Sunflowers

Wait around

I looked to the left right waiting for the angkot to come home. It was getting dark when it was still at half-five what because it was now cloudy. It's been almost ten minutes I've been waiting for an angkot but no one has passed or this hour there is no angkot.

Looking at the clock on my left hand I think it's true that angkot is not coming. Lia was picked up by her driver earlier I refused to go home with her. I also forbid James to pick me up. I'm trying to get to the bus stop who knows if there's a bus in the same direction as me. Hope so.

The rain suddenly flushed without excuse. Come casually without telling just to find shelter. Instead of running to find a place to shelter, I silently looked up my head up into the sky, letting the rain whimper down on my face.

I like the rain. The smell of the rain mixed with the ground was very evocative. I haven't played in the rain in a long time. Playing for a while is okay. I passed the stop just like that I decided for the way time. The distance from the school house is good, but I want to spend time with the rain. The rain did not buckle down just an ordinary drizzle would not wet my uniform. Hope so.

The streets are now quite quiet I don't know why even though every time I go home to school the streets are crowded because it is raining. I danced in the street like I was playing in the rain.

Sometimes I salute the rain. He came back knowing how it felt to fall so many times. I will imitate the rain no matter how much it hurts me to get up.

I was surprised my body was stiff. In front of me about twenty meters I saw a man who was gang-raped by five people. And what surprised me the most was that the guy who was gang-raped was my sister, Hana. Why is he there.

I ran towards the crowd with my hands clenched. I'm angry how dare they hurt my brother.

The buagkh!!!

Bukkk!!

I was really angry to see the five people who were ganged up on Hana. They're all girls. There, a meter beside me Hana was lying helplessly with a lot of blood filling her body.

Don't underestimate me even though my body is small I'm good at fighting. Although I was hit several times but I was still able to beat this guy. I didn't hesitate to punch them in the face, their stomachs, and some even almost fainted. I don't care, though,

Hana coughed she vaguely saw the fight.

I kept hitting them nonstop. My face has many wounds too. But it's okay at least it's not Hana who was hurt.

"Go! Let's go." said a pink-haired girl to her friends. "Hana, our business isn't done yet." the girl stared intently at Hana.

The five girls left in a hurry. The other friend helped his friend who was lying on the street. I just stared at him with a broken breath. I felt a thick liquid flowing down my side. I don't give a shit. Now it's more important Hana.

"Lo's okay?" the stupid question is obviously Hana why. "Let's help me sit down."

Hana grimaced holding my arm strong. Several times I also heard the light coming out of Hana. The condition is very sad, I know Hana is not good at martial arts.

I looked to the left right hoping for a taxi or a passing vehicle. The streets were very quiet even for a handful of passers-by. I panicked that Hana should be taken to the hospital immediately.

I grabbed a cell phone in my uniform so I wouldn't die because I haven't met him since yesterday. I glared at the number in the right corner of 4%. Oh my God, I don't care about cell phones. I didn't want to waste my time looking for James's number.

Taps.

Damnit. Cellphone's dead.

I looked at Hana who was holding her stomach. "Where is HP lo?" my many.

Hana did not answer she just pointed to her bag lying far away. Without a second thought I grabbed him and crunched the contents of his bag. Thankfully, Hana's phone is fine.

I called an ambulance.

***

"WHAT DID YOU DO TO MY SON, HUH?!"

My head is facing up. Mama pulled my hair strong as if my skin was coming off. I desperately held back my tears from coming down I didn't want to cry in front of Mama. But my head was still dizzy from the fight earlier and now added by Mama. Blood was still thinned until my cheek refused the medical party to treat me earlier, but like Mama did not care about my condition.

"It's not me Ma." I said slowly. "Sister Hana was ganged in the street." I tried to take Mama's hand off my hair but failed to pull Mama very tightly.

"LIED!!"

I closed my eyes in pain pulling my hand back to let Mama grab me. Defending yourself is free in the mind of Mama there is only Hana.

"There's no way he's been ganged up he's got no enemies." Mama slammed my head against the wall. "Surely because of you Hana was ganged up!!"

My face is red if she is angry. I've never seen Mama this angry.

"Go from here!!" point Mama in front of my face. "Don't let me see you two days ahead of the house."

I'm shocked. I mean Mama kicked me out for two days. "Where should Agatha go?"

"It's none of my business. Go you!"

I confronted Papa who had only been silent since. Papa doesn't care about me even though we've now been watched by hospital visitors. I lowered my head in shame and left in front of Mama and Papa.

If you think I'm going to leave right away. No. gabe. I'm still in the hospital waiting for news of Hana's condition. But before that I went to the bathroom to wash my face. My face is now so fucked up I don't want to be considered a hospital ghost.

Along the way to the toilet many nurses who want to treat me are not infrequently also there are doctors who persuade me to be treated. But I refused.

I sat twenty-five feet from Mama and Papa's seat. Not too noticeable because Mama doesn't care around. I smiled at why Mama hated me so much when I was here for a week. I raised my head so my tears wouldn't fall.

The doctor came out and put my ears as well as I could. Rarely doubted my hearing from this distance I could still hear the doctor talking due to the quiet corridor. I breathed a sigh of relief Hana was finally okay. Mercifully.

I can go home quietly. I got out of the hospital from where I was. I'm hanging out of the hospital it's dark outside. What time is it. I widened my eyes at eight.

WHAT DO I HAVE TO GO HOME WITH?!!!

I sat in the front of the hospital looking at the passing vehicle.

One.

Two.

Three.

Four.

Five.

I chuckle amusedly. How can I count the red cars that pass in front of me. There really is no work. The moon is shining brightly tonight. I liked.

An hour has passed now at nine o'clock. I pulled out my dead phone trying to turn it on who knows how it works. It worked, but one minute later it died.

Tukks.

A ball landed in front of my feet. Not a heavy ball but a melon-shaped toy ball. I chuckled funny that ball. I picked it up until a little boy came up to me with a big smile.

I smile. "It's okay. Who's the same here? It's the night."

The boy scratched the back of his head. "I ran away from Mama. Mama doesn't want me to play."

I glared only when I realized that this kid was wearing patient clothes. How dare he go out these nights just because he can't play.

"You're really sick, Mama doesn't want you to play. Later if it's healed can play as much." I said stroking his black mane.

The little boy looked panicked he bit his fingernails worriedly. I smiled amusedly. It would be amazing if I had a sister.

"How should I proceed, brother? Mama's gonna worry about me letting me get scolded."

"Jaudah let's take you with me." I stood holding the little boy's hand and entered the hospital. "Where is your room?"

"Sana sak." point it at the room not far from us standing. I could see that there was a man and a woman talking seriously to a nurse. They must be the parents of this kid.

"Good night Om, Auntie."

The two men looked at me at the same time and smiled resolutely and then their eyes turned to a child hiding behind me.

This kid is really scared.

"Oh my goodness, Kaila, where have you been" said the woman, worried about trying to reach the little boy from behind my body.

The little boy held my hand tightly. As if I was leaving him. Trying to escape her mother's reach.

"Who are you?"

I looked at the middle-aged man. Then be polite. "I Agatha Om just accidentally saw Kaila playing outside so I drove her here."

Believe me I didn't actually know the name of this child but because the woman next to me called her by the name of Kaila so I assumed that it was the name of this child.

"Thank you for nganterin Kaila. He was a bit wayward" said the man kindly and looked at his son who was still sheltering behind me.

"Kaila," said the woman, shaking her waist. How looks so bad.

"Mama don't get mad at Kaila ya." beg the boy's anxious.

I chuckle amusedly. "I'm sorry about Mama." I said.

The boy looked at me and looked back at his mother. "Sorry Kaila yes Ma. Not repeated again. Promise."

The woman smiled and smiled warmly. "Yes Mama maafin. Here pity her brother you tempelin that you stink."

The boy pouted and walked to hug his mother. "Mama is so ashamed of Kaila."

"What's your name, son?" ask the woman friendly.

"I'm Agatha aunty."

"Call Aunty Sofia and Om Herman" she said, introducing herself and her husband. "By the way you haven't come home yet and still wear this uniform tonight."

I stared at my own body and realized that I was still wearing a dirty uniform again. I became like a scumbag.

I smiled tough. "So I'm done with my aunt." I said. "Then excuse me, Aunt Om is afraid to be sought."

"You want some delivery?"

I'm shaking. "No need to be picked up."

"Really?" aunt Sofia said suspiciously. I have to how this is.

"Miss?"

I looked back. James is coming.

"That's what I've picked up Auntie."

James approached and smiled faintly at Aunt Sofia and Om Herman. Either I saw it wrong or how Om Herman looked shocked but as soon as possible he returned to normalizing his face.

"Then this is how Auntie is so calm" said Aunt Sofia hugging me warmly. I froze. I miss hugs like this. "Be careful."

I'm nodding. "Kaila don't be naughty anymore huh." the boy nodded vigorously. "We'll play again."

I nodded in spirit. "Yes definitely. Drug."

I turned around after saying goodbye, followed by James behind me. Up in front of the hospital I suddenly turned around to make James shocked and stopped instantly.

"What's wrong?" said James.

"Why do you know I'm here?" I've been honestly curious since.

"So there was a staff call that Miss was here."

I squealed in wonder. Mean what.

"Miss doesn't know what hospital this is?"

I looked up to find the name of this hospital. I opened my mouth wide.

The Kimberly Hospital.

Just deserve.

"Let's take my Miss's wound home to be treated immediately. I'm sure Miss will refuse if treated in this hospital."

You're James' best. I touched my dyed wound. But I don't feel the pain.

I don't know if I go home and go to bed.

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