Sunflowers

Time to forget

The sun this morning has revealed its golden light from behind the curtain that swirls into the room dominated by white. A boy who was still sound asleep in his father's arms.

Throughout the night Varest continued to look at Zee without intending to let go of the opportunity just to close his eyes and be lulled into a dream of goods for a minute, he was too afraid that when he agreed to his eye call, the child would disappear from view.

A heartfelt smile fell from his lip line, his eyes not to be swept at a feature reminiscent of Rea's wife Edrea Letshia.

"What should Papa do now, Zee?" ogre

Zee squirms, her body moving left and right looking for something that always warms her up during this month, a hug from her Mama.

Realizing Zee's behavior, Varet swiftly grabbed Zee back into his arms, but maybe because Varest was too excited the boy finally woke up.

"Which mom?" Two words were spoken from Zee's lips when his eyes had just opened perfectly and saw that only Papa was next to him.

The two words that so slapped Varest's heart, the fact that now and probably forever he will already be second to the Son, the boy who for two years will always cry if left behind by work, the boy who always nagged with his funny voice when he was late to pick up at his grandmother's house.

"Mama's at Oma's house" Varest said as he cleaned up the bed marks printed on the tip of Zee's lips

"Zee forgot ya?"

"Ji kila Mama's coming home tonight"

Varest looks stunned, he had forgotten if Zee is just a 3-year-old boy who does not understand the problems of his parents, he only knows if Mama and Papa are the people who will always be with him, he only knows if Mama and Papa are the people who will always be with him, he does not understand if the two are husband and wife who can sometimes forget each other when anger has penetrated the heart and mind.

"Did Zee go to Oma's house to see Mama?" asked Varest who answered an enthusiastic nod by Zee

The boy immediately ran down from the bed and grabbed the towel hanging in front of the bathroom, which was, when his feet just one step into the bathroom he suddenly stopped and turned back to get the Papa who did not move even a little in the bed.

Zee came back to Varest and pulled his hand and exclaimed, "Come on Papa, let's take a quick shower so you can meet Mama"

Varest nodded following Zee who kept pulling him to take a shower immediately.

Pessimistic, maybe that's what Varest feels right now, though, a reason that allows him to no longer be able to see the smile and spirit of his cute boy every morning when he decides to keep bringing Zee to Rea. Today.

So now every hour and even second, he would not miss the opportunity not to hear the laughter and the crescent moon from Zee's eyes.

With a variety of jokes he has kept in his heart the profile of the adorable funny face of his son Zee.

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"Son Varest"

Mama Jenny was shocked to find Varest standing at the door of her house holding Zee

"Rea's in her room, son" replied Mama Jenny, "Come in and go to Rea above" she continued, opening the door wide to her daughter-in-law.

"Not now Ma, he doesn't want to see me now" Varest said, recalling Rea's message

Before leaving for her in-laws' house to take Zee, the man had sent a message to Rea even though it took half an hour for his message to be read and replied but it did not make him unyielding until several times he returned to send a message and finally replied with enough sentences made him feel hit by rocks that were so heavy.

"Just bring my kids here, and please don't meet us, I need time to forget this"

"Rest, Mama doesn't want to interfere with your household matters, but Mama begs you not to give up on Rea, it's a hard reality for her, Mama is actually also very sad about what happened in the past, Mama and Papa are also very hurt and disappointed but far from it we believe in you so much, you can't possibly be entirely wrong for the accident and causing her Papa..?

"Ma" Varest cut Mama Jenny's sentence quickly while covering both of Zee's ears who seemed to notice the two chatting

"Sorry Rest, Mama did not mean" said Mama Jenny was not tasty, almost she slipped in front of her grandson Zee

Varest shook his head after turning to Zee who was still watching his grandmother.

"Zee wants to promise Papa no?" varest said, he knelt in front of the child while stroking Zee's cabi cheek.

"What promise Pa?" tanya Zee turned her head to the right with cute blinking eyes

"Zee must be a smart child, must not cry at night, and must take care of Mama"

"Ji's not crying, there's Mama and Papa night-night friend Ji bobo, right?"

Varest was silent, his head approaching kissing Zee's forehead long after, hugging him tightly.

"If Papa can't accompany Zee bobo, Zee still can't cry, there's Mama who hugs Zee so it must be smart, Mama must be sad if Zee cry"

"Why don't you hug Ji?, Papa, you have the nights to come home here, look bobo beltiga hugged Mama"

"Papa has to work to buy Zee a lot of toys and banana milk, so if Papa doesn't come home it means Papa has more work to buy whatever Zee wants"

The boy nodded enthusiastically at the words toy and banana milk that became his favorite. Varest broke his embrace and spoke again that made Mama Jenny's tears standing in front of him drip.

"Please take it to Mama well, Papa dear Mama and replace Papa to hug Mama. Ok!"

"Ok, Ji also loves a lot - a lot of the same Papa, buy banana milk a lot - a lot of transparent Ji plus - added dear"

Ah, this is a very heart-wrenching moment for Varest, after saying goodbye to his in-laws and making sure Zee enters the house held by his grandmother, who is, finally with pain that was so felt began to drive forward his car.

Without him realizing if the woman who had previously filled his mind stood far from behind the curtains and watched his every step that was shaken until the car he drove lost sight.

Women who claim not to want to meet but are so curious about the circumstances that are likely to be felt by someone who is none other than the father continued by his only child.