed his critical period. And this is a truly remarkable event, perhaps it is a miracle because your hopes are so strong".

I smiled at Adel as well.

After that Adel was moved to a regular room, with regular aids. Impuses. That's all, nothing else is dangerous.

"Mas... ".

"Hmmm....". I answered Adel while stroking elus the back of his hand which was not crushed.

"I love you... ".

The dheg!!!

Immediately I could not say anything, my hand that had been stroking Adel's hand spontaneously stopped, my body seemed to freeze, my eyes stared blankly at Adel.

Did I not hear wrong?.

"Mas?... ".

"You-you??? Did you not hear wrong??? ".

Adel raised his hand and placed it on my left cheek, with a smile so shady he uttered that sentence once again.

"I love you so much, Mom, I'm grateful to be your wife".

Grep's!

I hugged Adel. My tears almost fell. I was so happy, finally my love was avenged.

"Mas loves you too, loves you very much Adel, very much... ".

Adel was crying in my arms, between her cries I could hear her laughter. It is a cry of happiness. Not the usual crying I hear. The cry that keeps my heart calm and warm.

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"So we go straight to Indonesia Mas? ".

"Don't you love, do you want us to marry long distance? ". Ledek Dirga while poking Adel's tapered chin.

The blush!

"Gee!!! ".

Instantly Dirga could see Adel's reddened face like a boiled crab.

"A-adel is aja B, Mas kali who can not stand the heat there is no Adel". The answer was brick without even looking at Dirga's face.

The cup!

Huh!!!!

One brief kiss landed on Adel's sweet lips. Of course Adel immediately froze like a statue.

"That's you know... ". Dirga grinned and showed a naughty man's smile after peeping Adel's lips.

"A-a-a.. what the hell... ma-mas sok.... aghh!!!". Adel's mouth could no longer sync with his brain. And finally upset himself.

"Haha... Okay we go straight to the airport, until the first night.. Hehe... ". I said casually while embracing Adel who was flushed beside me.

"What!!!! ". Again he saw me with a face that made me want to laugh out loud.

"Why don't you want to?? ".

"cjsbgerhfgksllos.. @#¢\=× <÷ <^！！！！". Adel turned red again and this time both of his lips came forward. He quickly walked away from me, I saw he was wrong and talked to himself. Hahahaha.it's funny I thought. He wants to continue aja ngerjain Adel, but unfortunately I'm too soft and will not bear. Bueekkkk, my nausea!

Grep's!

"Say~~~". I ran towards Adel, called him spoiled and immediately hugged him from behind, so that his steps stopped. I locked him in my arms and I put my face into his neck.

"Ma-mas!!! ". Adel seemed to want to take off my arms from his body, he twisted his body right and left.

"Mas was joking so you don't worry... ". Added again.

Adel stopped moving, he looked down. Then he hugged both of my arms that were hugging him. Then he said...

"I'm sorry, Adel was just surprised". His voice was so funny with his voice. Honestly, that's so cute. I'd love to pinch both of his chubby cheeks, but unfortunately we're in a bad moment right now.

"Yes, I understand".

Then we went straight to the airport. Long story short we arrived in Jakarta. Dirga who sleepy looks like a baby. This time I will not deny anything anymore, a face that looks cold indeed looks very charming and charming but his face that just woke up to sleep especially if his hair is messy. Fix is like babyface oppa korea tau!!!

"Whoaammmmw... Cubby each sleepy ". Whine while drawing closer to my body. Though this is in a public place and see how effective this big baby is.

"Mas entar will also be until the house is also, hold yes... ".

"Dam!!! But later deformed ya".

What!!!!! Is Mas Dirga this clover. This... this is.. kayak is not a mas deh!!

"Mas??? ".

"It's not a fever, is it?". Ask wonder.

Sure enough, Mas Dirga immediately looked at me without saying a word. Then he stood up straight and combed his hair back using his fingers.really like oppa korea really this masku.

"Aren't you likey? ". Mas's tone impressed cuek and judes. I think Dirga is angry.

"iii... Not that lo Mas, Mas today is too cute tauk, Adel's heart does not stop nih dag dig dug serr... ". I answered while pulling those two very smooth cheeks of Mas.

Mas Dirga looked into my eyes as I pinched both of his cheeks. I could feel her gentle breaths and the sharp glances that were emanating in both of her eyeballs. Because groggy I took my hands off of Mas's cheek, but he held it and put both hands on his cheek. The look in his eyes that could not be separated from me really made me tremble, grogian, nervous.

"Cubby". One word came from her mouth followed by a smile that reminded me of my sweet memories as a child.

*Cubby.. if you call brother hubby, so brother will call you 'Cubby'. You see, you are still cute.

He said with a smile and pinched both of my cheeks*.

"Hoo-bby!".

He smiled as he closed his eyes.

"That's cubby...".

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