The Can I Love Him

CHAPTER 23

I went up to the bed next to Adel. I put a pillow between the two of us. That I may not draw near to Adel. I was scared the night I hugged her and made Adel even more afraid of me.

I looked at the sky room. Then I slowly closed my eyes and began to fall asleep in my dream.

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Cit...

cit...

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"Weight...! ".

What the hell.I'm abundant what? So heavy.

I opened my eyes slowly. A light beam from outside the window peered into our room. I was shaking my body but it was like a heavy object was pouring down from my back and coiling around my stomach.

Whose hand is this?

Oh!!!!

My heart is beating fast. I realized what happened last night. We almost did. Almost....

I saw the hand of the dirga coiled tightly around my stomach. I can't move at all. I tried to twist my body and as I turned it...

The deg!

"Hoshis.... Hoshs... ".

The breath of dirga hit my face. The distance between our faces is not up to 5 cm. Even I could feel every breath of dirga.

"Dee!! A little woyyy! ".

Because of this unfavorable position, I found it harder to move until I was silent and watching every inch of my husband's face.

"Long time looked at. mas dirga handsome also yes... ". I unconsciously said what I was thinking. I was surprised to not even believe what I just said.

Although it is true. Her eyelashes are not too long but taut. Short and slender nose. His jawbone is very firm. Rarely is there a person whose face is as perfect as the dirga.

Am I lucky to marry her?

His age is also old. Why is his face so young. Akh. Ha!!...

"Mas is definitely a treatment... ". My murmur is small even if the dirga mas wakes up he will definitely hear as clear as he explained.

"Ngh... ". Dirga moaning. His body started moving. I closed my eyes and went back to sleep. Yes, although pura. Prestigious is the look of muji like him!.

Mas dirga let go of his embrace until finally I could freely move.

Fortunately, I did not wake up. If I wake up I will be ashamed!

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Grek...

What else is this motion?!.

I opened my eyes and saw me hugging Adel. Don't tell me I've been curling up all night. I saw the bolster pillow I put in the middle of us last night is now behind me. No matter how the story of the bolster pillow moved behind me.

My cooking is moving? The feeling of last night

Not ready to think, the ladders even turned badanyan and of course I pura to sleep again. So that Adel does not become more amused at me. And I can pretend that nothing happened this morning.

I think Adel was watching my face.

"Long time looked at. mas dirga handsome also yes... ".

Oh!!!!!!

My heart was racing hard in there. Yes, he always said he hated me and never squirmed like that. Keep fit again sleep gini he even talk rich that way. It could blow my heart.

My face is hot....

"Mas is definitely a treatment... ".

Buahahahahahah. Where ever was adel. At most, wash your face only every waking up pack G******r.

I want to laugh out loud when I hear that adel statement. Yeah.what could I be that handsome in the eye adel times huh.

I immediately pretended to squirm. Because if I do not move immediately then I who is pretending this temple will be far apart by Adel. I can be funny if I don't turn around right away.

When I peeked for a while I saw Adel who was very close to my face. Even if I move a little, my lips can reach Adel's lips.

Kupandangi. Eh???!! Her eyelashes are moving. Adel doesn't seem like he's quite an expert at acting.

Immediately I took off my arms from Adel's body. And turned my body around to back him.

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I covered my face with both palms after the dirga mas turned its body. Hush..what possessed me.. la... This is completely out of my life scenario.

Last night should have been enough to scare me and keep my distance from me and my dirga. But the truth is why I am relaxed and feel good. There is no feeling of was.

Del mau lo what the hell!!! If you are not clear where you can go forward...!

Is correct. I still miss you the figure of Lord Brother beside me and still not used to accept that I am married. And also I feel safe if I'm beside the dirga mas that I once hated so much.

The longer my hatred for dirga mas is disappearing. Mas dirga also made me more confused with his statement of love at that time. And it's strange why I'm not disgusted with cobak.

Bayangin. This guy who made my life a mess had to lose the person I loved a long time ago and had to give up the rest of my life to marry him.

Grr...!! If you remember to remember again make you angry too!!!

And now. I slept with him and almost performed the ritual at my in-laws' house.

Shame is not really shame... But....

("Sorry adel. I'm out of control. I thought you were ngizininin me because you were silent")

At that time, I looked very sorry. She did not let go of her embrace until my crying subsided. Mas dirga also continued to apologize while stroking elus my head.

Why do I feel the presence of the figure of the person in the presence of the dirga mas. I don't know who he is but I feel like we're close. But who is he???!

"Ngh... Adel, are you awake? Take a shower there... ". The order of the dirga mas who was rubbing his eyes that had just woken up.

"Hmmm... ".

Males ah.. still want to sleep, last night I did not sleep well!

"Yes already. I shower first you don't sleep again tomorrow you want to leave. So today we're shopping for your gear".

Dhegs!

Yes, tomorrow I am going to Japan.

She immediately got out of bed and went to the bathroom. I heard the sound of water from inside. I who was still lying in bed just looked at the pensive sky room.

"Japanese yes.... ". Mummur slowly

It is sad to have to leave my homeland. Going to the land of people is also new to me. I'm worried about how I'm going to blend in with the community there. And again I have absolutely no acquaintance in Japan. I was alone there really alone. I just hope this is the best.

I can't stay with people who still feel foreign and this marriage is a burden to me. I better stay away from everything. Although this is a cowardly way but if I stay here, I can lose myself. I wouldn't want that to happen to me.

Because it's... I choose to run away from everything...

Cklek!

"You're still sleeping. Sana shower quickly.we have this bad luck. I'll definitely wait under ".

Dirga's orders just blew away all my daydreams. The fresh-looking dirga mas with the black shirt and lee pants he wears. I stared at him for a while and then got out of bed. Go to the bathroom and shower. Cook me dumb again. This afternoon I could not imagine anymore.

After I finished taking a shower I wore a casual dress that I bought last night by. mas dirga for me.

"Cute really. I'm like a cake". I chuckled at myself seeing myself wearing that dress. Who would believe me if I was married...

"Hemm. Let kayak really adek... ".

I came out of the bathroom after I was done with my business there. I saw the dirga standing in front of the window facing directly to the backyard.

What happened to his look? . Mas dirga looked down at the flower yard in the backyard. His back looked so lonely. I walked. approaching him...

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