Sunflowers

The departure of Rea

Like a glass glass filled with water and fell not only the water will spill and wet the surface but the glass was equally broken and formless.

The same is true with the current container that holds the secret has fallen and made its contents splattered out giving pain to its owner.

The concept will always be the same, there will always be someone injured for everything that has been saved and finally revealed. Trust me secrets can never be hidden as far as the world is crumbling and flattened by the ground.

"Am I wrong, huh?" Rea asked in anger

"Why are you silent? Say it!"

Varest was stuck, all the bad shadows flashed through his mind, it was just an illusionary dream.

"Tell me, Rest!" urge Rea emotion

Behind his body to return to pick up the suitcase that had been delayed earlier, but again his hand stopped when a pair of sturdy arms coiled on his stomach, Varest hugged him from behind and rested his chin on Rea's shoulder.

"I'm sorry, sorry, I'm sorry" Varest said softly, his mouth locked to say something more than an apology.

"Let go of me Rest!" rea said, his defense collapsing, his tears pouring down his white cheeks.

"I beg Re, forgive me" as if not to hear Rea's words, Varest tightened his embrace on the wife's stomach.

Rea shook his head while trying to release Varest's coiled hand on his stomach.

"Let go of me Rest!, I need time" his cry broke out,

He could no longer endure the tightness of his chest, this reality so hurt and destroyed him. He only hoped that what he heard was a mistake but the apology spoken many times by the husband was very piercing in his heart.

One word however became the answer to her hope, that her husband was now the cause of her husband's death first.

"Why don't you dodge it, Rest? You hurt me and Zee" Rea rebelled, her hands were still busy letting go of Varest's arms.

Varest flipped Rea's body to face him and hugged him back tightly, sobbing at Rea's head.

"I'm sorry I hurt you, Re. I never meant to hurt you and Zee"

"Do you think I'll forgive you?"

Varest's reflex broke his embrace, seeing Rea's sad face attached, "Re.."

"I can't Rest, it's too painful for me, please let me go, let me go and Zee"

Varest shook his head in panic, his hand moving in search of Rea's hand for him to hold, never did he imagine that Zee would also leave even though it should be a great possibility that could happen when the secret was revealed.

"No Re, no, you can't go especially Zee" he said

"Why not?, Zee my son" Rea said as he threw Varest's hand, "Zee is my biological son and I have full rights over him"

"But you are my family, you are my wife and Zee is also my son, I can't let you go" Varest snapped, unable to hold back his anger, anger at himself and the situation that was so overwhelming to him.

He summed up Rea's cheeks and kissed her rough lips, "You're my wife Re, and Zee is my son, you're my wife, my wife" he chirped in the middle of his kiss on Rea's lips.

"Let go of me" Rea pushed Varest's body to the point of letting the kiss slip, her eyes looking out at Varest

"Well, I'm the wife you married because of your guilt"

Until the sound on the suitcase wheel resuscitated him and saw Rea already standing at the door to open it, Varest immediately pulled Rea's hand and plunged the woman into Varest's arms.

"Take it easy, I will no longer hold you back, this is all my faults and sins, you deserve to hate me" she said lightly stroking Rea's back

"But please let me be with Zee for tonight, I beg you, after that I will bring Zee to you myself"

Varest tightened his arms and kissed Rea's head in, without the man noticing that the woman currently in his arms was holding back a half-dead cry, his lower lip he bit so that the sobbing sound was not heard by him.

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"Where are you going, Pa" asked Zee when she saw her mother enter the car that used to pick her up.

"Mama while living in Oma and Opa's house"

"Why?"

"Oma again needs Mama, Oma same Opa again miss Mama"

It appears that Varest held back his tears, reaching Zee into his arms. Mama Nimas who was beside her could not help but cry. The middle-aged woman stroked the child's shoulders feeling concerned and sorry for the fate that God had given to the child alone puppet.

"Why is Papa crying?" it seems that Zee realized that the Papa was crying.

The boy held Varest's face and wiped Papa's tears with his two small hands, "Papa miss Mama too?"

Varest nodded.

"Don't be sad, there's Ji here" the boy patted his chest three times giving confidence if he could be relied upon, "Tomorrow we go to Oma's house with Opa, so you can be with Mama again"

Varest nodded back after holding Zee to be brought into the house.

The night was getting late and did not feel the quarrel Varet and Rea had lasted long enough, Mama Nimas decided to go home after being forced by Varest by saying that she did not want to make Papa Bayu worried if the Mama stayed over.

Under a blanket that covered up to Varest's chest, he never stopped hugging Zee dear, in the kiss of his son's head repeatedly.

"Why why?" like a child who understood that his mood was chaotic, Zee looked up at Varest's face.

"Well you miss Mama again, Dad?"

Varest didn't answer just looking at his little angel's face. Suddenly Zee wriggled from Varest's arms and stood up, holding his dear Papa's head and saying,

"Zee doesn't want Papa to cry, Zee won't stay with Papa"

The cry of Varest broke out, perhaps that sentence would always be a tranquilizer for her later, because in reality she could not hold Zee or Rea to stay by her side, either, he understood that the mistakes of the past had been a sturdy wall that had been built up a long time ago as a partition between him and also Rea, a wall that was originally only a shadow had now become real.

"Did Zee love Papa?" tannya

Although he did not understand the word of love asked by the Papa but Zee still nodded. "Zee loves Papa a lot" his Jeda "Mama is also a lot" he continued, kissing Varest's cheek.