The Can I Love Him

CHAPTER 1

"Pa, why is this papa after all the same Adel? ". unconsciously I raised my voice.

"Adels... Papa doesn't want this either. But Mr. Dirga is interested in you". said the father while rubbing his face.

I honestly can't believe seeing papa like this to me. I still want to continue my studies I want to pursue my mind but why now it should be like this.

"Adel papa hope you can understand our situation. Tomorrow Mr. Dirga will come to see you".

"bad dad. I'm not a papa doll !".

"Apel!! ".

I ran to my room.I opened the drawer where I kept my precious treasure. It is a photo of a woman with a face that smiles gently while holding a small child. Yes, it's a picture of my late mother. My mother died when I was 8 years old. Mama is a very gentle and loving person. When I was little, my mom would hug me when I was sad until I felt better.

" Ma, papa evil equal adel... ".

" Papa jodohin adel same person who adel do not know ma....". Right now I wish my mom could hold me tight. Gently rubbed my hair and calmed me down.

" Ma, why is papa evil the same Adel ma...?"

I'm not the spoiled child you think I am but Papa has always arranged whatever I have to do not just learn to get along I have to ask his permission. And now Papa is really late he set even with whom I should marry. This is not fair to me.

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My eyes feel heavy. I'm sure my eyes are swollen like they've been punched. Last night I cried myself to sleep yes of course my eyes will end up like a fluffy sponge cake.

My stomach feels hungry but I have no appetite for food. Today Mr. Dirga is coming. All I know is that Mr. Dirga is one of my father's most invested partners in the company, and of course their relationship is very close.

Tok.tok.

" Non Adel sir is calling down".

" Yes bik, just step down again". I immediately got out of my messy bed. I saw Dad sitting sweetly at the dinner table eating breakfast with his meal.

"Adel why are you getting up late". said papa while looking down at me down the stairs. But I just kept quiet and didn't want to say it.

" huh... ".

" Sit down and breakfast. After breakfast compress your eyes so as not to swell again" .

I don't understand the way my father's mind continues to rule my life is regulating my movements. There is always this way, there is no freedom.

" Remember that afternoon, sir Dirga will come. You have to dress up pretty".

" Pa, sorry for this time Adel can not follow papa's will".

" Adel! It's all for you, son".

"For me??? do you want to hide the same person whose face even papa does not know" my tears come back. I stared at Papa expecting his understanding to immediately cancel this matchmaking.

Papa stood up from the dining table and walked towards me. I put down a picture of a man in a black suit. Her hair is black. His skin was white and his eyes were pitch-black. I looked up in wonder. Ask me what I mean by showing the photo.

" That's a picture of dirga. Adel papa is sure you will come" Papa stroked my head and left to leave the dinner table and immediately went to work.

This man was very different from what I imagined.he was young and handsome. But I hate it even more because I see him why he chose me. Why he made my life worse. I'm sick.

"Bik Adel went to college first ya bik".

I heard quite rapid footsteps from behind me.

"Non, this isn't forgetfulness".

I saw Bik Ina handing me a paper. Huh.. almost my day got worse because I forgot to bring materials for later percentage.

I was in college the first year of the second semester. It's true that I've just become a student and soon I'll just be the housewife of a businessman.

Since then I aspired to become a veterinarian because I really like cats. And I had fought so hard until I reached this point, where I managed to get into the medical department at the University of I******a. a step further until I reached my goal. But all my plans were ruined because of that Dirga. I will never accept him as my candidate.

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"Apel!! ". I heard a familiar voice calling my name.

"Eh, Brother God".

"What's up, brother? ".

"Gak papa nyapa doang ".

"Yes kirain what sis". Brother God laughed seeing me who was upset by myself. The dimples printed on her face made her look even sweeter.

Not long before we arrived at the class. I saw Reva was busy memorizing the material that we would present later. He clutched his head with both hands as if again foretelling the future. Even I who looked at him was unconscious.

"Dar!!!! ". I patted both the shoulders of my best friend since this smp.

" Fowl animals are animals that are often... ". Reva said all the sentences loudly and quickly so that he became the attention of all the students in the class at that time.

"Your!!!! How do you ngagetin that anyway". Reva looks very upset because my actions are disturbing him and making him embarrassed in class.

" Sorry va. You are learning by yourself".

" Tau ah".

Wearing the cake Reva again pms deh. Reva emang so if again pms surely his emotions take off mulu. can not be played .

"Reva... I'm sorry.I'm sorry I dong va. I really just wanted to play a game".

"Sorry I pliss. I promise I won't gini again deh''.

"Hem!!! ". Reva turned her face away from me like a child even so she was actually very kind and loving.

"Reva~~~".

"Heh... Yes, I am sorry. Just be careful if you ngaggetin I fit again busy like this again ya".

"Hemm. means that you can not be busy dong". I said while smiling like a witch who often appears on tv.

" Adeell's... ".

"Egh, okay boss won't I repeat". I took a firm stance and gave a salute to reva.

"Good".

The lecture is over. The clock shows at 12 I remember there was an appointment later at noon with Pak Dirga.

Ting

My phone rang with one message coming in and I saw the sender was Papa.

"Adel don't forget it will be noon at 2 o'clock you quickly go home. Dandan the beautiful papa has provided a dress in your room.Don't be late, baby".

Papa doesn't want to understand me at all. I persuaded him and expected his understanding. But papa only attach importance to profits for his company.

Cretaceous

"Assynol ".

"Eh. Not home, sir, order the dress".

"Papa said bik". I subconsciously cut off Bik Ani's words.

"Eh, I'm sorry that I got tired of accidentally being a bibik's talk".

"With papa non, Bibik tau non definitely more burden of mind".

"Thank you, bik".

"Yes non".

I feel a little bad for Bik Ani. But Bik ani always good and gentle never even though Bik ani offended me even though I consider that bik ani as my family too.

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I went into the room and saw a white box on my bed. I'm lazy to see that thing.

I just passed the box and went to the bathroom.

After the shower I opened it

the dress is toska green. My favorite color. But I don't like that dress.

Brom!!

I heard a lot of cars coming to my house. I peeked out the window. In my delivery there are 4 luxury cars parked. Before long I heard the sound of my bedroom door being knocked.

"Non, the guest has come sir told non adel to come down".

I feel something is awkward. " Yes bik Adel went straight down".

I quickly tidied my hair and went downstairs as I almost reached the living room. I saw a middle-aged man and also a man who was photographed sitting next to Kana and there was also a aunt with super thick makeup sitting on the left of the man.

Papa gave me the code to immediately sit next to him.

"This is my son's Adel". said papa kindly introducing me to them.

"Greetings om, Auntie ".

" Well, his son is very polite".

I just smiled a little to reply to the om om saying that.Then I also dudk beside papa.

"Well, then go straight, please introduce this to our son Dirgantara Agung Wijaya. So the point of our arrival here is to propose to Adel's son...".

"lamaran? Didn't you say I just met last night? ". i looked at papa for a moment.

"Well, how would Adel want to be his future wife Dirga".

Deg

Deg

Deg

"what is this. Papa lied to me again".I don't know how I should answer anything .

"Adels". Papa signaled to me not to refuse Dirga.

But I don't love him at all. I even hate him so much. Because he's my life is getting more complicated like this.

"Dad let us talk to you both first. Adel also just first multiply ketemy the same dirga. Maybe he's still embarrassed".