Still waiting for you

thirty nine

Originally I was embarrassed to do this, but the lure of hesti on the phone just now, successfully tempted me.

"Mbak Ami tau. The only female guardian?, what practice did she do to become the only female guardian?."

"What Hes?, you don't really understand religion."

"Every night, she offers herself to her husband, Mbak Am,"

"Offer what?, Gimana, anyway. I don't understand."

"Yes offered Mama's husband, before going to bed, she always asked her husband first, tonight the husband needs her what ndak?, If ndak, yes he worshiped all night."

"Well, what worship I was all night. Wiridku just stuck it-it was. Not yet."

Hasti laughed across the street.

"Yes, that's also Ami. The outline was on his bargain. There is a reward there. essentially, the man is more fond of offered than asking for his own. And pleasing the husband is a great reward Mbak Ami."

"Oh, that's it. What, anyway, how?"

"Buahahahahah's... Yes, that part I should teach you too?"

"Yes, if you teach, no, not half. All of you."

"OK, okay. If I, anyway, used to be gini mbak. Echem.. "

"Haw!, Hunting. Mostly dehem, the pulse is abis!"

"Slow dong, new manten ki ancen ndak sabaran yo...."

"No need to speak Javanese. Amused me!"

"Yes, yes, sorry. Gini ibak. "Mmm.." It's still a timid fashion huh mbak, right the first nights."

"Yes... Buruan. Keburu Mas Alam dateng."

"Oh, okay okay. "A' tonight, Aa' wants Hesti ndak?," That's it, anyway, mbak. Later also continue on their own. Sure you are."

"Take me..... Not ah! Don't want to!"

"Yes... Really don't want to?, aren't eman equally rewarded?"

"Yes, the others can be Hes, not that one...."

"What is it?. "I flinched, and suddenly the soft hoarse voice greeted my ears. It was as if thousands of butterflies were flapping their wings without permission in my stomach, as the owner of the voice wrapped his hands there.

"More tomorrow yes, mbak hasti." Suddenly my phone changed master, I don't know exactly when Mas Alam took it from my hand. All I know is that my neck is crashing and my chest is pounding.

"Oh, okay Lam. Continue aja. Monggos."

Mas Alam put my phone on the dressing table, then put away my hair that was broken into one on the left, his breath sweeping my neckline.

"No. He just said congratulations, really." I stammered in answering it. Did he hear our conversation over the phone.

"Masa, anyway. You asked me, how do you expect a husband?"

"Huh?! Not ah. It was wrong time." I tried to break his embrace, but Mas Alam actually tightened his embrace and stuck his nose on my neck to just sniff. I closed my eyes for a moment, enjoying the strange rumble in my chest.

"I was standing in the doorway five minutes ago, almost everything I heard." I was as if I was stuck in place. Die me!, What if Mas Alam told me to practice, could flood my cold sweat tonight.

"Say he wanted adventurers. I'll wait for you for that agenda."

I'm trying to shift the topic. But a second later, when I managed to turn my back on him, some swearing escaped in my heart. Dead quadrate!.

"Hmmm, come. You are ready to be adventured." Nature glared ignorantly and lowered the tip of my nose slowly.

I'm still stuck in place, not yet my knees are limp like boneless.

"Here, Nduk. " Mas Alam patted the mattress next to him,

"Mas don't want to tea first?, I made ya." I'm trying to buy time.

"Sugar is just as much a gas to buy?" Again. Why can I forget, anyway. Ami. Don't be shy in front of your husband. He's even younger than me. Why do I look so nervous.

"Bag!!" I reflexively poked my hand on Mas Alam's neck as he carried me without warning. Then lay the mattress with a smooth movement.

"Sugary, anyway. Khumairoh gini." He was lying next to me with his head tilted with his hands.

"Sniffraff!. Where there are people item kayak I khumairoh. There is also a Mas hick!" I turned my body around in annoyance.

"Kok ngadep there, anyway. I'm not satisfied with your mana." Nature stuck her index finger on my shoulder over and over again.

"Due to your health, cut down on the sweet! Don't get early diabetes." Nature laughs and hugs me from behind, so peaceful it feels. I don't know how many years, this body has nothing to embrace, just channel a sense of warmth to fight the cold of fate.

Mas Alam is like an oasis in the desert. Even when I was sick I never asked my mother to hug me. Intentionally, because it will remind me of your memories. No matter how busy, he still took the time to hug me before these eyes fell asleep in the dark. And this time, my husband gave me a long-lost embrace, he kissed my forehead repeatedly. I lay down to stare at the soul mate of God's hand, I gave her the most beautiful smile, and then I slipped the back of her hand.

"I'm sorry I haven't been able to give you your rights as my husband Mas."

"I marry you not just to complete my lust as a Nduk man, but I marry you to perfect my worship and soul. Sorry yes, since long ago I always make you goiter every day meet."

I glanced at the cynical Mas Alam and gently hit his chest.

"Thank you for taking me on a free roller coaster ride from yesterday" Mas Alam laughed, pinching my nose until I complained of pain.

"Assalamu'alaikum, Mas Alam!"

"Wa'alaikumussalam,"

"If you sleep first, I have a guest. We'll postpone the adventure." He ended his sentence with a brief kiss on my lips. It takes minutes to neutralize a heartbeat that is far from normal. Basic Mas Alam, why could he display such a calm expression, when he hugged me earlier, his heart rhythm was no less excited than me.