Still waiting for you

putting out emotions with rainbows

Nature and I turned, along with the sound of falling things. It turned out that it was Bang Amar who dropped his coffee glass when he was going to return it to the kitchen, and actually heard my conversation with Nature.

Me and Nature stood up at once, and Bang Amar clenched his two hands tightly, and then faced the wall and made his eyebrows there, he roared with restraint and struck the wall with his fists repeatedly.

I'm still on the spot, don't know how to react. Because, I do not intend to share the story to bang Amar. And this accident was completely unpredictable to me.

Seeing the bang Amar roaring in frustration makes my heart ache, am I still jealous? Isn't this attitude of bang Amar because of his guilt towards Hesti?. But, why is it that caught neatly by my eyes is precisely the pain of the heart of men who see their women unhappy. Isn't there anything more painful than seeing our loved ones, losing a smile even looking very fragile and untouchable despite standing in his own palace?. And the suspect?, just ourselves. We are the ones who take our loved ones to a place that promises thousands of happiness, which they recently discovered, that happiness is nothing more than a mirage. I'm sure one hundred percent, that's the picture of Amar's bang wound this time.

I woke up as Alam approached the Amar bang with a flat look on his face. I saw shards of shard no longer decorate the ceramic floor. Nature must have cleaned it up, I don't even know when she did it. My mind was darkened to form a bundle that I didn't know how to unravel.

"Gue fool Lam!, why do I ignore the same doubts. I'm just with her boyfriend sending her to the lion's den!,"

Bang Amar pitted his fist against the wall, so hard that it hit until his open-fingered fingers peeling and bleeding. I bit my lower lip, the pain in my chest became more and more excruciating. Like a wound that was deliberately flush with sea water.

"Emang with this kind of emotion, can restore his condition so good again?, No!." The touch of Nature made Bang Amar wake up and turn towards him.

"Lo bener Lam's. I have to act" a second later Bang Amar's gaze pointed at me with a huff.

"Gue pinjem key motor lo Meena."

"What do you do?, you no longer have a plan to break your promise, right?"

"Fuck the promise of Ameena!!" I screamed at the cry of Bang Amar. My hands shook, and reflexes gripped my robe tightly.

"Bang!!, Lo there's no right to snatch him!" Nature's voice rose, her jaw hardened, her hands clenched tightly, and her eyes flashed with anger.

I shuffled back, confused as to what to do. Seeing these two men in front of me squabble was new to me.

Seeing the Amar bang so frustrating, and Nature who seemed reluctant to interfere, it was even more ignited emotions. Makes my chest rumble great. My head was pulsing suddenly. I crouched down and drowned my head in the grooves of my feet, two hands I used to cover my ears that were buzzing incessantly.

My issue was off, I was sobbing, it was so painful to see those who usually throw laughter at each other, now pitting face to face with a flash of emotion that was equally high.

"Bang, ami will not forbid you to find out, or even protect him. But not with your situation like this.

Emotions you cannot control. Especially the problem, hesti?" I looked at them both. Bang Amar was still faithful with breath hunting him. Nature seemed to be reciting Istighfar slowly, and rubbed her face repeatedly.

"Those bang, wudlu. Define your emotions first. I'll take you. We set the strategy first. Don't let our hand complicate the position of hesti."

Nature, which first mastered emotions, provided solutions.

"Astaghfirullohal'adzim, O Allah.

Hasbunalloh wa ni'mal. La haula wa la quwwata illa billah" Bang Amar decays, he pokes two palms of his hands on his face, Then cries.

"Le why?, if your mother's daughter-in-law nakalin you, do not cry. Tell me to mother, mother's hand is still very strong for her ear pulling Nature if she's naughty."

Nature laughed at the joking of mother. While the cry of Bang Amar began to subside. In his embrace tightly pentuh ibuk, while mother patted his back slowly.

"Bang, move aside. My mother-in-law is. It's good to play haphazard hug. I do not allow anyway" Nature nagged because of jealousy by mother's treatment. Then shift the forced Amar bang from the ibuk.

Instead of defending his mantle. Ibuk just beat Alam slowly and grabbed his ear.

"You're naughty who taught you huh!!. Gedhe gini is still fighting. Why not just war!?"

"It's buk. It's your daughter-in-law. Cook it later fit ijab qobul ears Alam segedhe ears elephant?" Nature complains by the indiscriminate attack of the mother.

"Where is the gedhe elephant's ear!. Small jars can fit hundreds of elephant kuling. Colorful again. Cute ginuk-ginuk"

Amar's laughter broke, he fell to the floor and curled his stomach.

"Astaghfirulloh my mother-in-law numero uno.. That's Robbi's God's cake, an elephant's ear snack.not an elephant's ear."

"Where do you call it ears?, you forgot the song huh?"

"No. Nature has not forgotten. Caught, Elephant, a very large animal, his eyes narrow, his ears wide,... "

"Eh, are you singing an elephant, what do you call the characteristics of koh Aceng?. Pack all narrow eyes!"

This time it was my laughter that broke. Ibuk is like a rainbow that appears suddenly after a rainstorm. I know you didn't know what happened to us a few minutes ago. He came back from his lecture thirty minutes ago. That means, my mother heard our commotion and acted ignorant by bringing a myriad of laughter as an antidote to the wounded heart.

That afternoon, Alam finally fulfilled his promise to take Bang Amar to meet Hesti, after his emotions were safely controlled. Nature does not allow me to come with excuses, I have to rest a lot and ready ammunition for the journey "jakarta-jogja" the day after tomorrow.

"don't forget the news, my emotions are conditioned. One of you must remain sane to protect each other. And here, you have to keep your sanity"

my long speech this wide pitched firmly. There was no smudge of a smile on my lips until my mother's speech broke my seriousness.

"just hang around until dawn.let them not be berangkag all of you!. if you do not want to be far mbok ya ask for a drag to KUA, do not talk Aja who plays drag."

"you buk, Ami tuh mewanti Mas Alam so as not to easily ignite emotions."

"busy do not feel like talking to you?. your quintessence huh?"

" Tau ah. "I choose to go, rather than having to lick my own saliva.wanti-wanti Nature to not be ignited emotions.uh, it is precisely I myself who was struck with emotion by the sparks of his own mother. What a joy to viewers!.